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Ibogaine is safe in the right setting. I don't see why not OP, but you cannot escape 'the job', though it can be experienced totally as a joyful ride, depending on how little you get in your own way and on how open, honest and positive you manage to be. What is more like a job, and a terrible job, is not being yourself, but because we are so used to it, the path of the real might feel like a job for a while, but what other option have you? It will be very worth it, just take some steps everyday and hang in there. But yeah, ibogaine could help as well.

Different areas of the body correlate with different emotions, that's what you can observe yourself easily, and in my experience the chakra's are accurate

Quantum mechanics has solved this one with proof, and there's a whole host of other evidence that indicates the same https://evidenceforthesoul.weebly.com/quantum-mechanics.html And contrary to popular belief, it is not so difficult to understand imo, the second video might be a bit harder to understand but I found that if you take the time to study it, without letting yourself being sabotaged by the superstition and thought that you can't get it, you can understand that one as well.

What the experiments show is that the possibility of a 'knowing of the which path information' collapses the matter, so the matter it self is part of intelligence.

All the matter still exists as an electromagnetic field of feeling, everything is experienced on some level.

It might give motivation and trust to this process which will bring peace. It shows that matter and observation are intimately tied together, that a collapse of wave function (the creation of matter) can't happen on it's own, by it self. If you get the experiments, you'll just know it because you see it. But yeah, this understanding is totally not the same as enlightenment.

Yes, here's another video on the double slit at The Royal Institution https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9tKncAdlHQ And here's another video of a prof. as well on the delayed choice https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9bXolOFAB8 This video in general is also pretty good

From my experience (which is not awakening/enlightened but I am sensing on a bit of a deeper layer), that does not seem possible, the sense of being seems to really be beyond any fluctuations happening in the body mind, like as in deep sleep, but no one will convince you of any of this except for direct experience, I had one glimpse on mushrooms and it will be beyond clear, absolute knowing. Because it's about going deeper/becoming less into the source, not gaining anything, realizing what already was true despite anything, I would say a mentally retarded person or a bird could become enlightened (and they already are as well).

Bashar mentioned vitamin C + msm or Dr. Schulze's stuff

I have not seen free will either but I feel pretty sure I am experiencing it in some form ^^

They just do, once he said: 'Did someone make you ask that question?' The advaita claim of 'no free will' often is contextual more to implication there is no 'you' to 'have' free will, and that the thoughts of '[I am a separate] doer of action and thought' are false, but beingness is full of intelligence and freedom.

Go follow this path and let God take care of you, it just takes commitment to go within, again and again and again, just keep taking the little steps to do that and let the results motivate you further and create a positive feedback loop, use prayer and the guidance in dreams/synchronicity and having a truly experienced teacher(/friend) can be very helpful too, but the real guru is always within your heart. You can be a beggar and be truly happy or have everything you've been told you should have and be miserable, having a stable life can be good and nice but don't mistake it for a necessity. And you will help others the most if you can be happy, instead of being not as happy but successful, but success and happiness are not mutually exclusive either.

This sounds like that anti-relativity talk. Ego self story is not real in the sense it exists as words, but body-minds are real in their own right, and not faulty. Whereas insecurity/paranoia just stem from unresolved negative thought imprints, held onto through (collective) habit, and that is often referred to as ego, but not the best definition. An unhurt ego, like a child, and thecommon adult experience on earth are 2 very different forms of 'ego', but both healthy egos and unhealthy egos have a sense of Self, as do enlightened masters.

It's always just as real as this reality if it's truly spontaneous, it's a projection when it's coming from fearful expectations (which may go deeper than you think), it requires being sensitive to our own being to discern the difference, it can also be a combination of both (altering something you initially perceived clearly). But yeah, perceptions are in the realm of the changing, so as you probably it's unimportant for your happiness, a hindrance perhaps for some, though knowing you are being seen and loving what you see can help open the heart.

D.: Thoughts suddenly cease and ‘I-I’ rises up equally suddenly and continues. It is only a feeling, not a thought. Can it be right? Ramana: Yes, it is quite right. Thoughts have to cease and reason to disappear for the ‘I-I’ to rise up and be felt. Feeling is the main thing, not reason.

Psychosis is not just believing in normal thoughts, but in extreme thoughts, but it's both just believing in thoughts. Caused by a sense of fear through negative indoctrination/trauma (often related to the mystical/God), or because one wants to belief more special thoughts about him because he or she feels also scared and inferior. So it's not such a big deal if you understand to not belief in your thoughts, it should end it all very quickly actually.

Not identifying with ego doesn't mean there's no more negative ego But yes, it's possible, it may be a good idea to see some of these people in real life and get to know them Or David Spero is a good example in my opinion that demonstrates this well on video

From what I've seen all masters got where they are because they admitted all their suffering and they worked to end it, and they are the happiest people alive. In my view, you are not done, and hiding behind intellectual ego ideas and projecting on people who disagree with you.

Plenty of people have done the 'love hate rice experiment' and posted their findings online, I did it too and it works. What's pretty cool about it is that the jar you project love on significantly preserves it's freshness, but that there are little to no differences in the hate jar comapred to the ignored jar.

Well said, in other words, WHO ARE YOU?! Edit: I still think it's weird to say that there can be 'no free will', things can happen without thinking, but they still do spring from the source of YOUR being, always.

David Spero, love this guy bio http://www.davidspero.org/about-david-spero What I like specifically is the embodiment of the teaching being presented in such a fun alive character, being inclusive of not just non-dual realization, but the that vibrant aspect is also acknowledged as very valid, as well as the devotional aspect. Which brings a nice trilogy of the path, through silence - energy - devotion. So there is meditation, embodied passionate living and embodied emotional openness/devotion. For me it's very inspiring and reassuring to see such an evidently bright character that speaks about the truth of embodied bliss for over 10 years now, showing the same clarity, certainty and presence in his being and eyes, showing that this is indeed very real and lasting. I find all beautiful to watch, to me this human expression is pure art but here are some of my favorites

More on the triad of silence, energy and devotion

Try Dong Quai

Well what I learned from the havoc during that time period is how much of an hurt desperate ego I had, and the desires it had for joy or specialness to be found in the outside world, which wasn't working at all, and that being with your mind that's hurt and not doing anything to heal it is hell, and that you can't solve the problem by staying just on the level of thinking. Edit: I'm also not resentful at that time (which I was at the time), because I now understand it to be a natural consequence of an emotionally suppressed/ignorant of consciousness mind.