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@Shane597 do you meditate or do yoga ? I would reccomend starting one of the 2, or both They are many good breathing techniques that goes along with meditation and yoga. I used to have verbal communitcation issues, but as simple as it gets, when I learned how to breath properly it did affect my whole life, including overall communication. I no longer say things that my monkey - mind will try to throw out there. What do you mean by awkward vibe ? Like you are shy ?

The most important thing when you start self-actualization is not what you can do for people around you, but what you can do for yourself. There is no such a thing as someone sucking up your energy with negativity, they just act as triggers and its your only job to reconize it and be aware of no outside perspective is a matter.

Love all uncondionatelly. I am new on the forum, but feels like I am home for once

Leo, you are very wise and I certainly admire you. I haven't read as many powerful books as you did, yet for the little part I know about you (about 2 years watching your videos), I can relate myself to you in some aspects Well, I so hope you are willing to answer my questions. 1. What is your best guess of the level of consciousness that most of your audience is right now ? 2. Your life purpose is to grow and share with the world your insights, right ? Or so I understood from your videos, please correct me if I am mistaken. Do you see yourself as a teacher? Did you ever consider making some sort of event for your viewers and audience to meet up with you and discuss topics (as this forum), but in a direct face talk? Or is that impractical ? 3. You always mention that its essential to cut it out people around us that has useless habits as we get serious with self actualization. At this point, do you have personal support from people on a similar level that you are now? 4. Did you ever have tears of joy when considering how many people's lives you have deeply touched as pointing them out how to create a profund life ? 5. That may be a long shot, but are you still into sage development ? If so, when you do realize you are a sage, did you ever consider opening a Gura Leo Sage School?

Hey guys, I am very experienced with psychedelics for spiritual and personal growth. Interesting fact is that just on my last high dose trip of psilocybin I got to a point where I said " I must start doing this alone". I realized that having a sitter does change the whole perspective of the trip. When I reached a point to go deeper and/or face the scariest fears, deep down I knew if something went strongly wrong it wouldnt take long to my sitter come and rescue me. I am still working on having a high dose alone. I admit I am scared to fully face my darkest fears. I have had nonduality experiences, many sober and some more with the help of medicines, and I know some part of the darkness has started to come out ... only I dont know how much more fear and darkness I will have to face to fully become the truth. As someone that has experienced a fear is pure illusion, I am somehow still struggling to dig deeper. I am still recognizing myself from the egoic self. Recently I did a small dose of psychedelics alone. I am now working on make my way to a higher dose... Would anyone here be interested on sharing point of views on the subject ? How experienced are guys with psychedelics? How/what point did you decide to do solo trips ? Outcomes after the first solo trip ?

2 great points agreed!

Yes, it would be a great topic indeed for Leo to talk about

Hi there, So there I was.. lying down with headphones listening to binaural beats, my body just started moving accordinly to the wave of the beat - starting at 285hz. Slowly I realized I wasn't feeling my body, but the energy only. After about 40 minutes I thought I was feeling pain on my arm but then when I looked to it my arm wasnt there, not at the same level where I was... it was just a strong heavy wave of energy. Eventually I came back and with difficulty I puy my arms safely down behind my ears. I started leaving again, and felt a strong heavy wave of energy on what would be my face and it was similar to what I had experiencied earlier, but more on my face. I stayed on this higher level for about 40 minutes. When I came down I started doing yoga to keep moving the energy I had just experiencied and any time I would stay a few seconds without moving and focusing on my breath I would feel way beyond my body. Seems like I was experiencing a very strong energy field, perhaps much more than what my body can handle. This happened around 12:30pm to 2:30pm. That night I simply coudnt sleep until 5am and kept having the feeling of leaving my body, and felt the energy still strongly moving trough me. When I woke up, I had pain all over my body like I was hit by a truck. Any thoughts? ------ Sorry for the doble post, at first I didnt see where to create a new topic!