Hugo Oliveira

Yes, it can fuck your self-esteem. It is the same with pick-up workshops. Approaching is just one aspect of the whole thing. You have to be strategic in understanding what is necessary for you in each phase of the journey. Eventually, you may end up trying cold approach and dealing with the ups and downs of it. But trying to force your way by just approaching more and more is foolish. Take a break and have a deeper look at what is going on.

Ten years ago, I had a terrible experience with psychedelics. I was with a friend who has many religious traumas because of his mother, who dealt with witchcraft and religions linked to entities, etc. During the experience, my friend experienced a possession. He screamed and thrashed around (almost destroyed my car). I'm not religious, but at that moment, I was able to exorcise him in the name of Jesus. After that experience, my life became quite challenging. I began to suffer from depression and other problems. In the days following the experience, I really considered and feared this idea of demons and entities. I thought that perhaps I might have absorbed something negative due to the openness provided by psychedelics and the type of energy present in the setting. Today, I am more connected with medicine, psychiatry, health in general, and nonduality to deal with the suffering that still occurs. However, at times, I still become curious about the possibility of dealing with an entity or demon. In some subsequent psychedelic experiences, I quickly perceived something very negative hidden in my energy field. I'm not sure of anything and would even like to dismiss this possibility. However, I prefer to be speculative and open-minded in my healing process. I appreciate everyone who can contribute information. This is a very sensitive topic for me, so please, if you don't have enough maturity and competence to comment on it, avoid posting. This is a friendly and honest request.

Recently, I was presented with a job opportunity that, while promising significant financial gain, raised ethical concerns for me. Despite the allure of making good money, something inside me strongly opposed the idea. It felt as though accepting the offer would compromise my integrity – almost like bargaining away a piece of my soul. Reflecting further on this inner conflict, I realize a similar discomfort surfaces when I contemplate aspects of pickup and sexuality. It's as if the pursuit of gratification through manipulation or self-serving actions contradicts a deeper sense of alignment. I once believed that these "dirty" desires were inherent aspects of my humanity. I thought it possible to indulge them partially and responsibly, guided by the idea of "burning through karma." Now, however, I find myself unsure where to draw the line. I feel unable to fully let go of these desires yet struggle to satisfy them because of this intuitive feeling of evil. It seems like navigating some of my needs requires some form of subtle manipulation of reality, which troubles me deeply. Does anyone else experience this internal struggle or have insights to share?

That's not the case. Yes, there are risks. But I think it may increase when you are a "gringo" or a person who is totally new to some specific region. It makes you more vulnerable. I lived my whole life safely in Brazil and felt threatened on some occasions during trips to Europe and the USA.

I mean, 20. 5 per week

Yes, Cerebrolysin requires administration via injection. My prescribed protocol is 5 intramuscular injections (2mg each) during 4 weeks, 2 day intervals between weeks.

I was able to order for delivery to Brazil through a company that intermediates the purchase of medications. I believe it should be much easier in Europe and the USA. Unfortunately, I don't have specific sources to recommend, but I think a brief online search should be sufficient.

I'm sorry for misspelling Yoga*

Hey guys, Would love to know if someone could suggest a Kundalini yoga practice to increase energy and motivation. I know this subject can go very deep and it is not like a quick fix, but recently I started to get interested in some daily practice to support me in recovering mainly from depression. Is that possible?

I can relate. I don't buy into the idea that "sex does not make you happy". Of course it can do. It is a fulfillment of a desire. The point is that you probably are confusing sex with connection. Connection with yourself, with good feelings, and with your partner(s). Constantly chasing sex without feeling good about yourself and the whole situation is a trap. It can not only be frustrating but also damaging. Nobody talks about this in the Pickup community, instead, they suggest you chase more and more as if more experience would make you invincible. Take a break if necessary and contemplate the magical chemistry that arises when you see a beautiful woman. Make clear to yourself what is loving and what is hunting.

If you are thinking in terms of brain functioning, research about Cerebrolysin and what it can do.

I'm not sure about the map itself or what model you are considering, but I believe in these different "frequencies" and their power to affect yourself and reality. Yes, it works amazingly for relationships. I've done significant "shifts" in the past through psychedelics and other methods such as fasting and yoga. Today, I'm still open to investigating other methods. Changing significantly my "energy level" without drugs was very hard work in my experience. But it is a fascinating thing to discover. Reality may change in ways that can surprise you.

I think it is a great topic.

What village?

You can check out these guys: https://www.youtube.com/@doctorlegrand https://www.youtube.com/@LeoandLongevity https://www.youtube.com/@CortexLabsChannel

I'm open and curious. I had one amazing spiritual experience using fasting. I tried to replicate that but doesn't worked so well.

@StarStruck What are your previous experiences with that?

I had an intense spiritual experience with fasting.

I have no idea how to start progressing on it. I'm so deeply hooked on addictions like smoking and many times I can't even get out of bed. I feel no motivation at all.

I'm exhausted, I've lost the will to live. Even when I'm not depressed, I can't connect with my dreams, desires, and ambitions; everything seems to be part of the same unpleasant reality. I lead a very active life, but I feel that even activities that should be enjoyable are boring and require too much effort. I'm exhausted from trying psychiatric medications. I have experienced high levels of consciousness and energy before, but I've lost them. I'm using a lot of coffee and cigarettes compulsively just to get through my days. I don't know where to find the strength to overcome this. Psychedelics are not a valid option for me at the moment. I'm too debilitated. Does anyone recommend any spiritual practice?

After a challenging psychedelic experience, I found myself grappling with a profound sense of emptiness in existence—a deep void of meaning and connection. Initially, I believed it would fade, and indeed, there were moments of relief. However, a decade later, this emptiness looms even more intensely. I am now grappling with fear and occasional despair. Is there a path to rediscover and reclaim my sense of self and purpose?

Message me about your video projects. I'm a motion designer working alone and having lots of distractions too. Let me know if you need a partner.

Holotropic requires Holotropic facilitators and the whole Holotropic setting. If you want something deeper than WH and easier than Holotropic I recommend Soma breath. You can access the daily dose on Spotify or look for guided sessions online for free. Try to understand the methods and breathwork protocols that work best for you.

It is OK to have fun, but I don't see clarity and maturity in this conversation. And Leo's consciousness must now be a very high number inside the infinity so he can brag about that here. Leo's content is fantastic, but he is still about to create something that justifies him feeling able to judge things like he is doing now. Of course, the whole galaxy is just bacteria when you're high. But so what? I don't understand how can you diminish yoga, Advaita, and Buddhism without providing anything that competes with the purpose of those things. Is it coming? Because if it is not, you are the one who could be more careful about misleading.

I'm having ups and downs with depression in the last 10 years. Tried almost everything. Few results. I have no energy or willpower to do retreats (which I believe can be helpful). I don't feel stable enough to face a psychedelic trip. I believe that the key is in inner exploration. Getting insight and releasing trauma. I already tried tons of holotropic breathwork, fasting, retreats and I had a "bad trip" microdosing lsd.