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Personally, I think that I still have plenty to learn about how to help people in a professional setting. I'm confident in my ability to cut to the core of problems that a person may be experiencing due to unconscious happenings. What I don't know yet is the manner in which to facilitate growth in others in a way that really makes things stick. So, I would feel much more comfortable offering a coaching service, if I have professional guidance on the matter first. Either way, it certainly won't hurt to learn more.

Thank you Austin! I'll check that one out. And that would be really awesome of you to send some people over to me. I know that you've been a coach for a while. How long have you been doing it, and how many clients do you normally see at a time?

Harassment is illegal. Going up and talking to someone is not. So, cold approach is not illegal. It just depends on what you say and how you respond to requests to desist. So, if you go up and start with something lewd, that's illegal immediately. But if you go up and say, "Hi, you look nice today." it's not harassment until she says she doesn't feel comfortable with that. Then, if she tells you to stop and you continue, then it's harassment. But honestly, it's VERY unlikely that you would have legal consequences for cold approaching in general, even if you were a total creep about it and opened with "I like your boobs". Now, of course, that's illegal and just a crappy thing to do, so don't do it. But women have to deal with creeps constantly, and there's just not enough time to press charges against them all. And most women just want to get out of that situation and move on with life. Also, unfortunately, even when women are dealing with more serious forms of harassment like rape, most of that goes unreported because of the fact that so many people in your life will take the side of the abuser and accuse you of making false accusations. And the majority of people will give the abuser the benefit of the doubt over you, because of "innocent until proven guilty". So, it can just be easier to keep it to yourself and try to move on to avoid being re-victimized by society. So, if you approach a woman on the street and aren't a total creep about it, the chances of being prosecuted drop to nearly 0. I guess there could be some crazy woman out there that would get the cops just for looking at her the wrong way or something. But that would be incredibly rare and without proof on her part it would amount to nothing. So, as long as you are being normal and respecting her boundaries, you shouldn't have a problem. Women are used to being approached. And women are used to being harassed. It's really clear what the difference is. Now, approach becomes a problem if it's happening all the time. It's very annoying when you're just trying to get from A to B, and like 10 random guys approach you. That can be exasperating. So, you should pay attention to the setting and what she's doing there, and try not to interrupt her when she's probably been approached a lot.

@Leo Gura Thank you again for all the advice. I'll definitely call to see if IPEC has a payment plan.

I'm like Carmen San Diego... or all the monsters on Scooby Doo. You never know where I'll be or who I'll be. (lightning strikes and ominous music plays in the background as the tails of my trench coat billow in the wind and my silhouette is emblazoned upon the night sky)

Are any of those books on your book list? I purchased it a couple years ago, and I haven't looked at it in a while. Also, with the in-person program that you did, did you have to commute for it? If so, how often were the in-person meetings? I live in a kind of small town, so it would be unlikely that they have such a program within 30 minutes of me. So, I want to get a feel for how much of the course material is done in person. Now, I will admit, this will be very difficult for me financially to get over the hurdle. Money is always tight because my husband and I both work low paying jobs. And he (remarkably) has no credit, and I have terrible credit. But I'm certain that what you say is correct. I know I would make it back quickly. I have over 16,000 subs now, and I've been getting requests for one-on-one sessions for over a year. So, what do you think about doing a cheaper program first, and establishing a coaching business? I've seen a couple that looked decent for around $2000. And they were about six month long courses. Then, with the money from that coaching business, going and completing the IPEC program? I know it's not ideal, but that's really the only way I can slice it that it seems actionable. But I'm really glad that you told me about the IPEC program, because looking around for coaching programs has been like fumbling around in the dark. I'll definitely be looking into it. Thanks again! Edit: I checked out the IPEC website, and there is one in my state. Also, I saw that there were three different, three day modules that happen in person. So, you can disregard that part of the question. That's a plus, because that's really doable.

Thank you for the recommendation and the wealth of advice! Also, I'm very flattered that your impression is that I would do well with coaching. It's very encouraging to me. I know that my life's purpose is to contemplate on the nature of things, then convey them to others in order to bring them more into alignment with what's true at deeper levels than appearance. It's been a common thread through my life, even back into early childhood. And I've always gotten a lot of joy from helping others discover new things about reality, as well as to help them apply best-practices to their life that will make their lives better in some way. So, I do think that coaching will dovetail nicely with my life's purpose. But coaching would just be one extension of that. So, I also don't anticipate that it will be my MAIN thing. I also will continue to make videos, and in the future I will write books. Also, if I develop some public speaking skills, I may even eventually delve into hosting my own workshops and other group-education endeavors. I would see coaching more as one branch off of a much larger tree. That said, I would have to get my feet wet with coaching to know whether or not it's for me and does truly dovetail with my life's purpose. I know that sometimes, when the rubber meets the road, things are different than they initially seem. And because I am a pauper (not really, but kind of ), I have decided to get my feet wet with the 'one-on-one' aspect of coaching before making a big financial commitment. This is because the 'one-on-one' aspect of coaching, is the part I'm most apprehensive about because I've never done something like that professionally before, and I don't know how I'll do with it. So, because of this concern, I actually just created a new tier on my Patreon two days ago, where I basically stated my desire to go into life-coaching and my uncertainty with whether or not I should. And I was asking for guinea pigs who would want to have a session with me once a month for a few months, to see how it goes. And I'm offering it for relatively cheap since I have no training. So, I've already gotten five takers on that offer, and I'm hoping to get about ten which will give me a random sampling of people to help me get a sense for how that aspect of the job works. Now, you'll probably advise me to create a disclaimer/agreement where I make it clear that I'm not trained or certified and that I'm not liable for anything wrong that happens. I already have a sample contract that I'm in the process of tweaking to the specific circumstances. Also, I won't be doing these sessions until September, so it gives me a decent chunk of time to do some independent research into the professional best-practices when it comes to how to interact with people in a way that establishes clear boundaries and keeps the conversation productive and professional. Of course, if you have any recommendations for free resources that are on the internet, I would be over the moon about that! I do understand, however, that those resources won't be sufficient for understanding all the ins and outs of the field and that I would need a high quality program for actually learning the trade in a meaningful way. These would just be for some guidance during my guinea-pigging. Thank you again!

@Leo Gura I have a question for you. How many clients were you seeing at a time when you were coaching? Or what is the average?

Perhaps you were projecting upon her your own feelings of emptiness.

I feel like you don't understand what a fetish is. A fetish is where a person gets attached to an object (or objectified body part) because they can't have normal attachments to human beings. So, fetishes are actually a pathology. What you seem to be talking about are fantasies or just sexual enjoyments that deviate from the norm.

Those who are sure of this relegate their irrational and emotional side to their Shadow, where that aspect takes covert control of the intentions without your knowledge of it. Others can see how irrational you are... but you won't be able to. Some of the most irrational people are the ones most identified with rationality.

The problem here is that human beings are inherently emotional creatures. So, even the desire to be logical and rational comes from an emotional root. So, if we only thought logically and rationally, it would not be able to account for the emotional components of life. Also, logic and rationality only work in relation to a premise. And that premise is taken for granted as inherently true. The issue here is that all premises are created by human beings, and as such, cannot contain Truth. So, to base one's self in logic and rationality, can be a fool's errand if the premise is rooted in falsehood... which all premises are at the end of the day. Also, not all people are capable of rational thought. It takes a high degree of skill to think rationally. So, it's expecting too much of people. Also, lack of logic/rationality is not the root of negativity in the first place. It makes perfect rational sense to do certain negative things, if we ignore the emotional reality underneath it. In fact, it's true that our ability to rationalize things away that allows for human beings to justify all kinds of terrible things. They just have to make sure they take certain premises to be inherently true, and they can rationalize anything with sound logic, and do terrible and destructive things.

That's a great one!

Do you have any plans for remedying this issue? I can't stress to you enough how much of a burden it is to carry around that problem. I know it's uncomfortable because Narcissism is a bit of a security blanket. But if I could give you two minutes outside of it, you'd be making a ton of effort just to be free from that burden.

And the once you achieve your dream of becoming a very famous celebrity you will realize that you will one day die and be forgotten to the sands of time. What then, when you realize that your celebrity status hasn't saved you from your own mortality? And all those beautiful, talented, ugly, and untalented people are all under ground in a hundred years in just the same way being eaten by ants and worms with flesh rotted away. None of them significant and none of them insignificant. You sound so much like me when I was a teenager. I was suffering under the delusions that you are until I had my experiences of ego transcendence. I wanted to be better than everyone else and I couldn't stand being looked over in a crowd. I wanted the world to stop once I died, and for the whole world to care about me. And I lived my entire life for the legacy that I would leave after I died. My life wasn't important to me at all... only my legacy. And I was so neurotic because of my megalomania. I carried the weight of the universe on my shoulders because of my delusions of grandeur. And even as I achieved the things that I wanted to achieve, there was only a brief high of achieving significance. Then, I would go seeking again for more and more significance, like a drug. And a drug that I had to find ways to get, otherwise I was afraid I might fade away into nothingness. I had to be the best and come off just a particular way. What I didn't realize is that I had created a prison for myself and I was wasting my life for an idea. And that idea was my self-concept that I wanted everyone to know about and for that self-concept to be eternal. But the self-concept was never real... it was just an idea. Is this idea of superiority worth sacrificing your entire being over? What if you just allowed yourself to be human? What monsters would attack you then? Would you realize that you're not immune from the reaper then?

Well, I actually wouldn't worry too much about her preferring the woman over you. That probably won't happen. I'm bisexual, and I've been in two long term relationships with men; one lasting four years and my current one which has been going on for eight years. And I've been very fortunate that they've both been open with me and have allowed me to have experiences with women if I wanted to. Now, I've never had any extramarital sexual experiences with women. But it's important to me to have the option to because (with my two long-term relationships) I haven't really been single since I was 16 years old, so that has left me very little time to experience the other half of my sexuality. And if I were committed to a man who was very against me experimenting with a woman, then I would feel very stifled. I would feel like being with him would mean I would have to die to that part of myself. But even if I did decided to have that kind of experience with a woman, I know that I wouldn't leave my husband for her. In fact, if I felt that it was a genuine threat to the stability of my marriage, I wouldn't do it. I would just do it for the experience and the excitement of it and to experience an under-explored aspect of my sexuality. I would imagine that's probably why your wife wants to be with a woman, as that would be quite common. It would be significantly less common for her to actually want something serious with the woman. But of course, if it is something that makes you really uncomfortable, I recommend expressing that to her and talking to her about it. But I have to empathize with her, because I know it would be very difficult to be in a situation where I would have to think, "Unless I cheat and lie, I will NEVER be with a woman as long as I am with my partner." This would murder me on the inside. Just knowing that I can, and that my husband is okay with it, relieves so much tension.

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Your read the Dream Theatres one right? My favorite from her is "Healing the Sacred Divide." "Pregnant Darkness" by Monika Wikman is also really good. I also recommend "Androgyny" by June Singer.

@Zweistein You're welcome! I'm glad that you enjoyed it. There are a ton of books in that genre of the Feminine principle and Jungian archetypes. I can recommend some more if you want.

Peter Ralston was enlightened when he won some kind of fighting championship. And he was the only Westerner to ever win it. Also, Adyashanti was always very athletic in his youth, even after he became enlightened.

No, pimping exists because there is a consumer demand for NSA sex with a paid prostitute. There always has been and there always will be. There's a reason why prostitution is called the oldest profession. And I doubt that would change very much even if society became more open about sex. Now, pimps (and human traffickers in general) exist in the way that they do because prostitution is illegal, so these people steal women and children and force them into sex slavery. So, instead of there being willing legal participants, routine std checks, and regulations, prostitution has become a part of the black market. So, women are abducted and manipulated by pimps who make them have sex to meet certain financial quotas, then take all their money and keep them living in terrible conditions... often addicting them to drugs to control them. And children are stolen to work as prostitutes as well. So, pimps and human traffickers will continue to exist until the legal prostitution industry puts them out of business. Then, they'll have to find some other illegal thing to do to make the money. Now, this only helps the adult human trafficking issues, of course. But at least it would be a start.

From my experience, it doesn't really work that way. When I had been beyond ego, I knew that I already knew everything that I could ever need to know, always had, and always would. But it wasn't in regard to scientific theories and external skills. At least I don't think so. It was not intelligence in this way, but Divine Wisdom. And I knew it was all-knowing. But I only wanted what I could use in the moment. I had no desire to put it toward some kind of ambition.

Then, perhaps it has to do more with how you want to see yourself than how you want to be seen by others. When I was a teenager, I had a bit of this. I didn't care if others looked down on me for things that I looked well upon myself for. So, at the time, I really enjoyed gothic dress, and my hometown is pretty old-fashioned and rednecky. So, I genuinely didn't care one bit 'what a bunch of "rednecks" had to say about my style of dress.' I semi-unconsciously judged them as 'lesser' because they judged me for doing something that was a lot cooler than what they identified themselves with. So, their judgments were more of vindication of my own perceived superiority to them. But I was still looking to validate myself to myself. I wanted to be able to see myself in a good light, which meant very specific things that I (mostly) arbitrarily came up with. But I had mostly grown past my need to fit into social groups that didn't match up to my standards. I can relate to this as well. I still get it to some degree. Probably, what has happened is that you created a coping mechanism to deal with your feelings of being invalid and to solidify your validity. And the way to do this is to create an arbitrary standard for 'worthiness' that you can easily excel at over others. Your standard that you've created seems to be cultured-ness, intelligence, and appreciation of 'higher' pleasures. That way, when you see a person indulged in something un-cultured, un-intellectual, and a lower pleasure, you compulsively judge because it allows you to access a hit of "validation juice". This helps you cope with your feelings of being invalid for a moment or two, and you feel better about your place in the world because you can assure yourself of your place in the hierarchy above the others that you judged. So, if a person has a baseline sense of invalidity and inferiority, they will unconsciously spend ALL their time trying to prove their superiority to others to try to convince themselves that their existence is valid and that they 'deserve' to exist. But this is a very shaky foundation on which to live. If you suddenly lost your ability to be able to see yourself in the light of being intelligent or cultured or of higher aesthetic taste, where would you be able to get your sense of validity? Could you exist with positive emotions about yourself, if you could not access your "validation juice"? Or would you feel your self-esteem wasted away and shrunken down if you went a week without invoking these self-affirming judgments?

Simply put, it means that you are identified with ego. So, it's very normal. But it also means that the ego structure is rigid in that way and may be rigid in other ways too if that judgmental tendency is taken in to other facets of life, and it likely is. One of the problems with ego identification is that, as we get older, we tend to add more and more 'rules' to what we can do and what we can like and what we can identify with. This amounts to adding more and more chains to our prison as we get older, because we get really specific about our ego, and we want to exclude everything that isn't what we want to see ourselves as. For example, as children, we could find joy playing in a ball pit. But one day, we realized that this was socially unacceptable for someone of an adult age to un-ironically play around in a ball pit. So, we decided to grow out of it. So, we cut away the part of ourselves that enjoys that type of play. And it was an actual part of ourselves... like a horcrux of sorts. And that part of ourselves lives in the shadow, unconscious to us but still there. The unfortunate thing is that, in order to keep our ego the way that we want to see ourselves and be seen, we have to cut away different outlets for joy and happiness. So, our prison of ego gets smaller and smaller as our ego gets more refined, judgmental, and selective. We kind of cut the floor out from under ourselves. We close up more and more possibilities for feeling joy, bliss, and love. And life becomes like petting a cat with a thick rubber glove on, very insulated from the experience. And it just doesn't really feel like you're petting a cat... it all just feel like the inside of a rubber glove.