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Did you find that you are nobody and are you sure of it now?

Then? What are you trying?

But experience is part of this reality. How can something verify and grasp the whole if it is only part of it? What do you experience it with? Feeling? Consciousness? Thought?

@Leo Gura it would be awesome if you made a video where you explain what is the perfect diet for you and why you decided so. according to Briggs Myers personality types are you an INTP? I am intereseted if you ever have been bullied? Have you ever experienced depression? what did make you to move towards the self actualization path? Do you believe in love? Do you love? I mean romance. Do you imagine yourself to be a husband and have children in the future? Are you afraid to die right now in this very moment you read it? who are you Leo? Describe with one single word.

@Dodo who are you talking to? Why do you refer to yourself as "I"? Basically you are saying that Nothing exists. Nothing is aware of itself. And it feels exactly as everything is aware of itself which is Nothing itself. Right? But these are all words. What is the proof? Proof is Nothing. What is the Truth? Truth is nothing as well then. Are you saying that? If so then what is the difference between "you" and religious person who also says: "I don't have proof of my religion not internal not external but I believe it! I am just aware that is the Truth and I call it the belief?" Do you see my point here?

But how? How can you find the Ultimate Truth if there are different layers of reality and you are trapped in the last layer? What if finding The Truth in this layer of reality means nothing in the consecutive layer of reality? Why do you make the assumption that reality does not have layers?

Ok. Then let's philosophize. If we don't have foundational proof of this concept. Let's imagine that reality is like in the movie matrix. We were captured by machines and connected to artificial digital world. What if then Enlightenment what you call in this reality means nothing in outside layer of reality? What then? How you are sure that this is not the case?

@Dodo but still what is the foundational proof of that Truth? If we question everything there can't be any foundation at all... what prooves that Truth is that concept and not something else?

@Dodo When I started journey of the Truth from my early teens I decided to start from 0. I decided not to believe anyone in the process of seeking the Truth including Myself. I don't trust you nor Leo on that matter and will never take the Truth for granted. That is why I ask so deeply into this topic of Enlightenment and 5-Meo. I can't afford to make a leap of belief because belief may be the foundation of delusion as we agree on that. Who "finds that Truth" ?

Once again to perfectly understand each other and leave no room for misunderstanding. What is the Enlightment. Is it the feeling of the Truth or is it Knowing of the Truth? If it is a feeling then I won't trust my feeling because it is part of that reality it is inside the reality. If the Enlightenment is knowing the Truth then tell me what are the Foundational proofs of that knowledge.

So if all these are paradoxical and illogical to even very intellectual mind then how does it make better job at explaining the Truth then Religion or Science. Well we can say that it's about Enlightenment and you start to feel it afterwards. Well.. I also have known religious people so strong in their beliefs in the God that they literally were feeling the presence of God.

My main problem is that I can not stick to one purpose. It is always changing same with my career I have constant strife for innovation, novelty and knowledge in various fields... does feel like I am generalist - jack of all trades but master of none... what should I do then? This "world of corporations" does not like generalists...

@Dodo If the world is a web of bieliefs who is the believer? if I call that limited perspective I have on reality "Me" does me still do not exist? Explain. Is the main idea that being and not being is the same in reality? Nothing exists in reality? And nothing feels exactly like everything?

Since English is not my main language I get confused sometimes. Can someone explain on an intellectual level what the reality and Enlightenment is? As far as words can go and if it is The same experience for everyone? Do they realise the same Truth? When we talk about the Enlightenment is it same what buddha experienced?

@Leo Gura If I had to choose one of these exercise to make it consistent daily habit which one is the most effective to choose? I would do them all but I want to be consistent and make it daily.

@Azrael Leo mentioned that when you get truelly Enlightened then your ego completely dies. Then how does your charachter stay? Is not your charachter, passions dreams bound to your Ego?

How should you check its purity? Is there any testkit or smth?

@Azrael I am insane over thinker myself so I can relate to that. I mean when you realize that you don't exist and only reality does it should be so mind blowing that you would literally die. That's what I remember Leo saying. So I just don't understand I can't relate how can you continue living in your life perspective after that? I also don't like idea that free will does not exist. I think reality is like that (this is my theory and only): Reality is absolute infinity since it can not have limits. something to have limits should be limited from "outside" thus making it also a part of reality. I also believe that it is infinite when zoomed in and zoomed out and I agree with Leo on the part that everything is made of nothing. This absolute infinity is experiencing itself through limited versions of perspectives aka us. but this experience is totally free and unscripted thus making it open for any possibilities... But as I said this is job done by my intellect and only, I don't know what happens after 5-Meo. But as I mentioned before Can you really grasp the whole reality with the help of the substance within this reality?

@Azrael I've read your Enlightenment story. What is the point of everyday life for you after your Enlightenment? Did you acquire more love to people?

@Leo Gura What do they really help us with?

@Leo Gura Before you tried 5-Meo. How did you prove to yourself that it would not affect your objective assertion of the upcoming trip? How did you make yourself sure that what you would experience will be different than the drug induced illusion? I have underlined the word before because after the trip normal person may become subjective because of utterly positive sensations. I know you well from you content a long time and know your intellectual potential to oppose to that subjectiveness but still...

@Leo Gura had some experience with MDMA but never did heavy psychedelics. Did it to strengthen the perception and expression of feelings - not only for recreational use. And it had some permanent positive effects tbh. I imagine how would psychedelics shift "your world".

Does 5-meo have any fatal or long lasting psychological side effects even if taken in normal dosage? what is the best way to get its purest form other than on the deep web?

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