Revolutionary Think

The only time it got better was a few years after 2020 because of the virus. The economy and jobs opened up more and I got a job at the airport. I really enjoyed it. Don't have that job anymore would rather not get into it but, I've saved enough money to start a new life in another country if I feel like it.

I think my childhood was horrible despite not having to deal with poverty. It was the poverty of belonging that really hurt me growing up. Yet, I can't help but think that this is why I felt that @Leo Gura generalises a lot about the audience so it's funny when I feel like when he does the audience generalising and the audience scolding thing he's not talking to me. Of course it's not possible to address every individual viewer so I'm sure he's going for the LCD. It's amazing because when he was talking about rich people and their gala's and how they like wine I related to it so much because when I was young I saw it and I couldn't stand it. As a child I was very quiet and HATED small talk. I just wanted to be left alone to play my video games. I think the reason I enjoyed video games so much is because there was a reason to it. Like a task / level needed to be completed and you could to a lot of exploring. There was a mission and there was fun. Then I just thought real life wasn't as interesting and exciting because it just seemed so boring. Yet, my life was OK it wasn't amazing and it wasn't terrible. Then BAM my parents divorced leaving me in this state of shock and frustration. We lived in the city and I enjoyed seeing the city lights outside my window and I can remember being the happiest when I looked out the window at the city lights. My mom said ok so me and your dad aren't going to live together and you and me are living with grandma and grandpa. My heart sank to my stomach because grandma and grandpa's house was a place to visit not to live. They lived in Bel Air and Bel Air SUCKED! Yet, it was in a very rich area up in the hills with houses as far as the eye could see. No stores, no shops, no gyms, no nothing. You had to drive a couple blocks just for human connection that wasn't your immediate family. I couldn't stand it. Yet, most people I talked to told me I had no right to say anything because since I lived in an area that only rich people have access too I should just shut up and consider myself priveledged. That just made me feel worse. School was no better I felt bored, frustrated, and misunderstood. I started noticing things about myself. I hated loud parties, I never got the point of why people liked alcohol, and everytime people would talk about pop culture I felt like it was nails on a chalkboard. I was labeled in school as ADD ADHD Aspergers now what they call autism spectrum disorder etc. the world just saw me as something to be fixed never as a person to be understood and it stung a lot and I spent so much of my childhood brooding in anger and hate because of the lack of help and truly being seen. I honestly couldn't stand it when celebrities were interviewed for their opinions. I got so mad that the world paid attention to such trivial shit instead of talking about how to improve the human condition and what being here all means (so obviously that's what attracted me to Leo's content). It all culminated in 8th grade when we had something called community circle. We'd pass this stuffed bear around and whoever got the bear it was their turn to speak. I got the stuffed bear and just went off on the school. I said it was oppressive, boring, not inspiring, and why do we have teachers who hate what they do and announce how much they hate it to the entire class. I said a lot of things and by the end of it most students were clapping for me. I let that go to my head later in my life by chasing validation from others until I finally stopped. Although I could always feel something as a kid something wasn't right why does our culture worship narcissists and celebrities instead of honoring people like inventors, scientists, philosophers etc. (well growing up in a place like LA it was even worse). Then when graduating college around the 08 recession and having tons of trouble even getting a basic retail job I just hated society with a burning passion. Like everything I was told as a kid about getting good grades which I did get mostly As and Bs was just one big fat lie. I enrolled in this course called JumpCut Academy (later I kinda realized it was a scam) to make it big on YouTube. I met this young guy named Jeet funny enough who had a YouTube channel called SimplyJeet I told him how I think there are these big societal problems in the schooling system and the job market in general that the news media doesn't talk about and how disgusting it is that the most narcissistic people in the world are getting all the attention while people like me who have a real genuine message get neglected and overlooked. That's when he mentions your (Leo Gura's) channel on YouTube and that's how I ended up here and I haven't spoken to Jeet in over 5 years we just grew apart (this is before all of Leo's awakenings etc.) All I can remember after my parents divorce and the way my mind worked for always questioning things is being profoundly disappointed in life and always questioning why things were the way they were and why people who weren't narcissists and attention whores got all the attention while people who just wanted to help and/or discorver things about reality were ignored and not given a crap about by the mainstream. Going back to the title of this post that's why I wonder. I wonder if the crap didn't hit the fan in my life if I would've discovered this place or been a conformist. I guess even if things didn't go as bad as they did my tendancy even before my parents divorce to hate pop culture, not enjoy school, and dislike loud music and big parties would've lead me here anyway?

I almost forgot when Leo talked about being creative I remember that at a young age I created an entire world to myself. Well anyway. I created this critique of modern society: I also created this idea of a city I'd love to live in if I could create it myself:

@Leo Gura OK fine. Palestinians are not entitled to land just because Israelis have a bunch of it. That's not how things work.

You might find this crazy but, neither do I. If Jews had a ton of countries and owned almost all of the middle east and they wanted a tiny strip of land near the mediterrean sea I wouldn't think that would be a good thing. If Jews raised their children to want to murder Arabs and Muslims and explicitly put that in their media I would be against them. If Jews owned almost 90% of the middle east and then wanted a tiny piece of it I wouldn't be on their side. If Jews voted in an organization that explicitly went after women and children killed raped tortured them and then held them hostage I'd be against it as well. If the religions were reversed and it were the Muslims with a tiny piece of land that they could call their home and the Jews didn't even want that then I wouldn't be for that. I don't automatically support Israel because I am Jewish. I just see how much land is afforded to the Arabs and Muslims how they treat it and what they do with it. Then Israel has this tiny Jewish state that's nothing compared to all the land in North Africa and the rest of the middle east and somehow that's considered too much. Context is also important here. I don't live in Israel I live in the United States born to Iranian parents. I wonder why so far you've said nothing against the Iranian regime and the way they treat their own people. Like during the women life freedom movement I wonder if anything about what was going on over there was even talked about. Yet, somehow when Israel is involved they're always the bad guy.

@Ramasta9 interesting. So deep web stuff you'll have to just put in the website not have to google anything. Or is it more than that?

Look in a mirror lately?

Maybe they shouldn't start fights? Maybe they shouldn't rape torture and kill civilians while screaming Allahu Akbar? Maybe when Israel gave them the rest of Gaza in 2007 they should've done something in good faith instead of teaching their children that murder and killing are the only way and use the money and resources into bettering things instead of creating tunnels?

I wonder if any anti-Israel people are going to speak out against this. Arab on Arab / Muslim on Muslim violence "yawn". Israel defending itself when attacked "OMG GENOCIDE!"

On that I can agree

I just told you it happened in 2005 and the results of it. Way to ignore all I said and look at everything from your bias point of view. If you're not even acknowledging that history and reality there's really no point in continuing this conversation.

Yet when they forcibly removed Israeli's from Gush Katif and gave it to the Gazans that's when Hamas took over and ever since then all they've been getting is rockets, suicide bombers, and more people coming in to murder them. So let's say Israel withdraws all it's settlements from the West Bank another terrorist group gets voted in and the Palestinians want to finish the job they started by totally wanting to wipe out Jews from the entire area. Will that make you happy then? Is Israel finally the good guy after that? The removal of Gush Katif Israeli military actually came in to remove Israelis from the area. The thanks that they got were more bombs rockets murder and killing.

The Jewish communities in Hebron existed centuries before any mention of Israel or colonization even before World War 2 and they were slaughtered.

Every example? So the Zionists were colonizing Egypt Iraq Libya and Syria. You don't do any research and you don't even read the entire thing. Just a knee jerk "I hate Zionists" reaction.

Maybe he thinks all the examples I mentioned are a "zionist plot" to kills themselves for sympathy when zionists zionism and the state of Israel didn't exist just so they could "elect Netanyahu" and "commit genocide" later... Seriosly makes no sense to me...

Exactly it's how I feel about you now and how disappointed I am. Well the good news is that when you stopped making content I became less reliant on you and your views about the world and all that other stuff and I'm way more independant in my thoughts and my actions so thanks for that. I take the good parts and leave out the ones that don't serve me. I'm doing pretty well now.

All the countless examples of Arabs Muslims etc. slaughtering and killing Jews even before a state of Israel existed in so called Palestine and throughout the Arab world in general but, go ahead and talk about how neutral you are... Massacres and pogroms in Mandatory Palestine 1920 Nebi Musa riots: In April 1920, Arabs attacked Jews in Jerusalem during the Muslim festival of Nebi Musa. The riot, which was incited by nationalist leaders, led to the deaths of 5 Jews and injured over 200. 1921 Jaffa riots: From May 1–7, 1921, riots in Jaffa spread to nearby Jewish agricultural settlements. Attacks by Arabs resulted in the deaths of 47 Jews, including the acclaimed writer Yosef Haim Brenner. Most of the Arab casualties were caused by British forces intervening to restore order. 1929 Palestine riots: Incited by false rumors that Jews were planning to take control of the Western Wall and destroy the Al-Aqsa Mosque, Arabs attacked Jewish communities across Palestine in August 1929. Hebron massacre: The most brutal attack occurred in Hebron, a city with a centuries-old Jewish community. An Arab mob murdered 67 Jews, with many of the victims raped, tortured, or mutilated. Safed massacre: In Safed, another ancient Jewish community, Arabs murdered 18 to 20 Jews and wounded dozens more. 1936–1939 Arab Revolt: This three-year uprising was primarily directed against the British, but also featured significant violence against Jewish civilians. It included riots, killings, and massacres. 1938 Tiberias massacre: In October 1938, Arab rioters killed 19 Jews, including 11 children, in the city of Tiberias. 1947–1948 Civil War: After the UN voted to partition Palestine in November 1947, a civil war broke out. Attacks by Arab militias and volunteers included: November 30, 1947: The civil war is often cited as beginning with an ambush on a Jewish bus near Lod, which killed seven Jewish passengers. December 30, 1947, Haifa Oil Refinery massacre: An Irgun bombing that killed six Arabs triggered a revenge attack by an Arab mob that killed 39 Jews. April 13, 1948, Hadassah medical convoy massacre: Arab forces ambushed a convoy of mostly unarmed Jewish doctors and patients in Jerusalem, killing 79 Jews. May 13, 1948, Kfar Etzion massacre: The day before Israel's declaration of independence, Arab forces killed 129 Jewish villagers and defenders after they had surrendered. Massacres outside of Palestine 1941 Farhud pogrom: In June 1941, pro-Nazi Iraqi nationalists launched a violent pogrom against the Jewish community in Baghdad. The attack, whose name means "violent dispossession," resulted in the deaths of approximately 180 Jews, with hundreds more injured. Thousands of Jewish homes and businesses were looted. 1945 attacks in Egypt: Violent anti-Jewish demonstrations in Cairo and other Egyptian cities led to the deaths of at least 10 Jews and injury to many more. Jewish property was looted and destroyed. 1945 attacks in Libya: Anti-Jewish riots in Tripoli and other Libyan cities killed an estimated 130 Jews and injured hundreds. 1947 Aleppo pogrom: In the Syrian city of Aleppo, rioters attacked the Jewish community, burning schools and synagogues and desecrating Torah scrolls. Dozens of Jews were killed or wounded, and hundreds were left homeless. Seriously Leo Absolutely PATHETIC!

He's a bit of a schmuck when it comes to this

WOW you lost the plot entirely

1. The Bill of Wrongs for Hamas & Their Fans Amendment I: The right of terrorists to slaughter innocents shall be excused as “freedom fighting” by those who never read a book. Amendment II: The right of clueless students to chant “From the River to the Sea” without knowing which river or sea shall not be infringed. Amendment III: No civilian shall be safe in their home if it offends our brainless sense of “justice through chaos.” Amendment IV: The people have the right to remain ignorant, and to reject any video or evidence that hurts their dopamine. Amendment V: Anyone who calls out terror shall be labeled “colonizer” by people who can’t find Israel on a map. Signed, The Global Union of Hashtag Warriors and Professional Moral Failures™

Leo Gura doesn't plan on having children and neither do I.