Shin

Can you give Nocturne 3 stars please, easy top 1

You sure you don't want to try with 28 cm unbuffed ? In the back alley it should do something for sure

https://youtu.be/BVgY9YClOUY

It's 50% the guy personality (if it makes you feel girly) and 50% you being able to open yourself psychologically and relax. The problem is not to learn a special secret technique for the guy or the girl for the girl to have orgasms, that pretty much counts for nothing.

I read only the beginning, but isn't it only practical exercices ? There was maybe 5 pages in the beginning then only exercices.

??? And then we can replace women with everything else we chase, and we have the origin of dissatisfaction ?

I won't need that once I'll realize I was Rumi all along ? Let's all realized we're Rumi ?

Curvy are the best, there is actually things to grab and pull towards you without feeling you could break a bone (in my opinion ? ) But yeah it's all relative and different for everyone, so don't be ashamed to find curvy girls sexy, embrace it. So many guys (and girls) limit themselves to date or have sex with what they think they like, or is socially acceptable, like come on this is retarded ? TL:DR Tell your friends to fuck off and have fun with whatever women you like ?

I'm a simple seeker I see a rumi post I press like ! ( oh wait ... ??)

And on top of that, the only two friends I had that could understand what I'm going through, aren't friends anymore. One because I've been a huge dick, the other I'm not quite sure. So I can't even vent through it except in my mind, which doesn't help obviously ?

Depends I guess, for me it's deep meaningless, loneliness and sadness for a year now. Be careful what you wish for ?

Even if it was the beggar asking the question, he'd rather stay a beggar than realizing the Truth. The ego works against itself because it prefer to stay in a known illusion than to know what is true but unknown to it. We can be really stupid ?

I just don't want to let it go. Everytime I incarnate Shin after becoming conscious that everything is consciousness (in other «dreams»), I becomes all moody and sad. I distract myself a lot more than usual, I take everything more personally, and I become even a jerk sometimes. For now I can still rationalize that it's just dreams, because it never happened in the waking dream. I don't know what I would do if I had to face it full on, probably some more intense defense mechanisms. When some teachers says that you may have some hard times, they aren't joking.

This whole section of the forum is for you to get the relationship/sex you think you needed to be happy, Realize it doesn't, Then the real spiritual work can begin. We need to trick you ???

Google is wrong, it should be Leboeuf ? So hard to embody true love, it's the most counter intuitive thing there possibly be ? Feels so good even now though, just to love for the sake of loving, this is the way ?

"You" seek enlightenment for selfish reasons. Then you realize those selfish benefits will never occur to a "you". Then you realize "you" actually have to surrender all the remaining selfishness, which is the "you". Then "you" die Then there is the realization there was never a "you" to die in the first place. Then you fake to not know yourself and "wake up" as a another "you" @modmyth Maybe because it's not French

It's not being nice that puts them off, It's the subconscious feeling they have that you would do anything they want just because they have boobs and a vagina. What they want is a man that is not attached to them, grounded and independant, and focused on his own goal(s) in life, It has nothing to do with being nice or not really. Of course guys that are dicks are by default attractive, because when you're a dick, it directly communicates you don't give a shit about what the woman wants, But a mature and conscious woman (that is worthy to spend time with) won't give a damn about an asshole that is selfish, mentally and/or physically violent. There is generally a deep seated belief in you that put women on a pedestal, because deep down you think you need one to be happy in life. That's the default paradigm in our culture, to think that you need a partner to be happy, that you will be happier in your life with someone else, you've been brainwashed with this. Now you subconsciously believe that, and unless you do deep conscious work, it's not gonna go away like this. You see guys that are 50 still thinking this way, so the number of women you have relationships with isn't gonna do anything, Unless you are conscious and know the concepts when you enter a relationship, then you can learn when the pain of the breakup happens.

Like the others said, you need to find some kind of passion and put all your energy in that and your current work. You won't have time to think about masturbating that much, unless you get unusual long streak of semen retention (which doesn't happen that much because of wet dream). I noticed too that when I was unfocused with no definite goal that I can "grind" everyday, I usually want to fap once or more per week, When I have a goal and I focus my energy on it, masturbation doesn't even come in my mind for weeks until the crazy energy comes, but even at that point I'm sure you can get used to it too.

Best book I have ever read definitely. Like I already said, it could transform your whole life if you're receptive to it. The circumstances in which I got it was interesting and totally proved the validity of the book itself ? https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/1439181780/ref=tmm_hrd_title_0?ie=UTF8&qid=1574400273&sr=8-1

Thank you ? I can't ignore all the other areas of life anyway. Awkening would just be a new beginning, there would be so much to embody for what I want to do ?

In which language ? In this dream I was fleeing from a murderer with my friends for days, then we find shelter in my house and block all passage tightly. As soon as that was done, I realized I was the serial killer and murdered all of them Why do you think it's a health problem ? There is no physical or mental symptoms of anything for now, just that for me, a dream and what I experience now is not really different.