5thPablo

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  1. Hey guys, I would like to introduce myself and my girlfriend to tantric sex. Can you please recommend us some good documentaries or youtube vids we could watch? Thanks
  2. @Shin serious @luckieluuke thank you
  3. How can “””””I”””” ever “normally” function with this knowledge? How can “”””I””””” ever have a family? I always get this feeling of “nothing fucking matters and the only right thing to do is go hide in a cave” when I read something like this and it touches “”””me”””””. “”””I”””” feel fear.
  4. @UDT Thank you for your help. I agree with everything you said. I've made the decision to stay with her. I'm looking forward to what our future brings. ❤️
  5. Hey @Shin and @ajasatya . First of all, thank you for your replies and care. I believe that after studying and applying the stuff I learn from Leo and some of the books I've read in the past couple of years (My self-growth journey started about 2-3 years ago), I've gotten to a point where I'm able to recognize the "pattern of looking for external things for happiness" as @ajasatya mentioned. And even though right now I might say that's not the case, I will still put some thought into it. I also believe that I do have a good amount of self-love even though it's definitely not 100% yet but I'm trying to achieve that (Isn't 100% self-love enlightenment anyway? Or can you have an ego which loves itself unconditionally? I guess it depends on your own definition of "100% self-love"). One thing I can say for sure is that I have a lack of experience in this and that's one of the causes of my "unsureness" of what to do. I want to ask this: I still care for her and her well-being. She really loves me as a person. I've never been in such a long relationship so I can't recognize if this really just is the end of the "honeymoon" phase or there just isn't any more affection on my side. What do you think?
  6. @CuteCornDog Can I ask why?
  7. @YaNanNallari You brought up some good points. Thank you.
  8. @Shadowraix Thank you. Yes I definitely will contemplate it. Even though I've thought about it a lot I really need to sit down, journal, ask these questions and be 100% honest with myself. Thank you for the advice.
  9. @bejapuskas Thank you for the tip. I will watch it today. ❤️
  10. A little background I am 18 and my girlfriend is 17. We've been together for almost 11 months now. It's the first time we're both in a serious relationship. She was my first for everything and I was the same for her. The relationship has always been good. She is really kind, smart and smoking hot. The sex is amazing. She is also open to all my self-development ideas which is awesome. I see in her the desire to grow and make our relationship even better. We've both grown a lot from this relationship and I'm really thankful for her. There is some major differences between us like me being a plant-based vegan and a health freak and her not really caring what she eats. She also doesn't care about spirituality and any of that stuff. But even with these differences between us I recognize the amazing woman she is. I could be with her for the rest of my life... The problem Now even though I say and recognize that she is fucking awesome and lovely, there is no feeling attached to that statement. It's like my brain wants her but my heart doesn't. I try to push myself to feel what I've felt this whole time but I just can't anymore. Some of you might say this is a normal stage in a relationship where people lose the initial excitement. But that is not what I'm talking about here. Or at least I don't think it is... What should I do? Thanks in advance. 🙂 p.s. I love you Leo. Thank you for everything.
  11. @Truth Addict @Malelekakis Thank you very much guys!
  12. I want to introduce my girlfriend to the Truth. How should I do it? What should I say without her thinking I'm completely crazy? Mind you she has never heard about these enlightenment concepts we talk about on here. She knows about my self improvement habits and such but she doesn't know about the enlightenment part. She's pretty open minded so that's good. I would love to hear your own experiences with this. Thank you very much
  13. Just ask yourself why do you want it. Do you want a healthy and muscular body so you can show off? So you get compliments? So you feel more alpha? If that's the case then yes it is an egoic desire.