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@Raphael and @d0ornokey I call them Human Retards actually that's a bit offensive to retards and gives HR too much credit lol . Anyway I am currently scanning documents to get my place doing super cool 3D printing stuff for Mars Academy USA with Doctor Susan Jewell it's an unpaid volunteer internship yet, it's super fun and I really don't need the money right now just something to get me experience and I'll be around the technology I love. It's still not in the bag although it's looking pretty good right now. Anyways wish me luck and I'm pretty sure if I get this I'll be around the people I actually enjoy being around.

I remember this one from a while ago

@daniel695 Thanks @Leo Gura Yup just got to keep pounding that pavement. It's interesting the more I learn about you the more I find out similarities with myself. You were born in Russia but, I wasn't exactly born in Iran my parents come from there so we both have a culture gap between our parents most likely. When you were young you thought video games were awesome and so did I. You had money hoarding problems because of past experiences and for me it was because my mom and dad would always fight about money and my dad was cheap. You think your mom can be doing more with her life and so do it. I'm guessing you had a passion for aerospace but, you didn't like the nitty gritty of all of the complicated boring math that went into it and I am the same way I like science and technology yet I am not a fan of hard and complicated maths. So that kind of makes me wonder about other things. Like did you also have only one best friend when you were growing up and this one best friend was the one you could confide in? Did you also have a rocky relationship with your family because when you were younger and once you got older they didn't really get your or your interests and always thought that you were the shy boring one who didn't want to drink alcohol with them? Did your parents also divorce? I'm also wondering that you're independent what exactly is the relationship you have with your family? Like does your family get what you're doing or are they completely oblivious to it or not interested? Do you want to enlighten your own family? Can your mom still be annoying and overprotective lol. Does your brother get you and/or understand you? Does your mom call and still ask you if everything is alright and does it get annoying from time to time? Do you ever visit your extended relatives and is their that one relative who's extremely annoying Are my questions prying too deep Anyway don't mean to bother you but, ever since I was younger looking out that stupid balcony of that house I lived in Bel Air California with my grandparents and no way to get out I was always wondering when THAT DAY would come for me. That day where I could find my people, my hobbies, and my destiny and not have to deal with petty bullshit anymore. I'm inching closer and closer to that day sometimes I get so close I can almost taste it and then sometimes it seems as if it's just not coming. Well I know that the future is going to be so exciting and fun regardless. I just jump for joy when I meet other people I can relate too yet they are half way across the world and don't live in my city. The more I venture out the more people I meet who just get it. So ironic I don't feel this way with the people with the same DNA as me instead it's people who live half way across the world from time to time. I just gotta strike while the iron is hot and hopefully hit the jack pot then I can scour the Earth and create a Enlightened tribe fun awesome scientists who just want to treat the world as their own laboratory that they can experiment with anything including the intangible.

@Leo Gura I've been trying to do that easier said than done. I've applied to tons of jobs haven't heard back. Have heard back from some had some employers ghost out on me, lead me on, and/or flat out lie to me. I've even invested money into a course about making money on YouTube, I have a University and a Community College degree. I have a certificate from a trade school and I'm 2/3rds done with your life purpose course even. The latest thing I have going for me is a possible internship (unpaid) with this place from Mars Academy USA this one looks promising. I'm doing my best to impress the lady and so far so good. Time only knows how this will turn out but, I'm giving it my all.

Anyone had that family member who they finally stood up to?

The University system when they stereotype about anyone who doesn't believes in only quantifiable things.

Fry in the Robo mental hospital is like when they take healthy young people and put them in public schools.

You guys want to know something funny, I always thought the BGs were girls because of their high pitched voices.

Always knew something was up with the American education system.

Flying a private jet does not preclude one from being Yellow. I'm pretty yellow and I love Aviation. I'd have a private jet and a helicopter not for luxury but, just to marvel at what the world looks like at that height with no babies or people making noise in the background. That would be awesome to me. Not to mention I really enjoy gadgets so learning to fly would be awesome. In fact I'd create a Jelicopter a Jet and helicopter combination that can fly in the air and it would be so awesome that other aircraft could land on it as well and fly from it as well. Thinking about all this aviation stuff makes me all giddy and happy inside. Anyway just liked to share that insight I wouldn't have the Jet and Helicopter just to show it off for material purposes I'd have it for the awesome functions they can perform and the new perspective they could give me. In fact I wrote a blog post about it http://bakshandehariel.wixsite.com/website/single-post/2017/02/20/Me-and-Money

Seriously this has really been getting on my nerves. So I just finished a teachers assistant job and finished my 300 hours in CAD/CAM 3D printing I called a phone number and this guy had an orthodontic lab and he wanted me to help him with the 3D models and I was so ecstatic. I go to his office no resume, no application, no interview none of that. He just gets me familiar with the software. He tells me that I'm on call but, he'll mostly need me on Wednesdays and Saturdays. So I help him out with a few of his cases then I get a call from him on Monday telling me he needs me but, only for two hours. Unfortunately for me his business is like 45 minutes to an hour away so I call and tell him to please get back to me on a day he needs me more for two hours. Then I usually go to him on Wednesday he tells me maybe I should come on another day because he only has 2 hours of work on a Wednesday too. Then Saturday and next Wednesday roll around and I hear nothing from him. So I call other Dental labs in my area one of them responds to me and tell me to come in on a training day for Monday. Then when it's time for me to learn the designing the guy I'm supposed to be learning it from is too busy to teach me because he's working on rush cases for about 4 hours. Finally only an hour and a half of the day remains and he tells me to just play around with the technology and I have to probably come back for another training day. Then the owner of the lab tells me for sure he'll get back to me tomorrow with the answer. Tomorrow passes and he hasn't gotten back. On Wednesday I give him a call and the secretary says he's going to be in back to back meetings. Then it's Thursday don't hear anything back. Then Today finally rolls around and I call him and the secretary says where she can send me that check for the training day and they don't want me. I tell her that I didn't even get a chance to train but, the secretary says it's ok because they found someone else. OK when all is said and done this really isn't the first time and it was much worse when I was in my early twenties. I don't know if any of you here are employer or personal hire people but, since you're on this forum you're different. Some employers to me are sick in the head. They are narcissistic entitled jerks who care about no one else but, themselves. Not willing to give you a chance and not treating you with the dignity and respect you treat them with. You're just raw material to them a cog that isn't even worthy to be part of their machine. Every time I go through an event like this it brings back the traumas of how terrible and soul crushingly depressing job hunting is it's honestly sickening. Were people always so stage Orange that they weren't willing to give a new generation of workers a chance. I mean for crying out loud I know factory jobs aren't amazing but, you could live a relatively decent life with a high school diploma in the past. I have a bachelor's degree and 6 months of vocational training plus 300 hours of teacher's assisting and I am still treated not that well. What the hell is wrong with people and why do they treat job seekers and people who have been working for them for a while with such little dignity and respect. Seriously what's going on here?

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@Leo Gura Is this Yellow with hints of turquoise or just green?

https://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2011/10/12-ways-to-mess-up-your-kids/246806/ Some parents do everything on this list.

Right. Thanks for the clarification.

@Finax Well for a country that literally sounds like do buy I guess someone should've seen it coming.

I don't know if this qualifies but, it's a bit of a paradox.

"This sentence contradicts itself — no actually it doesn't, yes it does, no it doesn't, yes it does." —Some other guy who was arguing with Douglas Hofstadter

Here's what's kind of strange to me. Finding Actualized.org was purely through a friend that I would've never made if I didn't make a decision to apply for a $1000 program. If I never made that friend I'd have never known about the YouTube page, the website, and this community. So many people out there are really starving for something like this in their lives because they are so lost and so confused about the world and their place in it. I really wanted to know why Leo doesn't go public? Well maybe if he did the Fox Newss' and the CNNs' of the world wouldn't be ready for someone like him. Maybe he'd get death threats from people when he'd challenge their limiting beliefs and it'd put his life in danger. I really don't know but, this community is a hidden gem that a lot of people wont be able to find. I wonder if that should be changed or it should just remain in the shadows with the bulk of humanity not knowing about it. Probably the bulk of humanity isn't even ready for it?

From Orange to Green https://www.salon.com/2013/12/28/why_i_fled_libertarianism_and_became_a_liberal/