Tyler Robinson

When you feel cold, God is the blanket

MBTI is INFJ-T Enneagram main - type 2 2w1 My trifixes are 8 and 7. 827(body center(gut) /heart center /head center) sp/sx 827

I'll call him Tony. Tyler and Tony Tony, I want to sleep in your arms forever. Hold me close.

To. The man I desire passionately... Licking you My permanent crush -

The love of my life —

I still desire men but mentally. When I'm not desiring them sexually. I feel a bit frustrated because I'm not feeling sexual. It can make me feel empty. I don't feel romantic. I don't have any boyfriends right now. I broke off with my last boyfriend. I don't think I'll want another relationship.. Ever again It just doesn't feel like it anymore. Too many bad relationship experiences. Too many demands. Too much work.. My health issues on top of everything. But I could be with an imaginary guy.

What about my sex drive? I feel a slump. Didn't have any wet dreams in last 24 hours. I find it strange that I'm not feeling that attracted to men. They appear as nuts and bolts to me and nothing much. Hmm. I wonder how long this will last. Till I'm horny again Maybe my uterus needs some rest. My hormone levels must have gone down. Uterus break. Where are my hormones? Does this happen to men too? Like some days they just don't think about women at all. I don't think so.. Testosterone must be a hell of a hormone. It can't go down like that. I'm sure it's always circulating in male blood. They need it anytime they see a woman in heat I mean a horny woman. I mean what If you spot a horny woman and you just can't ejaculate. That would be such an embarrassing thing. Nooo?

Leo where are you? Leo, all children here on Actualized.org are crying for you? Come back soon and ignore The Journal What a joke? I start a fight? Nah. I was just having a divine discussion. Can't handle me, then how will you be a successful dad in the future if you can't handle a random girl online?

Elon is looking for cheap labor now.

Yea i behave like a kid. So what. Who cares.

I feel much better now. I feel like I need a ton of space to process my emotions and thoughts.

I already write a shit ton about it in the dating section Also in this journal

I just read about this. And I don't know if this bothers men. How do men deal with this? post-nut clarity* is the lack of libido after orgasming A bit curious about male sexuality.

It's like my hormones couldn't hold up to the challenge of sexuality.

Maybe I'll stop looking at men in an affectionate manner. Was this entirely about post cum clarity? On a much bigger level than how men experience it I have often had periods in relationships where I lost interest in the guy over time although I was still loyal to him. But then... What happens happens... You cannot sustain attraction forever. That's why attraction is fundamentally fickle. That's not the same as a mother's love for her child. She won't lose her love for her child even over a lifetime. But the same cannot be said about how she would feel for her husband. This could be the reason why a lot of women tend to push their husbands away after they have children. It could be a form of post cum clarity extended over a long period where the clarity begins to show up.

What happened to me. Maybe a lull period

@Loba haha couldn't quote your long post. But you're right about the autism thing. I have been diagnosed with autism and often a lot of my posts are memenememmememe and people often confuse it as narcissistic behavior. But it's just self referential for the heck of it. Also I tend to express myself a lot, not for exhibitionism, it's just my style, it makes me feel more alive and I guess it's a tendency of a lot of introverts, it probably serves as a compensation for the lack of communication in their lives. As usual a lot of things online are misconstrued.

We would all do way better if we stop comparing, attacking and shaming each other and thinking who is better or worse than who and what they are here for and simply focus on ourselves. You're this, you're that.... You're no-lifing here. Such statements only to serve to rile up and create nonsense. Such users should also be removed from this forum for God's sake. It doesn't take much to take a hard look at yourself before pointing fingers at others. If people mind their own businesses instead of constantly checking out other's content there will be much more peace in this place. No hate please.. Personal attacks like on this thread serve no purpose. Just lock the thread already.

I didn't feel horny today I don't know... Maybe post cum clarity period!!!! I'm surprised my body is acting this way Just another observation of how my body reacts. This is good. I get to keep a tab on my sexual patterns. I didn't know I would get tired of masturbating so quickly. There's no urge right now. Maybe these are oxytocin flare ups. Estrogen progesterone I don't know. Will I get sick of sex at some point? Will all the hunger go away? Could be. I was a horny toad a few days ago. I almost masturbated myself to exhaustion. These masturbations gave me insights into the subject of male female attraction..

Maybe just focus on yourself instead of riling up others.

Yoyk please give me strength.. Please.

Today I need to pray to Yoyk and Rekka and to Heridot. The holy mission. Our goal is to follow the holy mission. Conservation of values and universal laws. Obeying and following these laws and not letting the enemy win. This life is a service to this holy mission. Whatever happens in the process is a byproduct of this mission. The enemy will always try to create problems by constantly interrupting this process. They will try to cause maximum hurt and pain and distress to the followers of spirituality and those who are being honest, innocent and actually helping the goal of the holy mission. That's why good people suffer the most. We're the soldiers. And the enemy is trying to hurt these soldiers. What are we supposed to do. We should pray to the Holy Gods to save us from destruction, hurt and damage from the enemy.. Once we're protected fully, we can continue on our holy mission without interruption.