Tyler Robinson

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  1. Am I just pussy lol? I had to put up wit enormous sexual pressure Somehow got myself liberated.... I couldn't even be angry. Because I don't like being in an angry state Moral of the story - don't expect a guy to ever act okay and not think with their dick. Because they always think with it So fucking sexually aggressive Insane
  2. Dear Lemonade, Feeling relaxed today Got that guy off myself. Such an annoying stressful sexually aggressive pressuring presence Truly some guys are weirdly fucked up. He forced me so much for pussy. I was getting tired
  3. Try eating a few slices in between your meal. Like a quarter of a slice between a few morsels and it will make your boring meal more enjoyable. It's a great juicy appetizer.
  4. Surprised that you don't like pineapple
  5. @vishnusavestheday the men here are kinda feminine. Kinda hard to survive in such a place. You don't get a lot of action. Most men give very docile preachy replies.
  6. I’ve been aware of it for years. Stop being a massive bitch. This comment gave me an orgasm. So masculine.
  7. Did you sometimes feel like you couldn't live without it?
  8. Ahhhhhhh! Someone finally talked like a man to me. Never had that in a long while. Made me feel cute.
  9. Just being frank. Feeling surprised that it took so long to figure shit out.
  10. That means for so long you did not think of this as a mental asylum. That's what you are telling me. How did that even happen to an intelligent person like you? Gobsmacked.
  11. Meanwhile in another world, @AMTOwaiting to be banned since eternity and keeps visiting forum to fulfill their dream.
  12. I dated two virgos. Never again. Manipulative, bossy, controlling, logical, critical, Nagging, phony,, Whiny baby.
  13. @petar8p My brief history. I'm very bad at it. My Exposure during school - I didn't talk to anyone for the 12 years of my life. Teachers began to complain about me to my parents. I wouldn't talk. I used to remain completely silent. I don't know the reasons for this. Like I don't know why I didn't talk. It was medically abnormal. I used to talk to my parents though. I talked for the first time to a person when I was 13. I began hanging out with few people when I was 14. I went back into my shell when I was 18 because I developed very high social anxiety. I began taking meds for anxiety and started talking to people and improved my skills a tiny bit. I made boyfriends at the same time. Many boyfriends all toxic. Total boyfriends - 5. I currently don't have friends I think the most number of friends I made in past 4 years is 6. These are just random people I met who I considered friends but they forgot me over time when they moved to other cities. They were mostly either online people or someone I met in university but they disappeared and I lost touch with them. I have no social media. At one time I had Facebook but I made only one friend there who was my boyfriend. Later I deleted Facebook because I used to login once a year there so I figured it was useless. Recently I was diagnosed with autism a few months ago I was diagnosed with social anxiety disorder at the age of 10. That's my complete history. And I had moderate child abuse that caused me childhood trauma from a controlling emotionally unavailable, emotionally abusive, hyper strict, judgemental,gaslighting, selfish, mean punishment oriented parent. I developed lying behavior as a coping mechanism to escape punishment from said parent. The parent had psychotic anger and control issues. That developed a lot of anxiety and shyness in me and contributed to my social anxiety and social withdrawal.
  14. I'm very bad at it. My Exposure during school - I didn't talk to anyone for the 12 years of my life. Teachers began to complain about me to my parents. I wouldn't talk. I used to remain completely silent. I don't know the reasons for this. Like I don't know why I didn't talk. It was medically abnormal. I used to talk to my parents though. I talked for the first time to a person when I was 13. I began hanging out with few people when I was 14. I went back into my shell when I was 18 because I developed very high social anxiety. I began taking meds for anxiety and started talking to people and improved my skills a tiny bit. I made boyfriends at the same time. Many boyfriends all toxic. Total boyfriends - 5. I currently don't have friends I think the most number of friends I made in past 4 years is 6. These are just random people I met who I considered friends but they forgot me over time when they moved to other cities. They were mostly either online people or someone I met in university but they disappeared and I lost touch with them. I have no social media. At one time I had Facebook but I made only one friend there who was my boyfriend. Later I deleted Facebook because I used to login once a year there so I figured it was useless. Recently I was diagnosed with autism a few months ago I was diagnosed with social anxiety disorder at the age of 10. That's my complete history. And I had moderate child abuse that caused me childhood trauma from a controlling emotionally unavailable, emotionally abusive, hyper strict, judgemental,gaslighting, selfish, mean punishment oriented parent. I developed lying behavior as a coping mechanism to escape punishment from said parent. The parent had psychotic anger and control issues. That developed a lot of anxiety and shyness in me and contributed to my social anxiety and social withdrawal.
  15. From the responses above... Still contemplating on the question. So far I gathered this — List of green signs in authentic people List of red signs in phony people Adage - actions speak louder than words. People who are genuine will show in action, not just words, would actually be people of fewer words Genuine emotion.. Existence of emotional language in some form. Intuition will guide. Sometimes intuition can fail or give false positives. Intuition is only partly reliable as a result. Golden litmus test - elaborate on golden litmus test What is their motivation in doing what they are doing ? What is their intent behind coming into my life? Whats motivating them in this moment? What are they gaining from this? What are they seeking? Empathy Synchronicity - a natural sync develops Low IQ - genuine people are low IQ... My observation has shown that genuine people are surprisingly low IQ because they don't use brain but heart intelligence. But they are high EQ since they mostly operate using emotion. But sometimes they can be low EQ assholes with low social calibration.
  16. Ok I'm getting bits and pieces of information List of green signs in authentic people List of red signs in phony people Adage - actions speak louder than words. People who are genuine will show in action, not just words, would actually be people of fewer words Genuine emotion.. Existence of emotional language in some form. Intuition will guide. Sometimes intuition can fail or give false positives. Intuition is only partly reliable as a result. Golden litmus test - elaborate on golden litmus test What is their motivation in doing what they are doing ? What is their intent behind coming into my life? Whats motivating them in this moment? What are they gaining from this? What are they seeking? Trauma work, primal therapy, shadow work, parts work Empathy Synchronicity - a natural sync develops Low IQ - genuine people are low IQ... My observation has shown that genuine people are surprisingly low IQ because they don't use brain but heart intelligence. But they are high EQ since they mostly operate using emotion. But sometimes they can be low EQ assholes with low social calibration.
  17. @Osaid there is one idea that popped up in my mind in the last hour that I had been pondering on this question. I had to contemplate hard. This idea is this - What if I placed myself in the shoes of the other person and then asked myself - will I. Do what they are doing if I were them? For example, last year I had been dealing with someone who was constantly gossiping about their lover to me behind their lover's back. I thought this person was genuine. Turned out they were phony as hell. One way I could have known this is simply asking myself - will I ever bitch about my partner behind their back to others? And my instant answer to that question was - Absolutely No. But that person had been engaging in this behavior. So this meant they were doing something I would never see myself doing as an authentic person. And this is a clue to not take that person as authentic. This is like a litmus test I came up with. Not greatly helpful but somewhat helpful.
  18. This is okayish. I'll keep this in mind. Actually these people are surprisingly good at treating waiters. Since they like to pretend to look nice.....
  19. Absolutely zero idea what this is. Never even heard of it until right this moment when you mentioned it
  20. @flowboy it's okay you have a good one. You can always respond at your own ease. Thank you for taking the time to read my stuff, I highly appreciate.