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Leo, I know your opinion about how every person can work towards mastering opposite traits - so I see where this funny picture comes from ;) I agree on that but only partly. While I have trained myself to acquire extrovert strengths over the years through forcing myself into social environments where I would have to push myself out of the comfort zone it still feels unnatural to me. I am in the business field and no matter how hard I try to master my presentation and communication skills it still feels like I am getting more stressed out and does not get the results compared to an average extrovert who does not make any efforts in these situations... Joseph Maynor, Thanks for your suggestion. But the problem is I can not commit myself to one particular skill my whole life because of I am more of a generalist personality. While generalists are very valuable managers and entrepreneurs I still struggle with some parts which require extrovert strengths. I don't know maybe it is because I am still very young and if I try hard things will get better after time. But overall idea of freelancing is very interesting to me as I hate being controlled and I love freedom!

@Leo Gura himself! I have been following you since the beginning and it has been the fantastic journey. Let me tell you a bit about myself and you will know my readiness to see how deep the rabbit hole really is. I am 22 now and since my early teens, I've always felt that something was wrong with this world. I was always a huge loner and outcast because no one really understood me. I had to adapt in several ways to survive in this "world of corporations". I came up with the similar theory to yours when I was 13-14 years old but did not have enough proofs like you do now. The movie Matrix has been my favorite movie of all time and almost every day I wake up with "that" feeling like Neo. You really maybe Morpheus to us. I hope you are! Now you are offering me a choice: the Red pill or the Blue pill. But Leo : )... what if it only leads to the second layer of delusion? There is a theory in Matrix that Neo actually did not break out of Matrix and so called "Real world" was created by Machines themselves as the second layer of protection. What if it was created as the second layer of prison for more curious ones like me and you? What if you were mistakenly broken through the second layer too? What makes you so sure about the ultimate Truth? You always keep repeating to question everything and I always agree on that. Why did not you question that experience of enlightenment on 5 Meo DMT? If you did what was the real proof for you other than you felt it which also might be unreal? You are trying to grasp the whole reality from within the reality with the aid of the substance within this reality... Is not it so? P.S I only mentioned the Matrix as an example. I don't mean it in a direct way that machines have created our reality of course. ------ However still why not a possibility ---