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@Leo Gura Thank you. I did a lot of research on enlightenment last night. There are different levels of consciousness and the highest level is when a person is blissful ALL the time. It's when our mind is not affecting us at all. I am VERY far away from experiencing that. It's not something that can be talked about.

@Neo Thanks! I said enlightenment because I wasn't sure if someone experiences everything in the universe during enlightenment or that they aren't in control. I experienced not being in control. It wasn't my usual self trying to make things happen and I realized I didn't have any free will. In my opinion enlightenment is just letting go of all the concepts and beliefs we have and experiencing life. That can look like different things for everyone.

@Prabhaker Yes, but when something comes of genuine desire you don't get tired of it. All the things I was doing in the past were not my genuine desires. I'm living my purpose now and I don't care about how my life will turn out.

@Flowzo I don't know yet, but I am much happier than I was.

@Azrael There isn't any.

You don't have to make a decision right away. Maybe you can do both at the same time. I mean you can work on cars and make YouTube videos or a website about personal development.

I only share it online on YouTube videos and this forum.