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@who chit I appreciate this a lot. It's just certain books I'm reading, I'm like 40% into a book then BOOM " practice this for 15 minutes daily dadada " then I'm like damn! I really wanna continue this book but what's the point if I'm not doing the excersizes

Yesterday something happened during my session...

@Prabhaker thank you too much. I appreciate this

1. To be free from ones karma & free others from theirs: what does it mean to be free from ones karma? 2. To be free from the cycle of birth & death: Is it not the same as being free from karma?

@Otogi well males have 10x more testosterone than females, I assume our sexual urge is deeper lol

If symbol induces thought and thought then induces sensation. Is the male urge to reproduce the ego trying to preserve itself + testosterone boosts the urge?

@brovakhiin much thanks

Limiting beliefs we are unaware of. Growing up I was overweight, in grade five I was 170 pounds. When I went for check ups at the doctor, my mom would ask the doctor why my penis was small. My doctor would tell her it's because I was developing. My mother would compare me to my older brother stating how when he was younger his penis wasn't small but he was skinny. My mom made my situation a family issue. Everyone in my family knew and they would ask me questions about it. This perception that I was flawed carried through most of my life. Better yet, when I was 12 my sister then caught me masturbating then she told my whole family. My sexuality felt exposed in a sense. I'm now nineteen and I'm looking back like wow, there's a few unhealed stiches

@Arman this is love, I appreciate this

@brovakhiin would you consider book of not knowing or pursuing more consciousness more fundemental

@brovakhiin thanks a lot, I'm gonna get into these in the next couple months

@Nahm couldn't without you all

@How to be wise much love

@Leo Gura I hope I touched someone in the forum also

@Source_Mystic I don't even know what your saying. I heard I was supposed to be playful here

Did my 2nd shamanic therapy session today. During the session I felt heavy vibrations through my finger tips. Close to the conclusion I felt as if my chest began to raise with my heavy breath. When the ringer went off my left finger was formed like a gang sign

This video really connected with me. I find myself judging messengers around me who are sending messages. I love my older brother, he's 10 years older than me. Today he was giving me advice in the car, while I was listening, I was being aware of all the great things and all the poor ideas. After our car ride i was reflecting on spiral dynamics. Then I wonder can I blame him or blame infinity? Who's right at the end? I can't deal with negative ideas and false information that push us from truth

Or is everyone I encounter my teacher?

I feel animae's were successful because a few of them were spin offs of cosciousness naruto- the chakras full metal alchemist - the gate of death dragon ball - z : being half human half demigod (Goku)

@UDT you're right I guess. I just wanted to share the experience lol

Today I did my first Shamanic session, wanted to go for 20 mins but my alarm clock coincidentally rang 15 mins in. I felt an acception for love and interesting body sensations

If we can't handle the truth of why we exist, what's so radicle about the truth

During my khundalini's my body is beginning to heat up a lot, light sweat strands run down my temple. I feel a focused sensation in my palms and at times my arms seem to raise for some reason - anyone relate?

I guess there's reason why life is called " life " and not " human "

I've been meditating for 200+ days straight no break. I've been practicing the beginner stages of the khundalini, it's been 13 days straight. I heard reality is a reflection of who you are. I met a Hindu man in my Uber and he's attended a Vippasana retreat. We chopped it up and spoke about spirituality. He mentioned a lot of western Yoga is trash. He told me to focus on meditation and not kriya yoga/awakening the khundalini. He said for the khundalini to awaken I must abstain from sex, meat, alcohol, isolate myself from society and find a great guru, is this true? He also mentioned activating the Khundalini takes 12 years, if I ejactulate once I must restart...