Shin

Facing your inner demons, your beliefs, your habits, your sense of self. These things are way more epic than any video game you could ever play. This is the real game, which you are playing on yourself. Having glimpses about it is more satisfying than anything you could ever do in your life. So how does the real thing could be ? Probably, something along the line of infinite corporal and emotional orgasms, if you go really, really DEEP. So start the real game, just 20 minutes of meditation everyday and 1 hour of the course linked in my signature every week. Will be enough as a start

What would be life If I didn't have a brain ? What would life be If I didn't have any sensations ? What If I'm inside myself ? What is there beyond this body/mind ?

Just done a walking meditation of 1 hour, everytime I was perfectly still, the monkey mind striked instantly like a woman who didn't have an orgasm in a year. That was literally that hardcore.

FREEDOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @Sevi You're a weird girl, I like that :3

You won't need to believe it, you will feel it. Don't worry, you can't go back if you go far enough.

You got to find your life purpose, like that you could "Chill out and do what you like (even though it will challenging as fuck)" for the rest of your life.

Addicted since I'm 3. After 1 year of meditation and hardcore mindfulness work, I only start to become handle it and diminishing it (at least 1 hour of self-development/spirituality for 1 hour of VG). So if you're not too much addicted yet (like less than 1 hour per day), watch out. Thank god Dark Souls came out, at least I learned to never give up from this addiction

Happiness/Peace is more valuable than every things that we could gain anyway. I would rather live in a cell all my life, in the dark, totally happy, rather than being totally free with all the money, girl, fame that is possible to experience (and obviously being inconscious). @Real Eyes Except being aware of it, nothing. As long as you keep observing your thoughts/habits patterns without judging them, you'll make progress. It may seem that you will make a step back sometimes (and it will happen), but actually it's what you need to realize you have to do two step further (and you will too).

That means that I'll do 90 minutes of consciousness work for 30 minutes of stuff. I sleep 6 hours, 2 hours for eating/cleaning/etc, 16 hours left, so I'll do AT LEAST 8 hours of meditation per day on my day off, 4 when I have to work. Before that I was doing half, it's time to get shit done !

Depends if it's a need or a want. That makes all the difference, so figure it out. If it's a need, definitely don't seek for it and reject if the occasion comes If it's a want, figure out if there not more important things to do with your life right now.

I will begin before and after, now it's meditation 75% of the time at least

Nofap can have or not have lots of benefits. The one benefit that everyone has though, is the constant sexual energy flowing in your body. After 3/4 weeks, if you don't have some purpose to channel it, you will crave pussies like a drug addict. This has the advantage to give you the most powerful energy there is, which is sexual energy, and you can do whatever the fuck you want with it. Try to meditate while you're so horny that you think your balls will explode. That's a powerful moment, especially if you can move the energy in all your body. It's not just about being able to control yourself, it's also about being fucking epic at what you do.

There is no coming back now. I will love you no matter what. And if I want that to happens, I have to die. EDIT: The tears are real :')

Well In 1 year I will visit New-York, would be nice to have a host

When being is more fulfilling than your favorite movie/game and music combined, you know this shit must be true The birds The trees The sky The clouds The grass The sounds of the cars The sounds of insects The feeling of the wind on your skin

Just a minute ago "I" had another no-self/doer experience. I was listening this:

Nice haircut.

Rip the fuck out of your ego !

The thing that will "grow" you the most, is watching your thoughts without critisizing them. If you do that, you will be present more and more, and thoughts, even "bad" ones won't be perceived as negative anymore. This is basically meditation, except you do it all the time, it's challenging and very unpleasant the first months/year. What you will get of this is a huge drop in anxiety (since all thoughts are just stories), and you will live in the present moment all the time. I don't know if there is a faster way to drop the identification with the mind than this, probably not (except more meditation/inquiry along it). This is way more powerful than 20 minutes of meditation per day (which is still necessary to quiet the mind), because you can be a meditation master and have a still mind, but still reacts to your thoughts/emotions when you have to deal with "toxic" people and difficult situations. @unknownworld Yes it is, but first take care of yourself untill you're extremely conscious, and have all the good habits, took care of your diet and are independant financially, have negated all your inner demons. There is no reasons to be in a relationship if you still have work like that to do, it will only slow you down.