Shin

You're hallucinating you are a person, this body/mind is as physical as you thinking of a space kangourou right now

You can have orgasms that will make you look at your current orgasms as big jokes https://www.amazon.com/Multi-Orgasmic-Man-Sexual-Secrets-Should-ebook/dp/B000FC12XM/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=the+multiorgasmic+man&qid=1575900023&sr=8-1 Also to master sex, one night stand or just few sex sessions with lots of different girls isn't gonna do it, because lt's too much stimulation (good sex is a marathon), and you never know what the girl like or don't like, so you have to limit yourself and can't really go as wild as you want. Women needs intimacy way way more than guys to let themselves go really really really wet and crazy for you, and one night stand is super lame for that. When you find a girl you really like, just stay with her, and watch the episodes that Leo released on how to have amazing sex, you can become amazingly good in 6 months to a year, and it's easy honestly.

You can have orgasms that will make you look at your current orgasms as big jokes https://www.amazon.com/Multi-Orgasmic-Man-Sexual-Secrets-Should-ebook/dp/B000FC12XM/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=the+multiorgasmic+man&qid=1575900023&sr=8-1

Which part ?

Holy shit I almost died this morning I was experimenting something when you are half asleep half awake. I was creating a different reality than this one, and I was going back and forth between Shin's reality and the other. At some point I was like"oh boy I'm creating everything out of thin air, just by willing it into existence" Then I wake up in Shin's reality and had a stroke so powerful I thought I was gonna die. The funniest thing is that I'm all chill about it, like apparently I don't care This happened after two days of contemplation where I was just saying "God is everything, and I am God"

When the ego realize he's being deconstructed OH SHIT !!!!!! YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES

Heaven is not even close to how you will feel ?

No, they generally don't. I see 40+ people, even with friends that show them that it isn't the case that chasing sex and relationship has anything to do with being happy, still chasing it like coke addict. The exception is the opposite, culturally speaking, the influence is so overwhelming that they can be deluded the rest of their life, even with proper knowledge of this. So we prefer to stress this enough, so at least there is a little mice in their head telling them they may be wasting their time ?

Actually that's what he's saying, just not directly. Wanting so much to love someone else means he can't feel love right now, or that he can't already give love right now (which is the same). There is no difference when you love if you give it to a stranger in the street or your intimate partner, you feel exactly the same, If it's love, and not attachment. And attachment is a joke compared to love ?

If you were truly filled with love, having a girlfriend or not would make no difference at all. You can share love in an infinite number of ways. Just smiling to strangers, helping people whenever you see someone needing help, listening genuinely without judgments, working hard at your life purpose, and even just looking people in the eyes or living their life. You are totally satisfied if you are filled with love, because it's your natural state. Believe it or not, you're not filled with love right now, it's neediness and neurotic attachment. You have been brainwashed by society and now thinks you absolutely need a girlfriend to be happy, to allow yourself to feel love. That's absurd, no one can give you love, it's already in you, you just subconsciously says «I need that and this, THEN I will feel love». Then it becomes your reality. This isn't some hocus pocus concept, it's true lol I wish you could feel it, then this idea of a girlfriend will seem silly to you ?

Of course, everything is predetermined. Only one human in a million can achieve it. And obviously it's not you ?

Maybe, maybe not, depends on the individual, but there is no reason you can't if you really want to. It just feels, from the way you're talking (but ofc I could be wrong), that you don't really want to know the Truth, because if you did, seeing fractals or not doesn't matter. Enlightenment is realizing you are infinite, the all powerful/all knowing creator, and that you are literally divine love itself. You can live with cosmic orgasms in every cell of this body mind you dream you live through right now Seeing fractals is like 0.0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001% as amazing as any of those facet of the Truth. It would be a joke at that point ?

«Self-love motherfucker» Leo 2019 ?

Don't split consciousness and ego. Ego is a form that consciousness takes, but that still means it is also consciousness. As long as you can say that something is conscious of something else, you're perpetuating the illusion that there can be something else than you that exist. There is just you.

What if I love to love ???

The first time you remember this in your direct experience, is when crying in public becomes a non issue ?

Couldn't be more direct.

Probably already said but, The only reason someone wants to hurts someone else, Is because he seeks love in a very distorted way, The reason people seeks love in those conditions is because they are extremely unhappy and suffers a lot internally. So no one can never hurt you unless he's desperate for love. Evil doesn't really exist, it's just people that are torn apart internally. No one wants to hurt somebody because he (truly) enjoys it, They may think that, but it actually make it even worse for them on the long term (even in the moment). So love him, because the reason he did that is because he is in deep pain. Loving him doesn't mean anything but accepting (internally) that he is how he is. That doesn't mean letting him hurting you again (or anyone else), just that in yourself, there is no hate, judgment or fear about those people. Understanding, compassion and love instead.

Do you try to just be ? Because if you do all those and have no "results", maybe that's because you see this as another materialistic achievement. Paradoxically, chasing enlightement with the wrong intent can be as useless as not doing anything.

When you realize they don't love themselves

Told Leo years ago that the only true teaching is love. Finally he comes around, what a devil he was for so many years !