Shin

You will have to go through this fear sooner or later, so might as well go for it now. It's not going to magically disappear, it's only going to get worse if you don't take care of it. To the point you won't even consider doing the work because it is too painful to even think about it.

You can't receive something you already are. That's a misconception, to think you can receive love. In fact what happens is that a condition you set in your mind has been achieved, then you loose your shield and accept to feel good. Of course that never last, because the purpose of the ego is to constantly find reasons to be unhappy.

Losing your mind is a sign of progress, now you can start to see how fucked up it is

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(Someday I'll learn how to write proper english ) Don't remember the dude.

You will waste a lot of time trying to figure out everything on your own. There is books about everything now, just use them. That doesn't mean you should take everything on blind fate, you should still comtemplate and go do practical stuff to improve specifics areas of your life, books are only there to fasten the process, they aren't magic pills.

Heaven is right in front of your face !

You might what to try that: http://www.centerpointe.com

Holosynch seems interesting ... Thank you

There ! See drugs are dangerous ! Why would people buy our anti-depressants if they feel like life is worth living ! I want my fucking Ferrari men, and my wife needs bigger boobs too ! CAN'T HAVE THAT !!!

By doing it again until it's natural. You can also be conscious of everything you're doing, not just your thoughts/emotions. Like every step you take, when you wash something, the touch of your fingers when you write/read, when you eat/drink, the wind/sunlight on your face, the possibilities are infinite. Now don't think because you have lots of thoughts that you have "lost it", if you are conscious with lots of thoughts, even drama, that's fine. It's even great, because you can practice and go deeper like you never did. The thing you want to know more intimately is the thing that is conscious of your thoughts, so if you're conscious of it, it doesn't matter what is happening. The need for a "clear mind" is utter bullshit, even masters have thoughts.

Very easy, Closed-mindeness + cultural dogmas.

Yes, you just have to force yourself to be conscious of your thoughts and your emotions without judging them. Unless you can do that naturally all the time, your capacity to self-inquire is very limited, it will be 99% mindstuff.

Amazing book, don't read it as a traditional book though, this isn't about gaining knowledge. You will need to find the experiences he describes in it in your own experience.

The fact that I don't know for sure what is my opposite sex ...

Then why are you answering ? Why not say anything ? What's the point ?

You only know low-consciousness ones, you're clearly not enlightened enough to attract the ultra spiritual ones. Gotta do more yoga boys. @Shanmugam No it's not, he's just not happy and show it here for some reason.

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What is the fastest way to grow-up ? If you tell me to eat spinach I'll hit you in the balls ...

Paradoxes can only exist as long as you try to make sense of something. Life doesn't have any meaning whatsoever, only an ego needs meaning.

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Next time you have a thought, watch it rise and die. Also, try to pinpoint the sense of self. The thoughts use a voice that you think is yours, this has to be investigated every time.

Something to remind yourself of whenever someone piss you off ...

Be very careful about what judging gives you. If you're very careful and alert, you will see it only hurts you. You got to feel it for real, knowing it intellectually doesn't help one bit.