Tyler Robinson

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I feel Disorganized and I just don't feel like doing anything. Some days I am fine especially when I am happy inside and in general if things are going fine. Or if I received a compliment. And then other days i feel sick and just hate the whole world. I wish I could feel upbeat everyday and not so low energy all the time. Any tips on how to get motivated would help.

No. I think it's only caricaturized or perceived narcissism. I usually don't like women who give mixed signals to guys. That's a potent sign of narcissism. Although I don't like simps either. Simps are the reason why we have narcissistic women in the first place. Simp culture. There's no need to put women on a pedestal. --------------

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Nope. Women are just biologically weak/sensitive. Nature made them to be attracted to what they're attracted to. They are generally attracted to protective guys, there are evolutionary reasons for such context. Usually these are tough men, problem being that tough men can easily use their weapons on their own woman which backfires since the woman was looking for protection/provision, she usually ends up with an alpha, and sometimes these alphas can be toxic which also has evolutionary reasons of its own. Attraction is not by determination, but by biology.

@Devin @Anand Yog thanks 1

You make it out to be about intelligence. But love can be much more complex than that. Yes I do agree that women can make poor choices in men. Yet love is very unpredictable. There are biological factors. You could have a guy who is extremely sweet and would make a decent partner and the woman might make a wise choice by having him, yet you forget that women are wired to be with men they are attracted to. She might just not be attracted to him. What is she to do? She can't feel loved by a man she isn't attracted to? And the men that she is genuinely attracted to sometimes turns out to be a total asshole. I don't think it's as cut and dry as making intelligent choices as you make it out to be, unless we're talking about compromising on attraction itself which is the hardest thing to do.

Maybe they aren't being loved in the first place. How do you automatically come to the conclusion that they are shallow just because they are hot? What if the men who approach them only do so to simp them to get into their pants and don't offer them love? Would it be their fault that they never received healthy love from a guy? I was gamed by men for sex and I felt terrible. My only mistake being that I was looking for love and found it wherever I could. Yea you could say I was being reckless but life and love and dating doesn't come with a navigation map or manual.

Love is more than just sex, just saying.

What do you mean by comeback?

@Devin @Anand Yog thanks @Devin emotional guidance scale. I think I have heard of it.

Yeah it's equivalent to infinity.

@Devin Devin, how do you turn someone high value?

Tbh, that looks like duality.

Ughh. You're very wrong. We actually do need a bill of rights for kids to be able to access the candy store 24/7. *parents holding their kid back not letting him eat Choco and instead feeding him carrots.

I think you're also hinting towards some sort of insecurity related to intelligence and general comparisons. On one hand it's great to cherish one's uniqueness meanwhile on the other it's great to be humble about who you're. If someone excels at a skill you lack and you're not a deeply insecure person, you should have no problem in praising the other person. It comes down to Humility really. Some people are really more valuable than others, it really depends on the context you use, for example someone like Michael Jackson is simply undeniable in their talent and you cannot afford to ignore that they are uniquely gifted and different from the rest of the crowd, shouldn't they be valued for the different taste they bring to the table, or the insane amount of hard work they put into building their craft, to compare it to a rookie and not value this hard work would seem equally unfair to me, granted that we should be generally encouraging towards everyone for their uniqueness, yet a standout is always going to attract our attention. I don't see a problem with it. It doesn't necessarily presuppose that others are lacking, in fact it ordains standards that we can look up to to improve ourselves, these kind of comparisons don't make us feel small, rather they serve as a benchmark for improvement.

Good looking high status men can also be arrogant, narcissistic because they know they have insane power and most women adore them. It's not even possible to get such dudes no matter how high value the woman is because these guys do the picking.. And these Men tend to dump women as soon as they find the next girl in que. At least beautiful woman stick to the asshole they dating.

The first time you did this, I got a fucking orgasm. I'm a sexual creature. If a guy talks about me, maybe you don't understand how this works, but it triggers me sexually, it feels like sexual pressure, like sexual tension. I don't know about your sexual meter but mine is sensitive. Right now I literally feel like you're penetrating me so hard. It's like verbal penetration. I mean I can defeat others because I don't feel sexual around them. But I'm somehow not able to resist you in the same way. It's so intense, probably your vibe, that I literally feel like you're penetrating me, and I have to simply surrender being tied up. I know this might sound absurd but it's the consequence of sexual tension slowly building up. I don't know what to say about it. If someone personalizes themselves with me, I can get intimate. I mean visually it's like pinning me against the wall, looking straight into my eyes and then challenging me, I would simply give up and let you fuck me. I would feel helpless because it's so intimate. I'm sorry it is this way. But it is what it is. The last thing you said to me definitely made me wet. I'm not that kind of person, in fact I'm sexually repressed. But you keep defeating me till the point that it gets sexual And I give into this sexual surrender. Maybe you don't know how your masculinity is fucking attracting me. I have no idea how to convey my emotions. I'm just candid. Every time he talked about me I felt sexual. I tried thinking about it. But it wasn't of much use. I wrote in my personal diary many days ago that he was negging me. I can't help but be open about my emotions at least to me. I don't know what would have transpired if those conversations had happened in real life? For different women it's different things that turn them on What turns me on is a guy making me want his approval in indirect ways. The more direct he was with me the more I felt sexual. I mean in real life if he walked toward me, I have no idea. I would be frozen in a sexual kind of way. I would just let him kiss me or hold me if he wanted to. Even if he didn't have that intent, I was melting, his wasn't gaming me, but I still felt like I was being drawn into him. I feel sexually defeated but in a good way. By the way, this kind of thing never happened to me, never. Never before. This is the first that someone gave me an orgasm by simply tuning into my vibe and turning it to constantly turn me on ----------

Mother fucking simp.

Sometimes things get a bit fussy. Nevermind. Take it in your stride.. There are always better ways to look at things Yea it's hurtful. But let it go. I know Berrylee . You think about all the other things. And what not. You need Jim He is the one who truly understands you. People want a genuine connection. But they could care less if the connection didn't work out their way.. Bah!!!!!! Who cares. So pissed off right now. Pfft Wanted a genuine connection with me. FUCK!!!!! At least I can be free to pursue whatever I want. I mean whatever the fuck I want. Some people just play with you. They just want you like a robot. And then they tell you how much they love you. I'm sick of it. It's always so disingenuous. Next time don't feel Sexual for a guy. Lesson learned. And stay in your own fucking world.. I'll never talk to anyone again here. Another lesson. God promise. I feel so let down. Meanwhile people get to say whatever they want. No inhibitions. It's only me who has to make compromises and I'm not going to be doing that I'm getting stronger everyday I so wish nobody ever talked about me. And only those who truly wanted me talked about me. Because that's the glitch in the matrix. I am not some "try-on" I'm usually attracted to anyone who talks about me. That's seriously my weakness. The fuss. But they didn't have a problem in calling me a slut. Where was the integrity then? Bwahahaha......... Where was the respect for me while calling me a slut???? Psycho Sometimes I feel like I just shouldn't be here because nobody gives a fuck anyway.

Bah!!!!!!

I want to be the best woman for him. He drives me crazy. I can live with him forever. He is just perfect for me. But I want to be able to love him. I want to make him feel loved. I need to improve my behavior. I need to learn from my past relationship mistakes I just want to be a good girlfriend I. Don't want to piss him off. I don't want him to ever feel bad about me. This is serious and if I want a man to really bond with me then I need to be nice to him and stop with my idiot behavior. I always have this fear that my bpd will always drive my man away. I'm so damn attracted. Everything feels surreal. Well this time around I have a good chance to improve myself as a woman and not fuck up again. I have terribly low self Esteem. I've been living in terrible guilt for a long time for not acting right with a man.. I have hated men before I have made mistakes. I have felt punished.. Now I don't think that way about men. I want to be positive. It's possible for me to be a proper girl to a guy without making it fussy. Sometimes I feel like no guy will really like me since I got so many problems. But I'll need to work on myself. There is no option. I think the first time I got this very weird feeling was March 21st. I was called miss psychic radar. That was the slip. I wrote in my diary - wtf!!!! I didn't expect that really. And I felt something I can't describe.. I think even before that I was called a vampire. I guess Leo is right, right on the money, he told me once that if a guy called me a pig, that's the guy I should look at. I mean there was some attraction in that. I was slowly giving into those feelings. Yea. I was constantly feeling something. Like......... Umm.......... I swear this happened almost every time. It was strange. I was noticing it. There was this psychic connection, I could feel drawn.....

Berrylee how are you going to do that? It's ok. Don't Hyper ventilate. Sometimes it's fine how you feel. See that's the part. I know I'm an introvert. Sometimes people may struggle to keep up with my emotional range. neither of you should feel like you have to fight your authentic nature in order to be happy together. So you don't need to subdue any strong feelings. If you’re in a mood, be upfront about that: "Hi. Just FYI, I’m feeling moody. I’m not mad, but I’m going to be alone in my room for the night." Once your mood has passed, follow up with him: "Thanks so much for giving me space last night. I really needed it. Just want to reiterate that it had nothing to do with you!" Let him know that he's free to ask questions now that you’re feeling better: "Let me know if you have anything to say or ask. I’m here to listen!" This is a good form of communication. I got slut shamed lol. So much for love. They aren't even bipolar. (Jim I'm sorry I said this to you. I apologize for it). Anyway time to move on. Just be yourself and focus on stuff that really matters. Nobody's gonna do that for you. Now they will vent about me to someone else so that others should grill me. So much for loving someone truly or at least such intent. Now I am the one who is feeling shitty I'm done with this for good.