Tyler Robinson

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  1. I felt like you wrote everything about me word to word like a psychic. I'm actually really good with intuition. But..... I guess with people who manipulate me emotionally, my intuition shuts off temporarily. And or I numb it down subconsciously so that I don't have to believe it. My intuition is very acute and has often saved my life. I frequently get psychic premonitions about people I deeply care about where I wake up in the middle of the night realizing I should do something to avoid an unwanted outcome. But if I'm feeling very empathetic towards a person, it will shut off my judgement chamber of my intuition. Btw I'm myself a big liar, so it's hard for me to be a lie detector since I give a green pass to most lies. I don't see a liar as a problem, I easily forgive them since I have myself been one growing up, I used to lie an awful lot to my parents, my entire childhood was learning how to lie, to the point that I became such an expert at lying that nobody would be able to tell the difference between when I was saying the truth versus when I was lying, I got bolder at it with time and much more skilful at lying effortlessly and lying almost became my second language. At the same time, I had no moral inhibitions with lying, I did not suffer guilt or remorse nor did I judge other liars as bad. I don't judge anyone who lies to me. My brain is wired differently so I don't think my brain would ever see lying as a problem. It doesn't bother me at all if anyone is lying to me. I simply don't see any problem with it. But there's an important difference. Although I lie an awful lot, I never lie about my intent or emotion or sentiment. I'm emotionally always completely honest. That is, my heart is always pure, it's never phony or inauthentic. I will never tell someone that I like them without actually liking them. I don't do that shit.. My heart is always in the right place, even when I'm lying. I'm not phony. I am not able to tell if someone is being phony. I easily get manipulated believing that someone has my best interests in their mind, later realizing that they were simply bullshitting me.
  2. Sexuality compatibility. Both should climax at the same time. Mutually seducing each other.
  3. Fucking soul leechers
  4. It's my fault. Its my fault It's my fault I got emotionally involved. I feel like cutting myself.
  5. I feel like hurting myself. I'm getting panic attacks. I want to kill myself. Because I'm not able to get over a breakup. It's hard on me. I'm going nuts. I don't understand how to deal with breakups. I'm inevitably attracted to any guy who approaches me. I can't hold back the temptation of wanting a man. And then when the relationship fizzles I go into a fit. I go nuts. I get deeply emotionally involved.. And when he is not emotionally involved to my level, It drives me crazy. Right now I want to hurt myself pretty bad for wanting and needing a man. I want to kill this need but I can't.
  6. Where do I begin To tell the story of how great a love can be The sweet love story that is older than the sea The simple truth about the love she brings to me Where do I start? With her first hello She gave a meaning to this empty world of mine There'd never be another love another time She came into my life and made the living fine She fills my heart She fills my heart with very special things With angel songs, with wild imaginings She fills my soul with so much love That anywhere I go, I'm never lonely With her along who could be lonely? I reach for her hand, it's always there How long does it last Can love be measured by the hours in a day I have no answers now, but this much I can say I know I'll need her until the stars all burn away And she'll be there How long does it last Can love be measured by the hours in a day I have no answers now but this much I can say I know I'll need her 'til the stars all burn away And she'll be there
  7. My inner feelings never recognized never heard..
  8. Thoga Thoga Thoga Thoga Thoga
  9. I just want to thank the universe that I can enjoy a lemonade on hot summer days.
  10. If you are, then drink lemonade.
  11. Whatever happened was for my own good.
  12. Whatever is in my heart will always stay in my heart
  13. I don't need to beg anyone
  14. Never heard much about 5meo except this place. Has anyone tried it? I guess some of you have. What was your first experience like? Any thoughts/things you remember? Or any negative experiences. I'm curious. What does 5meo do? Please no vague/quirky answers. Cut straight to the point.
  15. What are my current issues? - I'm facing some health issues. -------------------------(((((------------------------ What are my current pursuits.. Goals ? - spiritual awakening - lsd reports - art and writing - I have to invest in self care -------------------------(((((------------------------ General remarks/ comments / advice - I don't want to be a part of the forum anymore. It can be heavy and cumbersome to manage - also one thing that I learned today was- people who exist today may go poof tomorrow. So it's best to not invest too much trust into the internet world. - the forum's a tad toxic. - advice is pure self focus and actual work and less talk. Enough discussion on the forum. Current issues Tooth ache . Having severe tooth ache. And slight obstruction from a tooth. A part of the tooth has come off in an ugly way. So I find it difficult to drink anything because it hurts everytime I try to swallow, my tongue meets that obstruction Lower Body pain Extreme hunger Constant tiredness Bad menory
  16. Finish boat race goals tomorrow morning.
  17. Hourly dealer. Get platinum from dealer Daily tasks for Halloween event Focus on self Write down passwords
  18. Mary board goals. Boat race goals Halloween event town goals Tomorrow I need to do verification work. Carry documents, a photo and a bill Transfer money to the other bank account. Clear up space Record more videos Talk about concepts that are helpful A full recap of concepts of last 3 months. Future plan Website writing and construction Defer talking to the person for day after tomorrow Clean up mess Check Amazon order status for part Stock up upper cabinet. Throw away unnecessary things