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my mind doesn`t know yet if that is stable or not but I am pretty sure. Since a few days I don`t care any longer whats Happening on the so called outside because I know that this is also me but just a mere reflection. I feel bliss and happiness no matter what appears as an experience and there is no negative emotion. enlightenment or Realisation is just one of These experiences that pass through me. I don`t care about those as well as Long as I am so blissful and excited. Forget about enlightenment ;-)

guys this Bentinho Massaro completely blew me away. It is just incredible incredible incredible. I experience blissfulness and excitement the whole time even while having the most severe Business setback that threathens all my belongings including my families house with debt Claims of 0.6 mio. Euros. Ist a culmination of a 2 years struggle and suffering. And I am just laughing inside not because I am going crazy but because I recognized me as having created that mess which is reflected to me. And it will be fun to Change it again with my consciousness directing things in the right way. Am I realized now? I hope so. I never never never want to loose that state again and I think I won`t.

@Shin that is when you become Aware of your true nature. Everything happens within Awareness. Nothing was ever experienced out of Awareness. So awareness and what appears in it is tied together. There is a painter and a painting which exactly reflects what the painter intended. So we could identify with one Little aspect of the painting (be it dark or shiny) or with the creative force behind which includes the painter, his Colors, his canvas and his intelligence = god = nothingness

you ARE the creator and you choose what is created as a consequence or reflection of your awareness and beingness. And that is what shines back to you as an illusionary "reality". Experience does not have inherited meanings, emotions etc. So you can experience your beingness the way you want it and that is what gets reflected back to you.

free will is being able to have Options to respond and chosing one of them as a consequence. do you have Options when you are not consciously chosing but compulsively or according to your "likes" and "dislikes"? are you really at the receiving end in this creation and have therefore no free will? Or are you as well the creator in fact at the giving side? Isn`t it that the receiving end version (victim side) is the Illusion and the giving side is what your truely are? (creator, god, nothingness whatever) check this out:

there is no Dogma to fill in. Wheter you see (as consciousness) one illlusionary universe or infinite illusionary universes whats the big difference? in which scheme does infinity fit better? Into infinte possibilities through which your awareness zips due to its state of awareness and the following reflections of your creative awareness or into one world that offers limited possibilities which makes you more or less a victim?

@Neo you want to live or you want to die? Does you don`t exist mean you shall sit in a cave? Let`s learn some amazing Things but put it in the right perspective. I see no contradiction at all.

http://www.bentinhomassaro.com/read/knowing-that-youre-full-of-shit-will-set-you-free "you don't know anything and you're always full of shit." thats so true

thats an interesting Video, this guy nails reality very good.

trigger is just a methaphor as Enlightenment is definitely some Kind of shift (at least from the view of the individual) which has to have a cause even if that cause is not real or absolute. Otherwise it would not make any sense to even ask all These questions as a seeker. The cause can of Course be a very simple Realisation. Maybe the simplest one that is thinkable.

@DJ I think the crucial Point is that when the stage is prepared according to what you are able to do, you shall not stay there and wait for something to happen with you. You must disappear and be the unknowing audience that does not have any expectations at all. thats probably the most difficult Thing to realize because the ego/mind may think ok i am the audience "let`s get ready to rumble". and of Course nothing happens just maybe some hallucination. Still on the stage or in the directors seat? Forget it. so probably it is the best to also Forget about enlightenment and just do the best to align oneself with existence by being less identified. the less you are identified with anything, the more Aware you are in fact. And that is probably all we can do. Being Aware, forgetting about so called Knowledge (which is based on identification and disection of Things) and not identifying. Maybe a flower will blossom, maybe not. Being more Aware, suffering less and being more joyful is worthwile even without Enlightenment.

Yes. But a blissful life without suffering makes definitely sense while we are still here. How to get there is the so called spiritual process which (if done properly) sheds wrong identifications from you. The successful conscious identification with Everything that is brings you into that state where you are able to choose your Feelings and where is no Need to suffer. I a way you are anticipating the death of the Body/mind/ego as a seperate unit by doing that. Can you as a human being exist without the support of your body? No. Without the Support of a the earth or a similar planet? No. Without the solar System? no. So why not seeing all of it as your larger Body. Can this whole stuff exist without the Support of the whole universe? no. So why not seeing the universe as your larger Body? And can the universe exist without the no-thingness that contains it? No. So why not seeing the no-thingness or all-that-is as your larger or infinite Body? So recognizing that or being Aware of that while still alive is a wonderful Thing to experience life in the deepest possible way. Why getting up, eating, shitting, working, eating sleeping, reproducing and falling dead one day? Whats the Point of it? You want to be touched or overwhelmed by life, that brings joy and bliss. So lets go there and get the most touching and overwhelming Feelings out of it.

@Soulbass Who is the You that claims to have created or not created everything? If you created everything you must be like a director who directs each particle of the cosmic Dance of life. Are you a director? Are you an actor? Is there a director and seperate things to be directed (because These things don`t know their role without director)? And as there is nothing to be directed there is also no Need for an actor. The act Plays anyway. so everything is simply an act that is being played, making you and every single experience you have also simply into an act that you are Aware of. who Acts if there is no real actor? You as your own self created illusionary Body/mind pretends to do it as the rest of the universe pretends to be the stage and everyone else pretends to be supernumerary. You as this self created unit can choose if your life acts out as a Comedy, a tragedy, a romantic movie, a Drama, a Horror movie or an enlightened movie. So choose your movie consciously and not let compulsive reactions to Things around you make you believe you are Held within a certain Kind of movie which is not of your liking... But in fact you are the consciousness part that is Aware of the movie. If your Little toe is hurting the perception of it is an act, if you have a thought or if you perceive something in the "outside world" that is also an act, there is no real difference of inside and outside (your physical boundaries). If you perceive actualized.org, that is an act too. And yes you created the act or experience of getting in touch with actualized.org. Did you create it? The consciousness that is the true essence of yourself created it through looking through the lens of Leo who by himself Acts within his limitations. So regarding you, Actualized.org is only there for you and your act. So are you also responsible for it? Yes you are, you are able to respond to it even if that takes place just in your mind. That is true for the whole universe. Yes you created it and yes you are responsible. (that is valid as Long as the "you" is not misunderstood as a seperate Entity) does that make sense?

That is also what I think. As soon as we give back our Body to the earth our consciousness will recognize what it is all about and what we could not see from the limited perspective of a humand mind. You can see everything as bullshit (like everything is just growing uncontrolled like weeds without any sense or intention) or everything as holy with a sense. There is no good Things and bad Things, even shit is meaningful (and it is indeed as a dung/fertilizer for new life) As I become more and more Aware, I am sensing that all is interconnected and that is also confirmed by enlightenment experiences, that you are in fact not your Body but everything which is just the same Thing as nothing (if you don`t narrow everything down to solid Things). so I see life simply as a reflection of the state of awareness that you have. You can strongly identify just with your Body and just look for best possible survival and reproduction of this one only. That will produce a lot of suffering along the way. On the other side of the spectrum lies identification with everything that is and considering everything you notice as yourself with the ability to consciously respond to it (responsibility). For me that is more than a concept because suffering and emotions push us to the side that simply feels better. When our happiness is no issue, then you can live fully right?