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@Leo Gura Which fish do you find the healthiest? As I know there is mercury in some which we need to be aware of. Nice. I will try to avoid dairy from now on! @WelcometoReality Yeah but because of my job schedule I could not manage to eat so much and prepare so much. Now I am student but it's even worse

But why milk is so notorious. I thought it was high in calcium and proteins yet it may be high in fat but who said that fat is bad for us. Cholesterol is building block of male sexual hormones. And new studies show that our liver adjusts secretion of cholesterol according to how much we take from the food source. What about eggs? eggs contain all the vitamins and egg white is the healthiest protein with all amino acids.

yes I tried that too. But my energy levels were very inconsistent. I had to eat almost twice as more than my regular previous diet. And it was highly unmaintainable.

I tried twice raw food vegan diet but I became very weak. I think some body types just naturally need animal protein. That's why I eat 2-3 eggs daily in the morning.

Maybe this part was misinterpreted. Or maybe Jesus intended these teachings for unconscious people who needed strict rules. At least this is my opinion... I think teaching about seven deadly sins is actually beneficial for some unconscious people. Some people just are inclined to bring chaos and suffering unless something stops them. Try to explain to those people that life is pointless and there is no hell or heaven and they will completely misunderstand that. They may become even more egoistic and do much more suffering in order to fulfill their ego desires.

So basically what's left is fruits. It will definitely not withstand daily schedule of our modern fast paced chaotic lives unfortunately. There is huge controversy on the eggs. Some doctors say eggs are one of the healthiest foods and source of protein. I observed that to be true. I eat 2-3 eggs almost every day and I feel more energy throughout the day. Also what do you think about oatmeal? What is the best substitute for milk - coconut or almond milk?

Yes it is very time consuming. But doing solo void with all it's enchanting music was always something mystical to me. Design of this game is amazing...

Warning. Just out of the trip so expect lots of grammar mistakes. My hands are shaking right now! What I've seen can not be unseen. Part of me wants to but part of me is grateful for it. I started trip with powerful meditation and determined mindset to experience complete ego death. It happened. It hit me hardest possible and I completely surrendered. I could not even imagine that I had an ability to surrender so much. It completely destroyed me - I vanished. I had no past no future - only present. My consciousness become awaken. I was no longer body - I became awaken from my body. I saw all the figures and possibilities - it is limitless. I can't even describe all this as much as I want to. I experienced the unity of all the forms. I also saw how time does not exist - it's all about from which "angle" consciousness becomes aware of the form. In the middle of my trip I started to write in the trance. It was happening without me involved this is what I wrote: "all kinds of forms offer me hands to shake from all sides. They smile at me, they laugh at me some of them are sad. All there is is limitless game of forms. It has no beginning and no end... Time does not exist in this game of forms only "viewing" angle changes from which consciousness experiences these forms. Time is frozen - all there is is NOW! that is the only thing that exists and it is infinite! This game of forms is the most real thing there is and pointless illusion at the same time. It all happens in me. Who am I? I am all there is. why do I exist? only to exist. Experience is being! This is all pointless. does it scare me? it does not because pointlessness equals to absolute freedom. When there is no ultimate goal there comes the only, true unconditional freedom! Am I alone? No because there is no me and only thing there is - absolute infinity. Figures offer me hands to shake they are all me and they all have their ego sides. We met here in this dimension and we are all one. I am in the bliss and unconditional love to the unity of forms. It is such a bliss that it is killing me and I can't stay here infinitely - I need my form. Can I describe all this for ego dimension? No it is impossible : ( " I've seen there faces and figures which I've never seen in my life. Forms and figures were shaking hands and hugging each other. Everyone and everything was celebrating freedom from their ego sides including my true self. We all had understanding of our unity and that we are same consciousness. for solid 4-5 hours I was in this trance state and time to time I was coming back to my physicality. In that other dimension I also felt the unbreakable link and connection to my physical world sort as these two dimensions are one and ultimately connected. They are the two sides of the same coin! When I came back from this trance I hugged my room walls and felt unconditional love to them. I was so grateful that my reality exists in the exact form as it is.

So basically my question is - when somebody fully realizes that he is the pure consciousness and not body why does not he gain ability to change the rules of the "game"? Is realization and being what you truly are two separate things? If you realize that you are the whole universe why can't you bend and distort the reality? Why everything remains the same for Enlightened people?

@Vercingetorix warframe. It is online game and the most amazing one I've ever played. It is about awakening from the dream. It is in the distant future. Graphics are amazing and gameplay incomparable.

I've seen there faces and figures which I've never seen in my life. Forms amd figures were shaking hands and hugging each other. Everyone and everything was celebrating freedom from their ego sides including my true self. And... we all had understanding the unity of us and that we are same consciousness.

I saw you there and shook your hand

I'll save that for another time haha. You troll Right now I feel like I don't wanna go back there anytime soon. This state is deadly I got this insight that we need this form it is unseparated part of that dimension of infinity and the only lens we can exist through. I appreciate my form of life so much more right now. What is Enlightenment you get stuck in that state permanently? I think it is impossible to stay there so long it will literally kill the body. You are spiritual leader certainly one of them!

Exactly... the consciousness, existence became awake to itself. I am so happy to come back to my form. I am shaking. I love my existence unconditionally as it is.

Do you know he is present on some ofthese workshops some times?

5) nerves and emotions. I used to be very emotional and easy to get angry at people. Nowadays It seems like I am learning how to observe my emotions without getting involved much. However I still struggle sometimes to contain my irritability - because of my extreme introversion it is hard for me to fit with some people. I am not good at pretending. 6) Depression gone? I used to have depression most of the times but now it seems like everything has disappeared into the nowhere. And also it feels like it was coming out of the nowhere! It is becoming increasingly easy for me to surrender and accept the reality as it is. And also not overthinking aids me greatly. Excessive Thinking was the main cause of my depression! I was an addict!

some of you criticize me that I ask too many questions and am not doing actual work. But what you don't know - I actually am doing it. Moreover, I am using all these heavy discussions we have to get insights, brainstorming and to test everything. Nice plot twist huh? So back to the topic - I am listing the changes I observe in myself: 1) I used to be terrible over thinker. I was overthinking my decisions and past and future constantly. I was prisioner of my mind. Nowadays I observe that some days may even pass by on auto pilot. So far this is the most shocking change I see. 2) I used to be very indecisive. I used to over think every decision even the trivial ones million times passing everything through my golden logic lens. I used to research and collect information for ages and in the end it would make my decision ever more complicated. Nowadays I observe how I take most decisions very quickly. 3) Nowadays I observe how my actions, movements happen on auto pilot. It seems like I am enjoying some kind of movie. This mainly happens when I am not interacting with people but still. Like when I go for groceries and walk in supermarket filled with people. I just become aware how everything just happens without even giving a thought or ordering my body to walk or take something. 4) In the crowded places sometimes unshakable peace strikes me. I am not sure why this happens. But suddenly I feel connection with everybody even though they pass by and everyone is busy with their lives. I may just stop in the middle of the overcrowded street and enjoy that feeling. I'll add more if I remember but those are the major ones.

till the end with you! even though you sometimes frustrate me so much... I hope you will get Enlightened before psychedelics damage you lol!

Deep web may be a good place?

You definitely are not right now but what about future?

what about brain or other physical damage possibilities. You have used good amount of psychedelics recent times so I am sure you have done some good research on that.

@nightrider1435 But is there a thing like overusing shrooms I mean if you maintain 2 week gap. Like MDMA has serious potential to make permanent brain damage and make you depressed for whole life. Does shroom have the same sort of effect? The part about weed is very bad con because people smoking weed usually don't want to have acid or psychadelic experience on it.

My main concerns about Leo's teaching of Enlightenment are connected with the Evil notion. Maybe I just need a clarification to more precisely understand what is the case. I understand that ego creates the need for Evil. Therefore, all the aggression and crime may come from ego desires. However I don't understand how murder or rape in it's all forms can be part of the same oneness. If you look at it as one then ego is also part of this one and that means that ego is also not evil. I can't agree on that because I certainly think that there is Evil. I just can't explain this in regards to Enlightenment teachings. Religion explains good and evil well. Why Enlightenment can't explain that. I certainly can't take the answer - everything is pointless... as legitimate. Because people killing each other is definitely something negative and terrible. Enlightenment however implies that there is no negativity at all...

@electroBeam If you are interested in the business field you might very much enjoy the career of strategic management. It is highly strategical field and requires exactly the big picture thinking aka bird's eye view. And if you want to really contribute to the humanity you may work as strategic planner or manager for charity organization or NGO or maybe business which produces quality products.

I took very good insights from you guys and from this topic. But I am sure you also understand what I am contemplating about and what was my point here. Yes I am also trying to seek solution to the humanity because that might be my ultimate goal. I don't want to be messiah. I just think every one of us should do his best to contribute to humanity. Because I am part of this dimension and I love humanity. I want us to be best versions of ourselves.