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need to get my mind straight Habit Streak (0): 5 o'clock dayz Morning routine The same as yesterday, damn I need some direction in my life . Pick something just pick something and stick to it.

need to get my mind straight Habit Streak (0): 5 o'clock dayz Morning routine I really need to put more willpower in my 5 o'clock routine the rest I don't care. I really like this quote: "We choose only once, we choose either to be warriors or to be ordinary men."

Back at it Habit Streak (0): 5 o'clock dayz Morning routine: (( Meditation (30 min) Programming Subconscious deep-work session (60min) )) Wow long time since I posted, so I basically fell off everything... There were some big changes tho. I got a sexy ass girlfriend so that is great feels weird tho. I also got a request to make a site for 200 euro so I will be working on that in the future. And a made a Instagram account where I post pictures of quotes its called Spiritual Mobster. Got 100 followers within 2 weeks so that's great. Yhea it's a weird time, I feel very weird but I think it will pass because it always does. I always feel weird when I achieve something I really wanted or something that other people see as valuable. I notice how material success doesn't matter at all and I begin to feel empty inside. Got a new vid too proud of this one. But maybe a little too loose in how I act, trying things out for now. - It's good to be back I like it here

Hey, @Gabriel Antonio thanks for the reminder. Yhea I'm now focusing only on the waking up routine. I treat it as one big habit. I try to meditate everyday I now have a streak of 16 days in a row going for that but when I just only meditate it doesn't effect my productivity. A lot of the times I meditate and do bullshit all day so I'm trying to build this morning routine. Which is really having a effect on my whole day. What you said is true and I'll re watch the video just to remind myself, I actually failed at waking up at 5 o'clock today again :'( . I really need to put more conscious effort into it.

Go, Go, Go Habit Streak (3): 5 o'clock dayz Morning routine: (( Meditation (30 min) Programming Subconscious deep-work session (60min) )) I made the decision to stick at it for six months so that is what I'm going to do. Am I still doing my business: YES - Consciousness is the key

Scrambling on my LP Habit Streak (3): 5 o'clock dayz Morning routine: (( Meditation (30 min) Programming Subconscious deep-work session (60min) )) Am I still doing my business?: YES?/NO? - I'm really fucking doubting this. Just watched a video from leo, he said if your not 100% you will fail. The thing is I'm not 100% convinced this is my path. I think it is making video's but those are showing no promise. I'm scrambling well atleast I have my morning routine but now I can't fill it in with activity's. Shit I know I should make video's because that is my bliss but it's so hard to fully tell everyone like fuck it I'm putting myself on your screen. If you don't like it well too bad my friend. SDFlkjSDhij hmmmmm. I think I will dedicate tomorrow on deep thinking. Also how can I make video's if I myself don't even have a lot of tangable results in my life. I experienced inner change because I meditated I think but I don't have anything to show off and convince people like HEY LOOK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO ME! - Consciousness is the key

Video And Deep Work Habit Streak (2): 5 o'clock dayz Morning routine: (( Meditation (30 min) Programming Subconscious deep-work session (60min) )) Yess I woke up at 5 o'clock and made a video! I finally felt I had enough experience with deep work to make a video about it. I hope you like my new style. I try to make it focused more on younger people like me and get more of my witty personality into it I hope I fall's on the right lap Need to get on-top of my business again I get distracted by my YouTube video's. I think I should set a rythem like 2 days in the week YouTube 4 on my business or something like that. Am I still doing my business: YES - Consciousness is the key

Miss Habit Streak (1): 5 o'clock dayz Morning routine: (( Meditation (30 min) Programming Subconscious deep-work session (60min) )) When I don't do my shutdown ritual I don't wake up on time. So I need to do that every time I need to get out of bed at 5. Am I still doing my business: YES - Consciousness is the key

Let's Get It Habit Streak (3): 5 o'clock dayz Morning routine: (( Meditation (30 min) Programming Subconscious - Streak (90)!!!!!!!! I reached my goal OMG, just going to keep going tho. What I now do is write my vision in a journal. deep-work session (60min) - finished a site in C# but realize I need to learn Wordpress (PHP) )) Great day, did my morning routine perfect. Realized that I also need to learn the ins and outs of converting bootstrap templates into WordPress themes. Because a lot of entrepreneurs know how that work and it is the most famous name. School went great, was a bit tired tho. probably because of my disrupted sleeping pattern in the weekend. Am I still doing my business: YES - Consciousness is the key

Rest and Recuperate Habit Streak (1): 5 o'clock dayz Morning routine: (( Meditation (30 min) Programming Subconscious - Streak (87) deep-work session (60min) )) So tomorrow back into the grind. I had a fun weekend a lot of rest and family and things. I just saw an amazing movies about diffrent shamans and medicine men. It was a really interesting experience. I went with my dad and my sis so we has a deep talk afterwards it was quite fun the movie: http://www.downtoearthfilm.com/ Am I still doing my business: YES - Consciousness is the key

Back at it Habit Streak (1): 5 o'clock dayz Morning routine: (( Meditation (30 min) Programming Subconscious - Streak (87) deep-work session (60min) )) I decided to have this routine: Monday to Thursday and Sunday 5 O'clock Friday and Saturday Free sleep schedule, because I go to bed late in the weekends. Am I still doing my business: YES - Consciousness is the key

Shit New Habit Streak (1): 5 o'clock dayz Morning routine: (( Meditation (30 min) Programming Subconscious - Streak (87) deep-work session (60min) )) Shit I failed the 5 hour wake up. Watched Leo video of how to stop backsliding and went to school big project to work on just home straight to bed. - Consciousness is the key

5 O'Clock New Habit Streak (1): 5 o'clock dayz Morning routine: (( Meditation (30 min) Programming Subconscious - Streak (86) deep-work session (60min) - 2 times )) This is gold, in the morning your still fresh able to concentrate and stay conscious working around that time makes me 100% more productive. And that trickles into my whole day. Need to stay on this. The thing is when you start doing the shit you always thought of doing you begin to feel a lot better about yourself. Imagine staying on this track that will give me huge boosts in confidence, self-acceptance and self-development. Am I still doing my business plan: YES - Consciousness is the key

WOW.... New Habit Streak (1): 5 o'clock dayz Morning routine: (( Meditation (30 min) Programming Subconscious - Streak (85) deep-work session (90min) - 2 times )) When I start my day of like this it's unbreakable it seems. But that is probably just because I'm motivated as hell now. Did some nice programming work in the morning, updated my upwork account to search for sales. Had to go to school, long ass day. Was home at 7 watched a movie and bedtime again. Am I still doing my business plan: YES - Consciousness is the key

Slacking off Habit Streak (1): Meditation (30 min) - only did 20 min Programming Subconscious - Streak (84) deep-work session (60min) - Life Planning First day of school, because of the vacation I lost track of my life. Man what too much work can do to you, I'm really motivated because I just realized that a 9 to 5 job just isn't going to do it for me. I need to make my own way and break loose from the pack now when I'm still young. When I come home from a 9 to 5 I'm so brainwashed and unconscious that I watch a movie or do stupid shit. I fleshed out this idea in my head that might work... So I'm the kind of guy that just can't stay on-top of a project, aka a dabbler. So I figured if I can start making money quick I will have sufficient motivation to keep on the thing. Now I can make a website so I want to start up a little website making business. Because it is a proven business concept I will be much easier to realize and from that platform I can start up my life purpose witch involves app and website development so it goes hand in hand. MY GOAL THIS YEAR: MAKE A $1000 A MONTH LOCATION INDEPENDENT BUSINESS WITH WEBSITE/APP DEVELOPMENT I used the pre-mortem technique and got this: 1. Got distracted by other endevour Make a 6 month swear to keep doing this Back off every other venture Ask myself everyday if I'm still doing this 2. Couldn't get money fast enough Start looking for sales from the start ASAP Do as much sales as you can 3. Not enough time Wake up 5 o'clock Quit everything except essentials Stop dicking around (a little too general but had to say ) New Habit Streak (1): 5 o'clock dayz Morning routine: (( Meditation (30 min) Programming Subconscious - Streak (84) deep-work session (90min) - Life Planning )) - Consciousness is the key

Ugh Habit Streak (1): Meditation (30 min) - SDS Programming Subconscious - Streak (81) deep-work session (60min) No motivation..... - Consciousness is the key

Mastery Habit Streak (1): Meditation (30 min) - SDS Programming Subconscious - Streak (81) deep-work session (60min) Frustrated because I want a perfect video but I can't make one yet... - Consciousness is the key

Hey Brother, happy new years! Good to see your journal, I will be reading this . Lookout for too much habits at once I tried it too and got pulled back by homeostasis. I like your spirit tho, keep it up! Another great tip that has helped me is to put as much as my habits in my morning routine, it blasts your day off like a rocket and you get a lot done without having to use a lot of willpower.

2017 Habit Streak (1): Meditation (30 min) - SDS Programming Subconscious - Streak (79) deep-work session (60min) Started my year off really shitty, had a massive hangover and sat in my bed all day. I really need to set some major goals for 2017 tomorrow. - Consciousness is the key

Comfort-zone Enlarging Day Habit Streak (2): Meditation (30 min) - SDS Programming Subconscious - Streak (77) deep-work session (60min) New little announcement video, I had to make a video so made this one. Also have achieved a great comfort-zone enlarging goal today. This is really weird to say... today I kissed for the first time. Yhea this is a really hard thing for me to accept and I don't like it one bit but I accept it. Um yhea this is weird. So I have this thing that holds me back from going sexual with a girl. I'm just a normal guy, I'm not like perticulairly socially akward, I go to partys and shit. BUT I can't do it. There also never was like this falling together of circumstances that gave me a chance to. I really had to work to get the circumstance. I think my subconscious avoided it or something. So this should be really big for me but I actually feel no emotional reaction towards this achievement. It's weird calling it a achievement but fuck it. My body doesn't seem to care. I'm not happy or anything. This is another step in the good direction tho, de-bunking the orange myth of external things get me happiness. The upper text is about the action not the girl btw. I like the girl I don't think its my type so I'm keeping my distance, I like the attention but that's my ego and fuck the ego so yhea. - Remember consciousness is the key, don't get stuck in external circumstances.

Umpf :'( Habit Streak (1): Meditation (30 min) - SDS Programming Subconscious - Streak (73) deep-work session (60min) I'm sick... - Consciousness is the key

Cloud Habit Streak (7): Meditation (30 min) - SDS Programming Subconscious - Streak (73) deep-work session (60min) - 1 hour - new video Work, home at 5 make a video watch a movie. The new YouTube video is up, its about waking up in the morning so if your interested go to the ImpLemonNation channel - Consciousness is the key

Christmas 2.0 Habit Streak (6): Meditation (30 min) - SDS Programming Subconscious - Streak (73) deep-work session (60min) - its chrismas I gave myself permission to skip this one. Fam, visit... nothing more really. Tomorrow back in the grind. - Consciousness is the key

Christmas is overrated Habit Streak (6): Meditation (30 min) - SDS Programming Subconscious - Streak (72) deep-work session (60min) - 1 sessions (31) - its chrismas I gave myself permission to skip this one. Went to a ice-sculpture thing with my fam, walked in the woods and ate real good. But feeling like all this is a actual distraction from harsh fucking truth. All these little fancy lights trying to hide the truth of the fact that the world is cold and harsh in the winter and we used to die when we were hunter -gatherers because of the winter. - Consciousness is the key

DayToDay Habit Streak (5): Meditation (30 min) - SDS Programming Subconscious - Streak (72) deep-work session (60min) - 1 sessions (31) It's funny that when you actually start doing the things you thought you could do in a finger-snap. It suddenly takes a lot longer than you expected. Making these animations is really hard. But I rather use this than the tool that everyone uses. Nice streak going, merry Christmas everybody! - Consciousness is the key