Tako le poulpe

Thank you guys for all those things to think about. I'm going to keep processing them until I'm no longer constipated. I think I understand the greater picture, but as @Shin said, there is so many changes to take in consideration, it's going to take time.

Hey guys, I'm lost. I've been running and hiding form things my whole life and I just recently started to focus on self developement in general, especially leo's videos. I've probably seen like 30 of them, but this one I can't digest. I mean, it literally makes me question my will to keep trying to actualize. I'll admit this will isn't strong at all since i only started a week ago, but still. It scared the shit out of me. What do you mean there is better things in life than partying, or laughing at memes with your friends. Why, just because those thing I like to do are demanded by my basic chimpness, why does it makes them so bad? From what I understand from slef actualization, it's not about becoming an machine which doesn't need anything to be happy. and I can grasp that you can be simply happy, by working on your mind, on the present moment, but does this mean you need to let go of all your pleasures? I'm guessing I'm totally confused right now 'cus I don't get self awerness and all, but still, I was supposed to sleep. Now I can't. Help. Human beeings can't live without sleep. Btw this probably sounds confused. that's the whole point.