Emerald

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  1. Certainly that will be a widespread effect if the market crashes, and it will affect a lot of people. But just be honest that you're only registering that danger because it may affect you personally... while the other ones, you don't have to worry about as much personally. So, the other consequences of the Trump presidency feel more "minor" to you because you don't really have to worry about them. I also want you to recognize that this is just denial when you're saying "Do not exaggerate the dangers." It's no exaggeration. And even if it were, it's WAY worse to undersell it than oversell it. And I notice that those who are in less vulnerable positions tend to undersell it because they are lacking in empathy towards those in more vulnerable positions. For them, politics is just something to debate about abstractly rather than something that impacts their own lives. And its in these ways that I'm glad that life has blessed me with enough financial struggles and strife to pop some of my idealistic bubbles. I'm personally the most worried that my husband (who has a Green Card) will also be on the chopping block because his status is still vulnerable in this administration even though he's here 100% legally. Who knows what kinds of systems they'll erode and what kind of laws they'll pass? They've already invoked the same law they did during the Japanese Internment. Most middle class Americans are spoiled on the current system. And they trust too much in the guardrails of the system and aren't grasping the precarious position that our country is in. There's way too much in the unsinkable ship fallacy. So, it isn't just undocumented immigrants that have to be concerned. There are already American-born citizens being detained who happen to have Spanish names. And there are visa-holders and permanent resident green card holders that have ended up being detained without the usual legal proections. And it isn't just deportation that's the worry for illegals and legals alike. It's in being sent to some detention facility for an indefinite period of time where human rights abuses are rampant. And they're talking about building these large camps to accommodate more people. So, we do have to worry. It's just the vulnerable status of being a permanent resident Greencard holder that makes you more likely to be a target. Also, I'm not as worried about getting an abortion personally (though the right to one is very important). I'm more worried about all the health risks to all women that happen when abortion laws are strict. Doctors wait until you're literally dying before taking the risk to give a life-saving abortion in order to avoid prosecution. So, every woman of child-bearing age is in a dangerous position with this current administration. And there have been women who have gotten into legal hot water for having a miscarriage. All of these may not make such a splash in people's lives who are already well-resourced or not in a vulnerable position. Like in the example of a woman needing to fly out for an abortion... that requires money. And having been poor, I certainly would not have been able to afford a trip out of the country... especially if I would have needed to do so on short notice. But it will 100% impact the bottom 25% of society in very tangible ways. And when the market crashes... it will get to 99% of people. -- Also, I'm just tired of having a consistently accurate read on the situation since 2015... and being told that I'm exaggerating and being unrealistic by people who are just too sheltered from the harsh realities of the world and human nature to know better. Like, a close guy-friend of mine who co-hosted a retreat with me the weekend prior to the election, got a bit cross with me for my strong anger reaction at Trump's re-election. And instead of operating from compassion and deeper understanding as I usually attempt to do, I threw up my arms and was like "They fucked around with my family. And now they're going to find out." I just needed to be angry at the people who voted for Trump.. or just didn't vote. But my friend thought I was being irrational. He is a permanent US resident Greencard holder from Canada... and he basically reads as a white American male. So, even though he's in a similar legal position as my husband, he's never been on the receiving end of any anti-immigrant sentiment as most people assume him to be American. But he refrained from voting because of the Gaza situation to vote his conscience. And I got a bit upset with him for not voting practically, especially since Trump will be worse for Gaza and said as much as he was campaigning. And he was pissed off at me for "exaggerating the danger". And he said "Trump is just saying that to throw red meat to his base." He was so sure that things wouldn't change much immigration-wise. And I just had a conversation with him a couple days ago. And he began the conversation by saying, "I have to admit, you were right. I'm currently terrified because I have to renew my paperwork in 2027." So, he's having to seriously consider moving back to Canada before then, which will separate him from his four children. And I didn't even feel like saying "I told you so." I just got mad at him, because it's like "Duh. Of course I'm right. Do you not understand people and systems?" But it's just because he was lulled into a false sense of security because he's a white guy with a good job... and didn't believe his own eyes and ears. I swear, since 2015, it's just been me observing a situation and talking about it accurately and people being like "Don't listen to what your eyes and ears are telling you!" And it just frustrates me to no end. I feel like Cassandra. But that's the thing with Fascism (or other authoritarian patterns)... every step of the way is people explaining stuff away and trying to lull you into a state of normalizing what shouldn't be normalized.
  2. Careful... let's not feed into a divide and conquer. It can feel nice and ego-boosting to distance your own identity as "the mature moderate sensible leftist" from "those silly blue haired woke leftists with septum piercings". But that weakens your own cause. And instead of actually fighting together for economic justice and taxation of the rich... the "sensible leftists" spend all their revolutionary energy fighting wokeness. But it's all identity-stuff... and a desire to be "one of the good" leftists.
  3. That's only true for you because you're not in a vulnerable position financially or otherwise. So, for you it's just internet noise because nothing changes. But before I had my business, we were on Medicaid. For a while we qualified for food stamps and I got WIC when my children were small. So, if we were still on Medicaid, we would have likely lost medical coverage without being able to afford a marketplace plan. And I was just thanking my lucky stars earlier today that I'm no longer in such a financially precarious position under this administration... and that I'm self-employed. So we can get out if we need to. Also, my mom and my sister (who live together because my sister mentally challenged) both get disability as their only income sources. So, there is a concern about what might happen if that is compromised by all this DOGE stuff. Also, for myself and my teenage daughter, I do have to worry about the state of reproductive healthcare as the stricter abortion laws makes it genuinely dangerous to even have a planned pregnancy. And my husband is a permanent resident green card holder. And we see all the fuckery that's happening and talks of mass deportation... and how green card holders and even native-born citizens of the US in a couple instances are being detained and sent to holding facilities. So, there's genuinely quite a lot to worry about if you happen to be in a financially precarious position or if you're an immigrant or if you're old or if you're a female of menstruating age. You just happen to be in none of those vulnerable categories. So, it's the same for you and just seems like internet noise.
  4. What I would say is to just focus on socializing in a more friendly way, and don't jump to asking anyone out straight away before a more flirtatious connection is established organically with one particular woman. Social circle works the opposite of pick-up in the sense that, it's important to come at it from a neutral platonic friendly place and to just be yourself. Otherwise, your interest will seem disingenuous or socially un-calibrated. So, just have fun and make friends... and if some organic feelings start to arise, don't jump into it too quickly. Let the feelings develop.
  5. Yes, elementary school was when I felt the most like a social pariah because I didn't have enough social tools to navigate social situations. Part of that was just a projection of my own shame. But I was also teased a lot because I was very sensitive and not socially calibrated at all (partly because I was too aware of social consequences for my age, so I couldn't let myself be). And I was one of the least popular kids in my class. So, I always felt really desperate for friends.... which repelled them or gave them a leverage point over me. Like some kids would use that to boss me around because I had no sense of self-respect or boundaries because of my desperation for friendship. And I just felt like everyone was superior to me. The worst case was when I was in the 2nd grade, and I was at recess and sitting on the balance beam and sulking by myself about how I didn't have any friends. And this really manipulative girl named Tiffany came up and "befriended me". And that friendship lasted for a period of time (maybe a month or two). And she used to emotionally blackmail me and say "Do _____ or I won't be your friend anymore!" She wasn't the only female "friend" to do that to me. But her stipulations were the worst. And I think she may have been sexually abused at home, because it was usually something sexually inappropriate or sadistic that she was forcing me to do. She definitely had some serious issues. Around 8 years later, my best friend Shanna ended up going to juvi hall for bringing alcohol to school... and she met Tiffany in juvi. And I had already told her the Tiffany story years earlier, so she remembered her name. She said she was still a real psycho. One time she had me kick a male classmate in the balls under threat of "I won't be your friend anymore". One time she lifted up my dress in front of some other students. One time she tried to make me knock a book out of a kindergarteners hand (which I couldn't even make myself do). And there were a few other things. So, it was always about having me do or endure something over my boundaries... because she could sense that I was desperate for her friendship. And she could use "Do this or I won't be your friend anymore" as a means of having control over me. So, that's what elementary school felt like. It wasn't until I was in 8th grade that I figured out how to socialize as not to repel people. And then, high school was smooth sailing socially. I haven't really struggled socially since I was about 13. But before then it was an ABSOLUTE nightmare. I was also a romantically precocious child and had crushes since I was 3 years old. And my feelings were never reciprocated by the boys I liked. In reality it was because most kids are not even thinking like that yet. But childhood me, interpreted it as meaning that there's something fundamentally wrong with me and that I'm the ugliest person on the planet. And I used to fantasize about getting married as a very young child (between age 3 and age 6). But when I was in kindergarten (at age 5 or 6), after half of my life pining for romance and marriage, I remember crying in my bedroom that no one was ever going to want to marry me because I was ugly. And if some ugly old bald man wanted to marry me now (at age 5) that that would be my only opportunity for marriage and I'd have to take it then or leave it forever. And I had this assumption that all my classmates were already dating and that I was WAY behind them. Clearly this wasn't happening. But I almost needed to believe it was in order for my reality to feel like it matched my feelings. I also had another non-romantic version of this shame and feeling of inferiority where I imagined that, if I owned a Walmart, no one would come and shop at my Walmart just because I was the one that owned it. So, my childhood shame was REALLY out of control and it made me feel like a social pariah... and even project that onto situations where that wasn't actually happening at all.
  6. You're welcome! It's definitely super important to build something that gets very valuable results for people. That's when things really pick up momentum-wise.
  7. Thank you! I'm glad you found it insightful! It is difficult to track Shadow Work progress objectively as it's mostly an internal shift (that manifests in external changes). But I write notes and an action step at the end of each session and check back in at the beginning of the previous call. And I also ask people as they go if they notice any shifts or changes relative to the issue they're looking to change. But it's quite subjective. And it's not quite like fitness coaching or business coaching as it's a very non-linear process and doesn't have any kind of a to b structure. And I just do a single discovery call.... but I know some entrepreneurs that do two where they give a free demo first and then attempt to close on the second call.
  8. That's something that you must choose relative to different facets of life. And that is also part of making sovereign choices. But if one gets caught up in victim's mentality, they give up their power to whichever person or group they're labeling as the villain in an "across the board" way.
  9. Yes, Black Israelites believe that they were the original Jewish people that were the REAL descendants of the ancient Israelites. And of course, Nazism is the classic example of the mythologized past of the "ancient Aryan people". But these are common because it works on people by presenting them with a myth that makes those with a strong collective national identity feel superior just by belonging to that group... and enables them to feel collective grief and grievance at "them" who brought down the superior people.
  10. Just keep in mind that power and responsibility always rise and fall together. And as responsibility grows... so does your power. And as you reject personal responsibility... you lose personal power. And as you project more responsibility onto others... they gain more power over you (psychologically and/or otherwise).
  11. Sure. I don't track it too closely. And I don't do cold outreach because I have a YouTube channel. So, I don't have any data for the response rate as people just sign up for calls directly from my emails or videos. But my appointment show rate is probably about 65%. And then, about 20% of my appointments sign up. But it's getting easier now because this program for helping people overcome self-sabotage is one I've been doing for about a year. So, I'm getting more referrals. So, it's about 60% sign-up rate for referrals.
  12. @stephenkettley I actually was just asked this by someone else. I've been working as a coach for the past 6.5 years. Here are the recommendations that I gave to the other person... "The main challenge with having a sustainable coaching practice is getting clients. I was able to make it work pretty easily because I have a YouTube channel with a decent-sized audience. And it's ideal to set up some kind way for many people to get free value from you... either through YouTube, social media, speaking gigs, etc. But there are tons of people who are making a living off of coaching who don't have that. Instead, they learn the following... Cold Outreach and Appointment Setting on social media or over the phone Sales (how to conduct and close discovery calls on Zoom) With those two things, what you need is to do a lot of volume (50+ cold outreaches per day). But be sure to mind the limits of any given social media app you use. You'll also want to build a signature coaching program that has a unique value proposition that solves a major pain point for people. For example, I help people overcome self-sabotage. Then, decide on the number of sessions in the coaching package (I do 13 one-hour 1-1 sessions in mine). And price it at the value of the value proposition, not for your time. I recommend a minimum price of $1500. I charge $2800 for my signature coaching program because it solves a major problem for people and they will be able to get far more value back than what was invested. This also helps when you get people on discovery calls as you can position your coaching offer as the thing that alleviates that pain point. Here's the order that I recommend doing things in... Figure out your value proposition for your coaching package - ie."I help (target audience) go from (pain point) to (desired state) so that (positive consequences of being at the desired state and away from the pain point)." Figure out how many sessions and other things that your coaching package will include and what the price will be Try it out on family and friends for free Do cold outreach to find your first 5 clients to join at a special beta price (half off is good) You'll need to learn cold outreach, appointment setting, and how to conduct discovery calls Iterate on the program based on the feedback of those 5 clients Do lots of volume (50-100+ outreaches per day) with cold outreach Continue to improve your sales skills Ideally - create a YT channel, social media account(s), or some other way for people to find you and get free value from you Get those people on an email list, so that you can send them information about your offers and get them on discovery calls"
  13. @Majed I think you must be giving off some desperate vibes when you're doing pick-up. Women can easily sense that you're coming with an agenda that you're holding onto too tightly. Instead, you would probably get a lot more success if you just learn to socialize in general and make some friends (male and female). The more well-resourced you are with your social circle, the less you'll come off as desperate and needy. Think about social connection like it's water. Now, if you already have plenty of water, you can be fairly casual about your relationship with water. You don't have to worry about it because you know it's there. And you're well-resourced. But if were out in the desert for 2 days with no water with zero clue on when you'd get water next... you'd be freaking out about water and feeling so desperate for it. Right now, you're probably in the latter state... where you're not socially well-resourced. And so, you're putting so much pressure on making pick-up work out. And it's probably coming across in a way that repels because of the desperation. It's sort of like me in elementary school when I had no friends. I got SUPER desperate about it... and that desperation repelled people even more.
  14. Yes, that is true that MAGA has the Fascist Golden Age structure of "We were once great, but we fell. So, we need to make us great again!" What I mean is that our Fascist mythos is more based on vague ideas about the 1950s, which is something we have more information about. There's an idealization and a super-imposition of a mythos that intertwines with the pop-culture of that time. But the American "Make the empire great again" story doesn't involve outlandish ideas like "the ancient Americans built the pyramids"... but only because we hang our ultranationalist stories on more modern events that we have less mystery around. The closest thing to that is in Mormonism where they believe that the Garden of Eden was located in America.
  15. @NewKidOnTheBlock Hey! I was reading through this thread, and I found my name! I get that it's not fun to have something pointed out about yourself that's a "flaw". But victim's mentality will genuinely bring your life down in so many ways. So, it's actually good to become conscious of it if there's a patterns of feeling like "'x group' is responsible for my unhappiness"... regardless of of whether x group is men, women, construction workers, or furries. etc. It's a subtle way of offloading both personal responsibility and personal power... and then getting to wallow in self-pity because "the villain group is causing me strife." But it just steals your power from you... and it will make it harder for you to connect with people if you're seeing others as the villains of your story.
  16. The US doesn't really have that too much. But it's not because we outgrew it or something. I'm sure that if such a narrative were fed to nationalist-types in a drip-fed propaganda kind of way, they'd lap it right up. I just think it's harder to do when you're a multi-ethnic country... and a young one at that. If you know the starting point of a people OR it's really clear that there's little blood relation between the people, it's harder to super-impose that kind of stuff onto their history.
  17. But you forget... that while that may be true, they were only the lowly stone masons in my family's employ, who drew up all the blue prints for all the great monuments and commissioned all of them.
  18. That's interesting. I had assumed that all older countries have a group of hyper-nationalist Fascist-types dreaming up all sorts of wild stories like that. But it then causes me to wonder... is it just because the outlandish story places that have that have a fuzzier history, or one that isn't well-taught in schools?
  19. That doesn't surprise me at all. I'm sure that it's in every country that's 500+ years old.
  20. I know quite a few Hungarians through my husband (both in Hungary and in the states), and most of them are not very nationalistic.. except for a few of his more distant friends. But yes. Lots of Hungarian nationalists want the land back from Romania and will hate on Romanians because they took Transylvania like 100 years ago. And they did fall from being the powerful Hapsburg Austo-Hungarian empire to being a poorer country when that happened. So, it is a collective national trauma. But it was deeply ingrained into my husband growing up (in the 80s and 90s) that there was this default hatred of Romanians. Then, when he was in his teens he was like "Why do I hate Romanians?" And he realized that he had no reason to and that it was stupid. But Hungarians hating Romanians for taking the land was seemingly as normalized as hating on gay people was back in the 90s. It was just taken for granted as the norm. And to be fair, there are Hungarians that are native to Transylvania (my late brother in law was Hungarian but born in Transylvania). But there are FAR more Romanians in Transylvania. So, it makes sense that things are as they are. But it's literally just doing the group-think that comes along with maintaining a nationalist identity to hate on an out-group.
  21. Yes TOTALLY delusional. My husband and I frequently laugh about it as he's never had a strong nationalist identity. But unfortunately it's not new delusion at all. Most older countries probably have some similar version of that as it's the archetypal ultra-nationalist Golden Age narrative. Americans are somewhat spared from it in our country's mythos because of the fact that we learn a lot of real facts about how America was founded since it's just about 250 years old. And the delusional narratives we use are more like sugar-coated superimpositions of fanciful meaning onto stuff that did happen (like Manifest Destiny being used to explain away genocide) rather than all-out fabrications of stuff that never ever happened that's 100% myth. Also, the fact that we know that we're a nation of many different cultures prevents nationalists from mythologizing about Americans being the superior people of the same blood. And that instead gets placed onto racial identity instead of national identity. But if America was comprised of one single ethnic group (or appeared to be) and America were 500+ years old, you'd be hearing all kinds of outlandish tales about how the original pure-blooded ancient Americans were responsible for building the great pyramids. Yet again, according to Mormonism, the Garden of Eden was located in America. So, there are some instances of this.
  22. @Leo Gura Who would have thought that someone whose work theorizes and waxes poetic about a mythological past where there were ancient advanced civilizations that were once great and then fell would be attractive to Fascists. This is just par of the course for nationalistic Fascist types or even just run of the mill nationalists from other countries outside of the US... but you don't see a lot of this with American nationalists because America is such a new country. So, we build our country's nationalist mythos differently than older countries build their nationalist mythos. Instead, you only see this "we were once a great ancient people until they took us down" around the concept of race in more niche Neo-Nazi echo chambers, since there is more of a taboo against racism that isn't there with nationalism (which can be framed as patriotism). But my husband is Hungarian, and he knows some run-of-the million Hungarian nationalists, who are as passionate about Hungary as American nationalists are about America. And it wasn't too uncommon for them to believe some wild pseudoscientific stories like... "Here's the REAL story about the ancient Hungarians who once were the dominant world power and were responsible for ALL innovations in the great early civilizations." This is me paraphrasing what I remember from reading one of these articles that one of his friends posted on FB like 10 years ago... 'Hungarians were the original people who were behind all the advanced civilizations in the world. In fact, it was Hungarians who taught the Ancient Egyptians how to build the pyramids. And Hungarians used to be the dominant people in the world, until (fill in x group) came and oppressed them and stole credit for all of the things Hungarians created.' So, when you have a "historian" who talks about Atlantis... and how it was once a great civilization and then fell, it tracks on nicely with the Fascist tendency to put the archetypal "myth of the golden age" in some idealized past that never actually existed. The concept of Atlantis in general is a great "blank screen" that Fascists (and run-of-the-mill nationalist types) can project their mythologized past onto.
  23. Right wing pundits often misuse post-modern relativism to muddy the waters and create confusion... so that they can convince the average non-political person to shift further right. Post-modern relativism gives them the veneer of a balanced view of "just sharing a perspective... and who's to say who's right or wrong". Jordan Peterson tends to do this a lot... especially in the past when he was playing the part of the intellectual who's just "considering all the perspectives." But this is just them using that element of Stage Green as a tool. They're typically using this Stage Green tool as a way to re-normalize and resurrect old values (usually traditional or ethnocentric blue values) that society now deems as taboo. So, it's the post-modern "let's look at the myriad of different perspectives because that's the balanced thing to do."... and once people fall for it enough to normalize those perspectives, it turns into "This is actually the ONLY correct way to think about the world. If you disagree, there's something wrong with you or evil about you. And we want to codify this paradigm into law and punish anyone who challenges it."