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@Holykael even if you know what you are meant to do here on earth, your destiny is only good as the self-effort you make to bring it into reality.

@Michael569 a lot of my skills are based around the music industry. marketing, performance, production, songwriting, singing and engineering. I wouldn’t mind getting into business administration if there’s a course available. I’m also interested in sales, perhaps I can sell luxury items.

Hello ladies and gentlemen my name is Moreno and I’m looking for new ways to make money or get a new job. I graduated high-school in 2016. In 2017 I was introduced to the possibility of awakening so I accepted the proposal and have been heavily pursuing personal development. In the last five years I’ve worked with a healer, figured out my childhood trauma I learned from various teachers about awakening, I’ve had multiple psychedelic trips, taken 5-Meo multiple times, contemplated my ass off, practiced meditation, yoga, mantras, concentration techniques, I’ve read 100+ books etc. and I’ve been heavily investing in my life purpose, I’ve completed the course in 2017 while developing myself I’ve been working as a security guard for the last five years. Security is cool but it’s not enough for me to move out of my parents house and sustain myself. I turned 24 on November fifth and I’m ready to step forward. I need higher source of income to fund me while I continue honing my life purpose. Any recommendations?

@Michael569 Okay I have an artist LinkedIn, would I have to create a professional LinkedIn? And nope I don’t have any university or college education. Perhaps there’s a specific course I would need to study for business administration?

@Thought Art interesting are there any specific programs you recommend?

I thought it would be cool to make a thread of examples on how the left goes too far left. Too much of anything Isn’t good for ya i found this tweet amusing!!

@trenton that guy did a muay-thai kick on the camera ? your perspective is accurate. The left can go too far at times ? a lesson to be learned.

@trenton these were excellent examples? thank you

After five years of personal development and awakening, I realize how much me being sexually abused as a child is destroying my romantic relationships today. Me being sexually abused makes me needy in my romantic relationships now. Part of my neediness is because I went the first 21 years of my life with a string of terrible experiences with woman and attraction because I never acknowledged that I was sexually abused as a child. Its like having a virus on your computer without ever knowing it’s there. I was too young to process it. I don’t even know what to do anymore… I’ve worked with professional dating experts, I’ve worked with a healer, after highschool I didn’t go to college so I can focus on my life purpose/personal development, I cut off my toxic friends, I’ve taken 5meo several times, I’ve taken psychedelics, I’ve read over 100 books, I’ve received mentoring, i practice yoga, meditation , mantras etc. I’ve invested my money, I’ve invested my energy, I’ve invested my time and im still treated by woman like im nothing.

@Ulax thank you so much! I completed the audiobook and all the worksheets. here are the main notes I took from the book: Four traumatic symptoms that helped me survive was: Shame and worthlessness Numbing Self destructive behaviour Anxiety, panic attacks when I’m triggered: - wanting to smoke weed - Hating myself - Hating others - Feeling rage - Feeling overwhelming shame Traumatic Attachment Patterns: - worrying she doesn’t love me - fear of being abandoned - fear of being cheated on - worrying I’m not good enough - wanting to distance myself when I get too close - feeling unlovable - can’t bear being alone/ apart

@Twenty thank you

@Raze that video was incredible! Holy shit. To game or not to game

@Ulax I’ve done some of it in the past. I should do more of it for sure. Today I’m finishing all the worksheets from the Living Legacy of Trauma booklet

@Superfluo perfect! Will do I’ll check out RSD Todd aswell

@Raze these videos helped a lot! Thank you

@Tyler Robinson I like that! It is an auto eliminating process. I sure wouldn’t want to be dating someone who isn’t interested in me. We as people like what we can’t have or never will have.

@Leo Gura thank you Leo! the RSD courses I have are The resonator - Jeffy Girlfriend Game - Max 10 commandments of game - Derek BOSS - Madison Hot seat at home - Madison Get your Ten - Madison

@spiritual memes thank you

@Leo Gura losing the girls who I’m compatible with happens pretty often. In my three years of gaming there were clear, open, great opportunities that I’ve fumbled through self sabotage in hindsight. There had to be about 40+ girls who were interested that I flushed down the toilet. Then their are four or five of the really special girls. The ones I would consider “ soulmates “ who I’ve pushed away because of my behaviour.

@spiritual memes I feel that! I’m working through it much as I can! Any recommendations?

@Superfluo thanks a lot king! I appreciate that

@Leo Gura if im not being rejected, girls that lose interest in me are the girls I have most things in common with and the girls I’m most compatible with. I’ll meet them the first day, they’ll tell me about their life trauma and be on the verge of tears. The instant date will go well, They’ll talk about spirituality and they’ll be all hot and turned on. It’s almost like they’ll tell me everything I want to hear then after on text they’ll act completely different. I find one of these girls out of 20 or 30

@Superfluo right now I’m reading The Living Legacy of Trauma book, what do you recommend?

@Ulax the book is giving me a greater idea of what trauma is and how trauma makes me react.

@Leo Gura oops, thought I was being concise. Im unable to sleep with them or even set up another date after the first time meeting them. 1. I’ll meet them 2. I’ll give off a great first impression & get their phone number/contact info 3. they’ll stop replying to me or lose interest after texting me for a period of time