Shakazulu

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  1. @Mighty Mouse guess we'll never know
  2. @Mighty Mouse if we can create our own explanation, how can we distinguish fact from fiction?
  3. @Mighty Mouse an idea of us living the echos of our past life creations
  4. " You are the average of the five people you spend most time with . " isnt a symptom of lonliness being afraid of people? Believing humans can hurt, expose or humiliate us? While actualizing how can we still interact with neurotic family members/people without harming ourselves?
  5. @AnTe What if we accept them so much their negative behaviours and thoughts influence us?
  6. If a man cannot unconditionally love and serve his mother can he ever truly love a woman? Is his relation to this mother a reflection of his love?
  7. The idea of working backwards to improve skill, can this apply to song writing? Instead of focusing on becoming a greater song writer, is understanding theory of music and various instruments key? A long side learning how to improve song write skills?
  8. @HII I'm the process of recording new songs. Just trying to get my life purpose together 1st
  9. @HII Magic Show v1: Life is a magic show a show Ticket for magic show Row I am front row for the glow close row, let's go! Girl, Faith, Sun, Lake Magic, Magic, break Sun, wait, time going Moon, hey Chrous: Hat tricks Hat of magic blow minds Tail grind Mouth go wide find Land mine Take my wand and fly See the rabbit go hide Touch light
  10. @Sri McDonald Trump Maharaj Lol looking at my last relationship that might've been me. Yet I wonder if it's also everyone
  11. @Spiral damn I'm not really sure if my mom neglected me as a child. I definitely do love and serve my mom however I never grew up telling her I love her or admiring her beauty. I know for fact growing up I craved love and felt unworthy of it.
  12. @Sri McDonald Trump Maharaj I really wanna check it out. But the way my bank account is set up lol. A point or an idea from that section would be appreciated
  13. If all is a full circle, is it possible that in life our greatest weaknesses can become our greatest strengths?
  14. Is friendship love if love occurs when the " I " doesn't exist? Could it mean you're non-loving if one has no friends?
  15. A man being able to attract a woman and raise a family. Is this ability a measurement of manhood? If so then which side of manhood is measured?
  16. Hey I'm looking to do some consciousness work. I've done LSD 3 times and mushrooms twice. For my next trip I'm choosing between 1ALSD & ETH-LAD what's a greater choice?
  17. It's been a year since I left my ex. Learned a lot, met some new people, tried new food. Today I came across symptoms of The fear of loss of love. I fit 2/3 of these symptoms. Im naturally an extrovert, as of late I noticed im introverted. Interacting and meeting new people ain't as easy as before. Its definitely harder giving people my interest. I have been doing tons of actualizing this past year, I wonder if it's a phase of growth or an issue that must be resolved Going out just to think about when I'm going home..
  18. The habit of constantly preparing for the future is an old mind state I'm battling. How does one defeat this
  19. So much knowledge, so many books, not enough time. Being an effective learner is always the priority. Are their any methods of learning I should follow? Theres tons of self help books I wish to read and tons of practical/theory books aligned for my life purpose. How do I balance both
  20. @BjarkeT thank you too much
  21. @Drum Teacher i love it dude and yup I got a meditation practice down, affirmations and visualization. I'm definitely going to invest in the book list. Audio books are another style of learning I'll be using soon. What confuses me is, is their a certain amount of reading I should do daily? certain amount of books? A method to digest the material? I guess a regiment of some form
  22. I've been following the life purpose course, working on spirituality, reading. Overall just trying to find my purpose and grow. I see myself being a better son to my parents but aggressive and unsocial towards others. I'm not in the mood to socialize unless it's specific people. People try to have conversations with me and I don't care to show interest. Friends and family keep saying " Oh he's nineteen, he's a big man now " When in reality they don't know what I'm going through. These past couple days I've been so angry at myself and people. Confused on which direction to go. It seems as if enjoying the moment isn't even a motive. I'm always searching for tomorrow. Most of my days off are spent alone. I just wanna smile, be open and enjoy every moment of life
  23. How does one begin to disempower false beliefs? Does the higher self guide us? What if we're ignorant to our false belief?
  24. I'm currently reading craft of lyric writing by Sheila Davis. My weakness in lyrics writing is being clear, simple and specific. Is there any chapters in this book I should focus on?