Tyler Robinson

I don't know what to do about it. I'm just a bit tired.

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That's why I used the word primarily.

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I think it has lot to do with trauma and female dominance. If you had a dominant female or male figure in your life, you would be attracted to people that resemble or mirror the qualities of that figure. Because sex primarily involves domination of some form, you have to figure out the gender that played the dominant role in your upbringing - male or female. It depends on the scenario. If your dominant figure was a dad, and you are a male then you would most likely grow up to be a dominant man yourself and expect your future partner to act the way your mom did. If you're a girl, then you would look for dominant males. If your dominant figure was a mom, and you're a male, you act like a stereotypical mama's boy, if you're a girl, then you would want dominant males once again. For women, any dominant parent, whether mom or dad makes them submissive. Dominant women are not a product of their parental upbringing. They are generally biologically that way, but I assume that most dominant women either have a submissive dad or both submissive parents. I had a submissive dad but I turned out to be submissive because of a dominant mother. I have seen bossy dominant women, but mostly in a very feminist culture. Although I wasn't raised by a dominant dad, I always craved dominant men. It's not always necessary that we look for partners who mirror the opposite sex parent in our family. For example, I am never attracted to submissive men although my dad was submissive. I was heavily dominated by my mom and most of my relationships were a reflection of this pattern she had created where I would look for a guy who would dominate me the way she did, I would always try to recreate that dynamic.

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First of all, sleep as early as possible. Switch off devices. Relax and calm yourself. Cut caffeine in your diet. Regular cold showers. Hit gym.

I don't have many friends. I lost a few of them I had over the past year. Now I'm feeling a bit insecure. These were my school friends but they moved and they just decided to forget me. I don't hold any grudge because people forget each other over time. Now I'm desperately looking for new friends. And it's getting hard. I feel like I just don't know many people. What are the some of the best options to make a ton of friends as quickly as possible. I'm growing impatient. I no longer care if they're deep friends or not.

I'm looking specifically for online friends to chat with. I don't have time to go out because of work related stuff.

And how do you do it?