Bittu

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  1. Post your best actualized.org quotes here. I'll start; Love Is Infinite Understanding -Leo Gura
  2. I've had the same clothes on for months. I just wash when I can. I am not particularly rich at the moment. Anyway. I really like the feel that the cloth has gotten after a year of use. It's a high quality sweater. Like 80 euros or 60. Rly nice looking white. So yeah, I would like to get like maybe a few outfits to change it up sometimes. When I get money, I will do it.
  3. My playlist which is crowdsourced here! artWeekly Selected https://tidal.com/playlist/606c5a5a-9ea5-4dca-9185-6c525933e423
  4. Hey. I'm a 30 year old guy living in Helsinki, Finland. I took psychedelics as a teenager, and it was an awakening to oneness like no other. I had felt earlier that I was kind of misfit almost. I met a guy and he talked about taking mushrooms. He was unusually polite and generous, and really friendly with me. So I became friends with him and we started smoking weed. We had a blast and I was new to weed back then. We played Playstation and talked and it was a really epic time with him. That was the first time I heard of mushrooms. I ended up taking them later with friends. I remember still laughing very hard when taking them. I started to smoke weed more often and we had a group of friends back then. We experimented with many substances. The funny thing about it is that we bought stuff with bitcoin back then and one of the first times ordering hash from the Internet, we paid one bitcoin for a gram of hash. (10 euros back then). We got into psychedelics and that is when the fun really began. We did LSD a few times and I really fell in love with trance music. I found out about Leo probably from a tweet back then, or maybe I was aware of him due to being in the self improvement niche a little bit by doing searches on psychology. It all started with RSDTyler and friends since I was a teen who was kinda socially awkward sometimes. I found out about Mark Manson's content through someone suggesting the book Models and I proceeded to download it illegally. I started following Leo quite a while ago, just a year or two after he got started with Actualized.org. After my psychedelic experiences I was a little bit confused and trying to make sense of it all. Leo really opened my eyes and explained it really well to me. I had never heard such an explanation of it and what it really means. He is really good at explaining his trips and comprehending them I think. So I started to watch a lot of Leo's content and watched it for a good few years whilst learning to meditate and doing sometimes psychedelics and even moving to Portugal for the legal psychedelics and did 5-MeO DMT in there. It was a wild trip, and I gave my friend some too and he became so meditative. Just silent. Myself I had a realization about life's dangerousness in a way - in the end we are here in nature and it's wild out there. I took the Life Purpose course and started pursuing my LP as a musician. Took more courses on it and I started to make music full time. I became dad to my kid 7 years ago, I must have been 23 or 24 years old. Even then I had followed Leo for quite a long time. I just never got around commenting on it that much, since I was really busy watching the content and really mind blown at the same time like many of us are really mind blown due to Leo's talent as a creator and philosopher mystic. So a huge fan of Leo and I always will be. Thanks Leo and Actualized.org people for all the wonderful content and love out there. You are the best.
  5. Fuck yeah! That's the spirit. This is why Europeans love America.
  6. I took the life purpose course a good nine years ago probably. I went ahead and found a life purpose to become a musician. Now I'm doing journalism. so I've changed it a little bit. Really awesome. I think everyone should take the LP course.
  7. Hey. Anyone want to do a collaboration with me? I am looking for podcasters, content creators, bloggers, etc, to collab and do a guest appearance with. Anyone interested? Would be super cool to do it and I am sure it would benefit us both greatly, as well as the audience. Let me know!
  8. Hoping to give MALT a shot anytime soon. 5-MeO DMT is great!
  9. Oh the Cosmic Hallucination. Gotta contemplate that one. So much hallucinating.
  10. I just find Leo so funny that he would spend a good ten years arguing each week in the internet about something. He even made his life purpose to provide people with insights and I have learned so much by stumbling upon to Actualized.org. Really happy to be here. Has anyone else ever thought this whole thing to be quite funny as well?
  11. I like women too. They're great and sometimes as a guy it's different to hang out with guy friends than with women.
  12. Yeah completely agree with taking stock of what you bring to the table. It's powerful to ask yourself questions about your own self esteem and figuring out what your strengths are.
  13. Please become a comedian and make that lol it would be hilarious.
  14. I was misdiagnosed with schizophrenia because the doctor wanted to mess with me so I don't take any medications. Why in the world would you take them? After 10 years of taking medications due to force I just got OCD and epilepsy from them. There is a theory that the schizophrenia meds actually "heal" the patient which to me is an outright lie, done for the sake of business, because these pills are a billion dollar industry. I don't really trust the science behind schizophrenia diagnosis, in my own case a doctor gave me the diagnosis because they can lock you up and the doctors just wanted to lock me up because they didn't like my face. At first when I was diagnosed I really trusted the ones meant to heal me because I was going through perhaps you could call a crisis but it ultimately revelaled itself as some of my former friends gaslighting me. 1. Got diagnosed with schizophrenia 2. Got also abused by the doctors 3. No longer trust them as professionals 4. Now no longer take medications (they would have to forcefully inject me to take them, even left the country to rehab from the meds) First you go through a crisis in life and then you get exploited for medical business. I've literally been assaulted with a needle before, got arrested like 10 times and ultimately spent over 2 years in a psych asylum. It's where I am sitting right now too (although I am getting out soon) and for some reason a police man even pointed a taser at me. Also a doctor put a pillow on my face and are very narcissistic in general. Project MK-Ultra anyone?
  15. I also am in a psychiatric hospital and I have been taking Abilify due to being forced it for the longest time. Often narcissistic people go into positions of power and study to be doctors, etc. Just so they can mess with you. Psilocybin helped me in recovery from being injected, it really calmed down the OCD and epilepsy that happened to me as a result of the injections. I believe that these antipsychotic medications are just total bullshit and we really should consider the people taking them the experts. Also a doctor I've read about does disagree with antipsychotics but he works in a different hospital than where I'm staying. But antipsychotics are a billion dollar business as well and even though I started to get epileptic the doctor still wanted me to take them and didn't really trust my expertise. Don't go try stealing kisses mmkay.
  16. Yeah social media tends to upset me sometimes. I have went long periods without it sometimes and found a new peace of mind. One time I was without for 3 months and damn it makes me so sad sometimes when there's a lot of bashing going on for example. Basically people who don't know you who criticize you. Feels bad man. It's either a whole generation of women or men who are bad. It's just not true, I really don't know what's going on with these people who are accusing pretty much all men or all women of being some way.
  17. Yeah, probably a sucky Life Purpose.
  18. I live in Finland and the law around gambling is changing. Earlier only one state owned company, Veikkaus, was allowed to do gambling related business. All the money was going to foreign internet casinos that people played, and now the law is changing and private businesses are going to be able to have their own casinos now. So basically it's becoming legal to be an internet casino owner in Finland. So what do you think, do you think it's a scammy business model? Is it taking advantage of people's weaknesses and getting rich with no integrity, or is it just harmles fun to have you own online casino? https://aaposol.com/casino.html
  19. Hello friends. This is Don Aapo. Nice to meet you.
  20. I actually benefit from racism, being a white guy in Finland. I am in this situation of being forcefully hospitalized, and one of my friends here who is black has to sit two times longer in compulsory treatment than I have to, because the doctor is racist. The doctor literally makes me his golden boy since I am white, which is unfair as fuck.
  21. Decided to share something here; I started making music after the LP course. I must have taken it 7+ years ago. Right now I've generated 300 euros in royalties which is pretty nice and also have learned a lot about making art and stuff. I also started my own e-commerce shop and am open for freelancing jobs right now. I started making music from pretty much zero skill level and took other courses to learn. Fun fact; I made more money in 3 months when I was homeless from asking people for free money in Portugal, than I've made as a content creator. No sales yet, but I've got a lot of stuff to sell so I am not even bothered that nobody wanted any yet, the timing will come. I recently spent some money to market myself in YouTube and I want to get more famous and successful definitely, but am taking a relaxed approach towards the process. I used to work in sales and have actually generated a hundred sales for my boss (not that much to begin with haha) so I know what I am doing in that area of business (sales). I used to sell magazines and do business to business sales and it's exactly the same as running a business is. Have a nice weekend everyone.
  22. Gave it a shot thanks