Walter B

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  1. Do you have some people you are more open with? How do you segregate your actions?
  2. I'm very honest and share your experiences. What do you think of folks that just say nothing rather than lie or be honest?
  3. Man, I'm so clear at times that I can literally see and hear when they are with other men etc... It drives me nuts if I care!
  4. Yep. Brought on by our awareness of what's going on even when we aren't there to witness. Inducing muscular and nerve impulses that correspond with hormone alterations and possibly physical pain. All an amazingly complex system of chemistry inside this machine we know as our body. Or...selfishness and dishonesty in some cases....lol We have to just not give a shit in order to eventually find something worth keeping!
  5. Biochemistry, Neurochemistry, and physiology are major factors.
  6. This is good!!! Lol
  7. I saw one dancing and carrying on the other day. Squawking and flapping and basically showing excitement! It was neat, he was right next to me and perfectly happy. Like a kid getting a snow day and doing a joyful dance.
  8. They seem to be out this week! All over the place. Must be a natural cycle for that species and the spring coming upon us. I can only change my pic and name every 7 days! We'll see what's next. Lol
  9. So, how real is the electromagnetic spectrum that we use real instruments to measure? To explore the depths of this universe. Is it as real as the sunburn you get by being in that ultraviolet radiation too long? Lol
  10. Don't let self love be used against you to keep you a prey! We must still stand up for ourselves or the predators will continue to gain benefit by doing it.
  11. Hell ya I'd still feel like a pushover. Just bc most people fall for it doesn't mean I have to! Lol
  12. Be conscious of it. Maybe use a mantra to make it a mental habit. To quell the emotions that you may not yet have firm control of. That one you described gets me to! The landlord was likely being inconsiderate and greedy and dismissive of integrity. And taking advantage of the fact that it was too much trouble for you to do anything about. It almost seems premeditated doesn't it? People are assholes sometimes. And all I can do is to recognize it and avoid dealings with them in the future once I see them do something like this. "Do it once shame on you, do it twice shame on me"
  13. Yes. Just implication of "past tense". Ever since I quite technical writing I'm not as exacting in my communication many times.
  14. Why do you say "used to" view it that way?
  15. Hehe. You know you can transcend the use of a therapist. And btw, the first 3 laws of thermodynamics are quite useful to understand as well.
  16. Very interesting you say that. Of course, we are human. As human as anyone else. It can be annoying at first. Do you have any knowledge of quantization of energy? Pauli exclusion principle? Heisenberg uncertainty principle? It may help.
  17. Ok. I'm asking if you feel that trying to get along is by becoming what they want you to be? To overstep boundaries would be to expect an influence outside of yourself. What do you need from them and them from you? Are there static values for belonging? Or does it change depending on what one of you want at the moment?
  18. Look at this for your sensations. The descriptions section has lots of accounts that for instance are reported to a doctor. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kundalini Of course, this is just another way of telling you the same things framed by western medicine that you are likely familiar with.
  19. You have now! Lol. Do you ever feel yourself falling into too much belief of the perspectives of those you speak to for understanding? How often do you find yourself describing yourself based on their perspectives? Perhaps as a percentage of times you remember doing that.
  20. Yes. I don't answer the original questions. Those things naturally have an effect, but knowing and loving someone for their core can be very different than wanting intimacy from them. That's a special bond. One that is the most Devine most of us may ever know. It takes serious work on one's self and dedication to yourself to develop this. But once you find it, even if you loose it, you'll never see the world the same again. And it opens your mind to see the soul of those that know theirs. In ways even psychedelics can't touch, per another discussion. But keep your eye on it bc it can get covered up quickly by life and old/new tendencies that all of us revert to in comfort or pain.
  21. Once I perceived wholly that all of us have the potential to make the same achievements it became natural to enjoy them simply bc it was my life. I became a teacher eventually. With purpose to help others achieve more than myself. So, there you go. Make all the money you can spend. Learn all your mind can handle. Achieve the most you can. Just stay humble and never forget where you came from. Your achievements may help the whole world someday. In spite of those that would have you climb under a rock and hide them. But...do choose your battles relative to your circumstance wisely and remember patience can be your best friend.
  22. What do you feel inferior about? Write them down. Perhaps do this several times each day for 7 days. See Leo's video on understanding emotions for more on the technique.
  23. Leo's videos about sexuality are really good for contemplation. Just be sure you are easy with it. Pick the people well before going far with them. Determine what really stirs you at your core so you can feel them quickly. Being "his" is so important. But don't be abused. People often mistake kindness for weakness. Lots of people, for instance, only know love as defined by someone else. And remember there are emotional and sexual intimacy components. Both of which are intertwined and violation of either will seed doubt in both. So, it's important to develop an inner dwelling for you two to hold alone, no one else gets in there! Everyone else wants in it. It's their nature. So that's a lifelong practice for a couple in itself! Lots of people can't even have an inner dwelling of their own yet, so that must be accomplished for yourself first before one can expect to share it. And you have to remember how to "not give a f***" and walk away as fast as you walked up. It doesn't take long for things to go south with poor communication and lingering dependencies on others. This is only self inflicted torture to both parties. This topic could expand quite a bit!