John Iverson

You are in the personal development for years, me just trying 40 days no internet just being alone meditating as many as Ican and doing nothing, after that 40 days it backfired Icannot do meditation is like to meditate now is to fight the gravity, doing nothing is also hard for me because my mind come out a lot of excuses,. And 40 days I don't fap the moment I get back here damn! I'm back at day 1 and until now I'm trying to move forward, but I can't everyday is going back at day1 because I'm failing to don't fap, it is so hard man! I'm procrastinating my meditation because I watch porn the whole time and just for the sake of not missing it I meditate before 12 but to do that is hard for me.. I can't do it the way i do it on my vacation... by the way i'm in to this for about 4 months? Or 5?

Thanks for helping

Give me the proper way of using LSD, so i'm not swayed by traps

Can you? Or someone do that to you

Telekinesis, calirevoyance etc,. Is common , but having a power is there a power that only you can do it?

Thankyou

Leo's videos it is free, without money you can learn how to be enlightened just do the training, just commit to yourself ha-ha.. there are workshops that are free out there, and the one that is free is more profound ha-ha than that is not free... well like my acting workshops, I'm attending to their workshop and that is free :D.. just do your research ha-ha, 10 days vippsanna meditation, that's free I don't know to your place, but I know it is free... just do your research and you will find one

See you good luck

So this is why you are not active to our nofap thingy! HAHAHA I'm back at 0 but I will make sure I promise when you go back here I will finish nofap journey! Ha-ha and I will become more conscious and well improved.. Let's see... lets improved each other and see how things will go.. I'm planning to intake LSD for the first time 2 days from now.. Imiss you bro.. :D... I didn't even know that you will do this, I didn't know because I was on my vacation 40 days of no internet and no destruction I'm just meditating and meditating and meditating whole day and yes of course after 40 days I have an ego backlash bulshit!! Hahaha, it is worse backlash! Dammit, but yeah, I'm learning and improving.. lets share each others learning ... i'm suffering now for my ego backlash i hope that i can go back to my track immediately.. haha because it is like a hell.. dammit!

Idea? Of an ego? Idea of the self?? To maintain the self?

If the only true is direct experience, so what if I experience how abusive man for their masculinity and because of being in direct experience of that I have now a knowledge in that experience that now women fighting for their equality, having that it express what other is fighting for in that aspect I see how they use experience to add more delusion and more fighting against each other.. against what is being right.. "RIGHTS".. can you see? How can you explain that in a manner that it is also part of knowledge graph? Is it? Or is there another explanation for that? If there is please say it. Being in direct to experience is something that is happening and you will not find it in the knowledge of the mind.. it is something that it happens and what ever experienced is true so their arguments is also true? Because it is experienced?? I don't know..

If I'm your husband and I'm unfair to you like, if you have a passion I don't want you to participate that is nonsense, you have no "RIGHTS" I want you to be a housewife, go clean the dishes clean the floor make our baby safe.. or let's say that you are fighting for women's right,. What are your rights? Some of that is experienced right? Even my example.. you experience unequality.. if equality is the issue I don't know how to relate that knowledge into a graph.. having a rights is an argument between right and wrong, because the fact that something is wrong,.. there is right and wrong there, basically they are voicing out for something experiential, that is also why they protest... so how can we cut that out and we will say that it is part of knowledge graph.. is it?

I mean, what is lasting effect that until now you possess after you intake LSD.... not how long...

Can you use it here? In person of course you can, but here?I'm using iPad to communicate to you, can you use that to me? HM?? Or it is something that it will be effective if we see each other in person?

What's the use?

What lasting effect you encounter this day of having taking LSD?

Is Leo 33? Wowww!!! HAHAHA HE IS GETTING OLDER AHAHAHH

Hahahaha i Expect that Leo will ignore this , the funny thing is he said thankyou HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHHAHHAAHAHHA!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEO! ❤️ ? ?

That is also my question ? What is that? ?

My goal is losing body fat and high energy level

Thanks for this

It is a matter of how deep the enlightenment goes... like Leo, the degree of enlightenment of his compared to Eckart Tolle is much now different to each other because of Leo's way of jumping more deeply on this path like taking psychedelics, he has a video on his blog lately that he is more conscious of what reality, existence is and he is more enlightened than before, and the fact that he is not only meditating he is now practicing yoga oh man I don't know how deep he will go

Thanyou for that i really appreciate it

I am at day 0 hehe, but if you are starting man expect that this is hard but anyway we also don't have a choice we have to face this.. ? There is so much emotion here,,

You are in 174, and I'm in 40 days, man! It is so hard... even you are in174 I realized that even in that level ego will trick you in a very sneaky way to pull you from growth.. for me, in 40 days the ego backlash is 4times backward.. fuck!! 40 days have been just one step and it backslide again into 4 times backward.. I don't know anymore... I've planned to take psychedelics in after 40days of vacation and 40 days of no fap but I'm in this state... I need to get back to the momentum that I did.. MAN THIS JOURNEY IS HARD :(. It feels sad for me.. I'm doing my best.. but still I have no control .. I'm doing my best.. but still I have no control , i know I should be proactive in this, but I can't, even if I have plans to make just to stay on my path of nofap and continue the journey of consciousness and enlightenment and see the metaphysical aspects of reality ego, lust continues to backfire on me to you and to us.. I want to study, but all I'm doing is low consciousness stuff, I'm procrastinating my meditation and my yoga because of porn my sleeping time is only 1hr because of that I hope that I can meditate and yoga today..