AlwaysBeNice

P.O.D so fucking good

You don't have to hope, just be happy. The outside world is just a picture, including the people in it, a neutral illusion. The fear you feel is just a creation from the indoctrinated traumatized mind from the silly world, now you can take response-ability to know yourself again and get over the pain and become true and peaceful again.

There was a reason I asked you how much you meditated when you said you wanted to try 5-MeO, and you didn't answer. I asked because the typical average mind has a lot of shit in it it's denying unconsciously, if you had a consistent practice you would have had a clue about that. But no need to worry, you are always safe and part of a perfect process and you can actually be very happy it's getting to surface now so strongly so you can get it out. So start meditating a good amount, be honest with pain, open up, cry, and return to stillness and repeat. You'll be great.

Ah that was really nice

Afaik the experience of Samadhi is absolute awareness, not no awareness. There is no person there as an artificial construct, but you are very much present. Also there have been many reports of yogi's being aware of their deep sleep. Also, Martin Ball speaks how some people completely do not remember their 5-MeO breakthrough, I belief he indicated that it was because it was too much of a shift, whereas other remember it very well, it seems to be a matter of consciousness evolution.

Fear ain't shit. It just requires more consciousness and honesty and you will purge out that trauma or negativity and replace it with trust and peace in the Self.

Great way to connect with people and come into the moment.

That depends doesn't it, if you understand life is but a projection in consciousness that you decide how you want to feel about then you know 'shit' to be a thought. I think it really happens in the childhood years and then somewhat in the teenage years mostly though, where you tend to be so loyal to your environment/parents/friends/culture. Later in life, when a girl friend leaves you or what ever it just triggers the emotional pain hurt of not being good enough you already started to belief in as a child: There is a very clear distinction between a happy 4 year old playing and being absolutely himself as apposed to the older kids trying to look cool.

According to near death experiences, who have very real experiences of God, infinity, total bliss etc. You are met by loved ones and God/The light; bliss; being home. Then you have life review. Then you stay there for a while. Because we learn about it via NDE experiences people are sent back, or chose to go back for what ever reason. I belief 'being sent back' is not really a choice that is made separate from you, because ultimately you are God, but if you haven't raised you awareness enough it made seem like you are being sent back by it, but for your own best, because at a higher level you like to evolve further in the game. - So I think you can do everything, another incarnation, staying in heaven, creating what ever you imagine, being with other souls, incarnating in other planets, dimensions etc. But if you have a low consciousness and thus lived a selfish life, you might decide from the higher consciousness to go back and raise it further; become closer to spirit through your own evolution first, and perhaps experience some balancing because of some choices you made because you like the idea of karma and it serves your growth. You might like this site by the way: www.evidenceforthesoul.weebly.com

Sri Anandamayi Ma was once approached by someone in doubt whether to join the Ashram or not, I don't think I can give up all the pleasures of my wordly life and she said: 'Ahh, you are a true renunciate. You are renouncing the infinite bliss of God for those few crumbs? ' Bliss or Hubris: You Choose ~ Shunyamurti https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwaUr9qfInY

Conversations with God by Neale Walsch. Doesn't matter if you belief it's God or not, the book is amazingly insightful and intelligent, also all free to read and it was on the NY Times best seller list for 137 weeks: www.universe-people.com/english/svetelna_knihovna/htm/en/en_kniha_conversations_with_god_1.htm

Being normal in our society is a sickness you need to get rid of ASAP. Quick, find that toad, squeeze it and snort that.

Terrence was told the same

Nah brother, there's no forces controlling over anyone, all are created equal with the free will to chose who we want to be in every moment, that is God's gift to itself. No one is more special or powerful, that's just duality, we are one. Also, demons or 'the Satan' only tricked you into believing they could attack you, and if you know that and that nothing happens by coincidence, that calamity creates growth and wisdom, that there is a perfection in the process and so that ultimately you decide how you feel about anything you will never worry again, whether demons appear or not.

They are obvious divine medicine when you use them with the intent to heal. And you still have to do the work, it doesn't do it for you, it helps you. Nature didn't make a mistake in creating you nor did it make a mistake with the plants who work on our brains. And no, I've had 'bad' (no such thing as bad ultimately, only challenging) trips when I was younger and that was because it was putting me face to face with my fears, that my mind believed in because I was brought up in a sick negative world. @Ozisoki The One consciousness is projected into spirit which is projected into a body, in the collective physical world there are means to operate with the body so that the spirit can be projected back into itself or into thought realms, which is correlated by the brain as long as you are not dead. www.evidenceforthesoul.weebly.com

@John Flores I thought the same thing: 'Drugs are probably bad for the spiritual path, if God wanted you to have an experience, he would just give it to you'. But then it fucking dawned on me, hey, if these things are not meant to be taken, WHY ARE THEY ALL OVER IN NATURE? And when you take them with the intent to heal, go within, expand your awareness you will realize them for the divine tools/medicine they are, just wonderful technology.

Inner resistance coming to the surface

Because your life might be build upon lies, it 'forces' (or attempts to show you, you can still resist (painfully)) to look at your shit, if you are not willing to do so you might be quite torn up afterwards for some time.

Don't think that ever happened here.

This is actually really interesting to think about. How do you raise a child to have it stay and be as enlightened as possible. Of course, be as pure, positive and conscious as you can possibly be, since he is taking you as an example most of the time. But also teaching them about self-inquiry and the Self works wonderfully probably; creating the most spontaneous conscious smart sharp confident ecstatic peaceful children and allowing it to carrying and expanding that all the way into adult hood.

Non-existence exists in the place of non-existent existence, filled with all the non-existence there is.

Yes, 3D fractals in a VR should be interesting.