sleeperstakes

Hi all, I've been following Leo's work for about 2 and a half years now (currently 19), and have had a daily meditation practice for just under 2 years. Leo's content is actually what got me interested in personal development. I've invested 100's of hours in watching, reading, listening to and using the advice from Leo's videos, books, audio-books podcasts and more, but despite this i feel like ive only scratched the very surface level of personal development, and while my conscious thought patterns and beliefs have changed radically over the past few years, my subconscious thoughts and anxieties have changed to a much lesser extent. Trying to find more content beyond the things Leo covers just puts me into extreme monkey-mind as it feels like there is literally 100,000s of hours things to research, and I don't even know where to start. I've done a lot of further reading into the topics Leo covers but there are so many of resources and they all go so in-depth and just don't know which one's would change my life forever and which one's would just waste like a week of my time. I've purchased Leo's book list which has definitely set me off the in right direction, but I'm unsure about how to leave behind the things I know are useful but are only one perspective and get a much bigger range of perspectives and things being explained in ways without it being a waste of time or being entrenched in dogma. Another question: do any of you know good places or events to find people that are like-minded to those in the Actualized.org community? I'm very passionate about all of the topics here but a lot of the people i associate with (friends, family, work colleagues etc) have no knowledge of it what's soever. Any specific seminars, lectures or retreats or similar events would solve both of my issues above. any ideas?

Near London, England

@Vaishnavi what do I do if i don't have a vision yet though? i have a lot of values and interests i want to persue, but i don't want to commit in case i make a wrong decision, because there are so many topics I'm interested in. Part of the reason I've put off going to college is so i can get a clearer vision but I'm not sure what to do to make it any clearer.

I think for me, one of the most important things to do is write things down and to plan things, I find that if I don't, my goals stay in my head, and i end up trying to do everything at once (listening to an audiobook while doing research and jumping between topics) and nothing actually gets done and i just get a surface level understanding of everything.

i know, I've currently got one. I'm asking, where is the best place to really start in terms of personal development content?