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@ajasatya why would he feel sadness if he already realised that "he" is reality itself? And one thing that I dislike about these teachings is that they say that for One there is no evil or good... I would be glad if I missunderstood that part and it is otherwise.

@Shanmugam but yet the teaching says that Nothingness is self aware. Than why can't my inner voice be self aware?

@ajasatya what will this person feel when let's say someone kills his dog? Or... what does this person feel if he witnesses the rape?

@ajasatya then if someone who is Enlightened is so sure that the Ultimate Truth is pure Nothingness and knowing it is so relieving and beautiful why does not he suicide and end the physical body and ego completely?

@Shanmugam You explain very good man. But let me ask you why can't my inner voice be Me who is self witnessing itself with inner sight and hearing?

@ajasatya Yes but should I trust you? Don't get me wrong you seem like an awesome person but I mean when we speak about the Ultimate Truth. You are offering me a path which may take decades till I get Enlightenment right? That's quite a commitment right? Suppose you are lying to me or you are mistaken yourself. How would I know before I actually get Enlighted. That's why it still seems the path of Belief. Because initially you don't have any "proof".

Yes it helps me if I identify myself as what Enlightent people call ego. ( for me it's my inner voice saying "I" who is self aware, has inner hearing and inner sight) But as soon as I begin to look for that pure awareness Nothingness which is supposed to be my true self I become confused and I feel even more duality then before.

@ajasatya nope buddy I meant the fact that you left everything and went in soltitude

@Shanmugam because I am huge overthinker. And living in the moment and feeling presence helps that compulsive thinking. Plus I see the great wisdom in Ekhart's speeches.

@Shanmugam what if my self enquiry brings me to that: I am my inner voice who is self aware. Or what if I am the brain which is self aware with different receptors in the body

@Shanmugam who has the free will then? How can Nothingness have free will if it is the opposite of everythingness the it should be all predetermined right? To fill the everythingness gap within the Nothingness

I wish I could do it but from my current state it would be just pure leap of belief. And I as a rational person don't like seeking the Truth based on belief. That's why I did not choose the path of religion. I still did not empirically witnessed the Truth myself. If I decide to do what you did I should be 100% sure that the path of Enlightenment - what we call is the only path of the Truth. It will mean that I will have to sacrifice almost everything thus I need to be sure...

@ajasatya Good advice man! But unfortunately I can not find that middle path yet. I am the type of person to fully throw myself in one direction. And when I discovered the path of Enlightenment I got 100% commited to it I can't do it otherwise. I will loose the motivation. That's why I always find it hard to balance things... @Nahm my avatar name represents my goal not my current state. And with all this happening in your life how do you do your Enlightenment work when it needs so much soltitude? But if you decide to - explain it in a practical way - not just abstract sentences

@Shanmugam I understand your point, but the paradox is that first we need to split "you" into higher and lower being in order to then achieve oneness eight? The initial process of disidentifying yourself from the ego you thought were you whole your life creates so many confusions. On that level of enlightenment it seems like there are two of "you" - your ego and pure awareness. for a person who did not achieve enlightenment yet and does not sees the whole picture it seems like that awareness is out of control of ego's life and becomes only observer without any right to make decisions. Thus it feels like you loose your free will...

@Nahm You did not adress the issue stated here... The issue is that we as human beings living in this world call it illusionary or not need analytical thinking and it sometimes requires recollection of the past experiences... Or will you tell me that you don't have job, don't communicate with anybody and sit there enlightened in the cave?

@Shanmugam But if my true nature is presence itself how can I split it? If it is the only ultimate truth shouldn't it be effective always even when I do analytic work? Why does pure observation fail me when I need to engage in analytical thinking and discussion with someone. It feels like identitying myself with my mind again becomes the most helpful in those situations because being only observer feels like I am out of control.

I am financial analyst. I mean that I get way too introverted and closed within my inner self. And my everyday life involves many practical communications which are very distant from the Enlightenment practice. It feels like I am the gladiator on the Arena who is trying to meditate...

Hello, Community! After rewatching several times Leo's mind-blowing episodes about absolute infinity I am still left with many questions. First of all, let's begin with simple basic ones: If reality involves absolutely any possibility then it should things like vampires, werewolves, every religion gods and etc. etc. right? Where are they? in other universes across the black holes? Does absolutely everything involve alternate universes where we make any possible decisions different from our current ones? What happens after our physical death do we convert in other perspective or we become absolutely no perspective aka God aka absolute infinity? If absolute infinity is true and there is no "spiritual life" after death then is not it the wisest idea to live this life to its fullest? What makes Leo believe this is the ultimate Truth, why is he so sure about it? He always answers this question with - "see it for yourself"... But Leo, what if we don't want to risk playing with such a powerful hallucinogenic drug as 5 Meo... other techniques require so much time and life will totally pass by the time when we might get enlightened with these slow Techniques.

Is the fact that you don't breathe psychological and illusion or it really physically happens during the trip? What should you do during the trip to prevent it if it is physiological?

Can someone who had awaken can tell me what are the signs? How will I know that I crack into it or did awake?

I think this all is content within reality so once you awaken as the True self and reality itself without ego you stop "worrying" about these stuff. But untill then within the content of reality fetishes arrive from porn influence I think.

Yeah I have followed Leo for very long time. He introduced to me the journey of Enlightenment and I am very grateful for that! I call leo Morpheus I recently discovered Rupert Spira and Ekhart Tolle. Their understanding is beyond any intellectual level... they together with Leo are truely amazing teachers! P.S. I will definitely check mooji teachings

Can you link or pm me the videos which had the most profound effects on your self enquiry?

I am doing self enquiry here. When I ask who I am My ego somehow links it to the brain or pineal gland. Can someone hint or "remind" me why my true self can't be that?