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@Jowblob I’ve been practicing kundalini yoga since 2017 and I managed to stay consistent. I would consider my baseline state of conscious higher than the average person. I feel like it’s time to channel this passion and energy into the world. I’ve had ego deaths, god realizations, studied meta psychics, did consciousness work and even done multiple trips on 5-MEO DMT with a practitioner.

@Jowblob maybe I haven’t? Elaborate tell me more

@LordFall just messaged you on instagram.

@LordFall that’s the thing because some of his information is of quality!

@Basman yes but we gonna get the money back and it’s crazy because some of the information really is authentic but I’m just looking for a new way to make money. What do you do for work?

Went to my first 3 day silent retreat at the first dharma centre built in North America not far from Toronto founded by Namgyal Rinpoche. What an experience! 400 acres of land! i went for a bhuddist retreat based on the Vajrayāna school of Buddhism. It was interesting because when the lama of the retreat was talking about emptiness, I knew exactly what she was referring to due to my experiences on 5-MEO-DMT On the final day of the retreat I sat down and spoke to her one on one. Telling her that I was aware of emptiness due to my experiences on 5 MEO DMT and she approved. She said 5 MEO DMT can give someone a great glimpse into the experience of nothing. She said she has experience with 5 MEO too!

Let’s come to a conclusion with all of this because I want peace of mind and tired of driving myself insane. We’re all a part of this forum for the sake of personal development and enlightenment right? Does horoscopes, astrology and tarot fit into what our end goal is? In the last 6 months I got into a cycle of watching astrology readings on my “ star sign “ the only reason I entertained the possibility of horoscope, tarot and astrology is because I’m an enormous action taker in all facets of my life. I don’t sit around praying for a solution, I get out there and find solutions. The last 6 months were difficult for me because I’ve been putting so much into awakening, my life purpose, personal development and spiritual practice for the last 7-8 years then I’m still not living what I feel like is proportional to my effort. The last 6 months were so tough that I was honestly losing faith in this stuff, astrology gave me a bit of delusion to believe better things are coming and there’s change on the way. It all comes down to having faith and trusting in the unknown. It’s not adding up I see people out there living their dreams in the span of 2-4 years while I’m out here taking advice from awakened masters and doing what they say then I’m still not where I want to be.... it’s not making sense

@James123 sounds interesting, please elaborate

@Ishanga thank you, a great old lesson on responsibility. self deception is a motherf*cker, my friend chad says no matter how many times we awaken, in this 3D reality we are always existing in a box within a box within a box. Your statement is true, if we are not taking responsibility for our life in the. now then how can we live in the now and accept what is?

@Princess Arabia mind stuff, frequencies and vibration make a lot of sense. I guess it’s a matter of accepting what is and dealing with our emotions face to face. The world aka our mind is a Mind Game. As much as people can tell us everything will be alright and give us the approval of our decisions/emotional support we have to be able to believe in ourselves and be our own emotional support system. If we’re going to have integrity and be successful in the world, we have to wake up everyday and make the choice to do what we say.

@Princess Arabia thank you, how do you feel about horoscope and tarot?

@Princess Arabia sounds good, will check out the book thank you. You’re right, I am focused on not having/being where I want to be because the sacrifices I’ve made are just insane. I went to the extent of taking 5-MEO DMT multiple times with a professional practitioner. I don’t know anyone who has the balls to even ever try it once but let me focus on what I do have and what is going right. I appreciate you taking your time.

Until the 1950s people in western culture weren’t living lives of freedom, individuality and relativity. I remember when I was in grade 11 having a conversation with my gym teacher about careers and life after high-school. He was in his 70s, he said “ in my day we didn’t have to worry about our career, they’re weren’t many options. Everyone just worked construction “ Post modernism can add a dimension of complexity into reality in comparison to a pre- modernist. Anything to the extreme can be bad. Balance I’m sure modernist and pre-modernist have strengths that some post modernist don’t.

@Keryo Koffa everything will go great for you brother ! Keep on crushing

It’s not about ranks when it comes to spirituality. Everyone will awaken according to their karma and desire but I will question.... do the highest/purest spiritual teachings have anything to do with material manifestation? Maybe I’m wrong but I’ve realized the path of enlightenment is separate from the path of personal development/material success. the values are different. I do admit there’s times in life when my journey to awakening merges with my personal development journey but they are still two different paths. someone who dedicated their life to mastering personal development will have a different outcome from someone who dedicated their life to awakening.

@Shodburrito you’re kind of missing my point but thanks ?

@BlessedLion he did a great job indeed

@BlessedLion yup, now that I know it’s a game, how do I want to spend my time 👀 took a lot for me to get here. Certain material parts of my life have been out of balance but life can change fast.

@Inliytened1 Full circle moment !!!!!!

@hyruga you’re right, thank you brother

@Breakingthewall you’re right, having both is possible. I just don’t have role models in my life who are embodying both. Maybe I have to be the example

@Ishanga you get me haha

@Keryo Koffa interesting, which side of the pendulum are you on?

@Ishanga I love your definition of karma

I can’t believe I’ve spent years going out, going on dates and developing my confidence only to realize how important your game on text is. I wanna level up my texting game, any guys out there with advice?