PretentiousHuman

Day 58: I slept 6 hours last night. Prioritizing sleep now and reading. Loving my self is my main thing. I’m trying to avoid a lot of distractions like social medias.

Day 57: i hadn’t got my target 7-8 hours of sleep last night for i peed in the middle of the night. Nonetheless, i will continue to read i that happened again.

Day 56: I survived days and nights that i thought i wouldn’t. I still think of my ex and it hurts me a lot. To the point it is paralyzing most of the time. But i know that this is just setting me up for me to be stronger than ever.

Day 55: I will prioritize sleep now. Over everything else. Then exercise. Then reading.

Day 54: I just had few hours of sleep. Will eat then try to sleep again. I i cannot sleep then will workout and go on living my day. Let’s go!

Day 53: My overall health now is better than it was few days ago. I had new medications prescribed to me by our Doctor. I hope this will get me better more quick. I got back to the gym just a while ago. I used social media again more often than i should. Life is good.

Day 52: I felt better than i was yesterday. May God heal my body,mind, spirit and soul. Amen. I need to discipline my self now to the things that are important and avoid things that are not.

Day 51: I’m getting better now than i was yesterday. Time to sleep again. Regain my strength Lord.

Day 50: Someone said, if you’re already in a hole, don’t dig deeper.

Day 49: I still have the symptoms but i was negative to the swab. I already taken the meds my Doctor prescribed me. I hope to be ok tomorrow.

Day 48: I’m sick right now and I’m waiting for my swab result. I don’t have enough energy to do things that i like. May God regain my strength. Amen.

Day 47: The day was good, full of finished business. I had fun. I have to be strict with my day off because i will be starting to read the NCLEX now. It’ll be a lot of exciting days ahead and more of myself as i embark my journey on my ultimate dream, which is to work and live at USA. ???

Day 46: Will establish boundary for Social Medias: 15 minutes 1 hour after waking up, and 15 minutes 1 hour before falling to sleep.

Day 45: All is good. Shook off all the negativities coming in on me. Life is good.

Day 44: I had a productive day today, I’m on duty now. Will try to answer questions later at duty.

Day 43: Just had more or less 6 hours of sleep. I felt fine. No stomachaches. I felt i need to workout at the gym but that will require me a lit of time to prep. I will reduce my screen time and staring at social medias. Discipline equals freedom. Let’s go!

Day 42: Fulfilled for this day’s activities. Thank you God for everyday’s sustenance and friends that are there to be with your life no matter what. Here is me enjoying a cocktail and life in general. ?

Day 41: It was a tiring day indeed. Will sleep now so i can refresh my body for tomorrow’s life journey. Can’t wait. ?

Day 40-B: I just saw my ex love interest a while ago, i didn’t make eye to eye contact with her.

Day 40: I will remove anger from my heart from now on. It will save a lot of energy in my day-to-day life. Amen

Day 39: A great day indeed. I just run 5am this morning. Shaved my head. Took a bath. Ate some healthy foods. I will try to sleep after meditating, praying and journaling. Will check social medias just twice a day now.

Day 38: Having a grand time with my self and the people around me. Making choices with healthier people and healthier foods to consume. This makes me a lot better person in general.

Day 37-B: Changing Coffee for Turmeric Tea as my hot drink.

Day 37: Had a restful sleep last night. Good thing is that i drank some coffee but hadn’t had any stomach upset. But i will stop drinking it nonetheless.

Harmonious Friendship A mutual conversation has been brewing for hours now. Like you don’t want to end this sweet disposition. An energetic chit-chat over a delicious iced coffee or hot choco. Talking lengthy trivialities or about a bright future. Whether a human or a four legged animal, A warm hug takes away all the difficulties. No man is an island, But if you have someone, they can mean the whole world to you. A friendship with oneself is just as important. Not liking yourself creates a hell out of heaven. Who are you when no one is watching? A phantom entity that needs to be tamed. The warm, sunny day gives hope to all dreams. Pretty smiles and good hearts are always deadly combinations. Having one goal in mind, To make each other as happy as possible. -Louis Perez’ Poetry #25