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@Leo Gura I got the exact same thoughts my whole life. why don't people question existence?

Hey Guys, @Dodoster convinced me to do a trip report about my first psychedelic experince with AL-LAD. My background: Male, 18 years old live in Germany and I meditate/do enlightenment work for about half a year. So 2 days ago I took about 120ug AL-LAD as blotter. After 1 hour I could feel the first signs of the psychedelic and after 2 hours I was fully tripping. While tripping I was very creative, I had a lot of ideas how to change/improve my life. This substance also removed all social conditions that stuck in my head. Just the thought that I sit with my family together to eat dinner, was such a crazy idea. "Why have 3 meals a day?? What crazy species humas are...." and hundreds of other such thoughts passed through my mind. Of course there were also the classical nice coulours that I saw on the walls and the distorted vision objects had. But now to the best feeling I ever had in my entire life: MULTIPLE FULL BODY ORGASMS while listening to this music: Especially the part at 1:20!! Mannnnnn.... while listening to this music I had like 5 orgasms or more.... unbelievable. What does a Full Body Orgasm feel like? It's like a sexual orgasm, but not only in the sexual area, but the whole body. It's just like your body explodes.Indescribable how good it felt. I didn't even know that it is humanly possible to feel such pleasure. While I had these "orgasms" it was like I released all the tension that was build up in my body, because of all that fucking struggle with meditation, self-inquiry I had from the last half year. All of these "you should do that", "you shouldn't have done that" that my mind was spinning all the time were just thrown out of my body. Now 2 days after the trip, I notice extreme calmness not only in my mind, but in my whole body. It all works so smoothly and everything is so still(similar to Leo after the trip). What I also noticed is that I am hyper aware, like I reached a new "level" of mindfulness. I had a lot of more insights/experinces, but I think the post is big enough. The important thing is to do the work and get the experience yourself. It doesn't help just to read all the posts, discussions and videos. SO DO THE WORK Guys!! In 2 weeks I will do the next trip, probably 200-300ug. Have a nice day, Big_D

I tripped "alone", I was at home with my brother, but he didn't knew I took it. When my brother was around, I could concentrate just enough that he didn't notice that I tripped. lol Nope, was first my psychedelic experince.

Something important ( at least for me) that I noticed over the days after the trip: For a few years my left eylid was sometimes lower than my right one, when I got tired/had less sleep or had stress in school/work. So my eyes looked "not equal". The last 4 days I had not more than 6 hours sleep a night and my eyelids look still perfectly equal, even right before bed when I am tired af. It's like the trip healed that annoying thing. Probably because of the release of the tension that was build up in my body.

@mp22 Google is your friend

Yeah you're right guys, I think I won't go over 200ug. Probably even less, then trying to build it up over the months. Btw. would meditation/self-inquiry be more effective while tripping?

Solving your porn addiction won't solve the real problem. Why are you addicted to porn? Running away from reality and from suffering? Does porn give you something that you don't get otherwise(for example sleeping with a hot woman)? Contemplate about that! Also, 20 minute meditation is in my opnion not enough. You should go at least 60 minutes a day,if you have time for that. The results of meditation will kick in about 6 months, then it will be pretty easy to quit porn.

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Don't worry about too much meditation, worry about not meditating at all. In my opinion are 20 minutes not enough to see good/fast results. Try to increase the time to at least 1 hour a day, if it's possible for you. And watch all of Leo's meditation videos, he explains the most important stuff.

Wow, it's noticeable faster. Thanks!

Hi Guys, as you can read in the title, I am loosing the desire for Truth. Few months ago when I started my "journey to Truth" ( meditating, self-inquiry, questioning reality...), I had a fucking burning desire to know the Truth at all cost. But as my awareness rises, I get more and more concious of all the illusions the Ego creates ... of course I am like 100% happier than I was before doing conciousness work and "negative stuff" like anger, frustation, suffering are just melting away. But I also see more and more, that a big part of my motivation was created by the Ego, for example to get out of suffering or being "special". Now I do meditation not because of truth, but because it feels good and I am lacking the motivation to do slef-inquiry. Don't understand me wrong, my life goal is still to find the Truth, the desire for truth is still there. But at the moment I am lacking this really extreme burning drive in me, so I am doing the work only half-hearted and not as serious enough as I used to do it. How can I get back this burning desire? Is this somekind of "phase"? Maybe some of you guys can relate to what I mean, I am gratefull for any advice.

Of course, would be too easy otherwise, wouldn't it?

Words like this, is like a kick in the ass for me to do the work: I think it's time for some psychedelics. Just to see what you are speaking about there, Leo

One-pointed concentration? Monkey-mind says NOPE! Seems I have to do the exercises first Btw I really appreciate that you take your time to answer our question, giving us tips/exercises and all this stuff. What would we do without you? Probably sitting on couch and eating a bucket of ice cream lol

So can we do this "exercises" instead of self-inquiry?

Hi Guys, I started to read the book "Mastering the core teachings of the buddha" and he stresses the importance of concentration. I've got daily meditation habit for 3 months now. I meditate for 1 hour SDS + Do Nothing and I think to integrate the concentration meditation in my daily meditation habit. But I don't really know how to start with it and how to do it effectively. How long should i do it? Is 10 minutes strong focusing enough? Or do I need to do at least 30 minutes or more to see results? Does it matter on what object I focus? Just wanna hear some advice from you guys!

20 years old and such a progress...imagine what your life will look like in 5, 10, 20 years... mind blowing. Btw what is your experience with holo-sync in general, is it really like it is stated the link you gave us? ("meditate deeper than a zen-master") How is your meditation when you don't use holo-sync and just meditate in silence?

That should be a more obvious one ;D I can tell you from my own experience that it is real. But as Leo said, Enlightenment/Concioussness work should be your primary goal. The "paranormal stuff" are only a side-effect.

@Reality Because a lighter makes the cards lighter. Of course!

lol I just imagine what would happen if everyone will share this on social media! Who would be open enough to take this for real, if someone never heard before of enlightenment?

Just watch his newer videos, he filmed it with Gopro and from different angles, also better quality.

hi, finally someone posts this yes 100% real. I am even signed up on his "university" evolved ministry and Michael Grubb is taking it very very serious. He also knows a lot about buddhist teachings and is also into mathematics/physics. Psychokinesis is, as Michael Grubb says, all based on unconditional love( aka "raising concioussness" as Leo says). I practiced aerokinesis for around 4 months and there were some results, but 3 months ago I decided to stop practicing it, because I felt that I need to know what real love (enlightenment) is, before I continoue to practice. Also this psychokinesis stuff was hitting me hard, because my whole view on world, society and about me changed drastically. Pretty cool stuff that is out there, isn't it!

@Evilwave Heddy Thanks for the advice! I think I will stay at the job for a few more weeks/months, just to see how I can align my job with the search for truth. If I see that it is not possible to do both at the same time, I will quit the job. I live in a wealthy family, so money won't be a problem. PS: I don't call you crazy Flat or round earth doesn't bother me, because it doesn't matter. But humanity/culture is a founded on a big amount of lies... so it wouldn't surprise me if one day we`ll find out that we live on flat earth... or matrix .. or whatever.

@Evilwave Heddy Got a similar "problem" like you. I definitly know that my life purpose is finding the TRUTH! I feel that extreme urge inside me to find the TRUTH and the more I do conciousness/enlightenment work, this urge gets stronger and stronger.I am 18 and for 3 months I got a job. It's definitly not a bad job, but it also doesn't fulfill me. The only thing I actually care about in my life is truth and love... In 80 years I will be dead... so I know that my time is limited and I shouldn't waste 40 hours a week working just to get some money at the end of the month. ( imagine to meditate 40 hours a week instead of working) The question is: Is it wise to change my life now? Am I mature enough to decide that at my age? I mean it would be an huge turning point in my life..

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