Shin

Meditation isn't working, I tried it for like 2 full week, clearly a hippie propaganda. Being conscious of the voice in the head ? What voice, are you fucking stupid ? Just be ? Do you mean becoming one of those filthy "afro-american" who just take cocaine and rape our women all day ? FUCK YOU ! Present ? I'm present, look I'm right there ! Are you fucking blind ? Just stop the weed already ... Psychedelics ? Did you see Requiem for a dream ? I don't want to become a slut ! (Makes me think I have to call my 3rd boyfriend tonight, he said he would pay for 50 shades of grey#3 !!! ...). We're already happy, happiness is our natural state ? My fist in your ass will be your new natural state if you don't stop your left wind bullshit, little bitch !

IT'S CONTINUOUSLY OVERLOOKED !

That sounds like a lot of fun, I definitely need that in my life ! Totally safe !

Which also means there can't be proof about it.

Even self-realized people struggle with kundalini awakening, so don't be so eager to get something that might turn you insane/kill you.

One hour ago, I had 2 huge burst of energy coming from nowhere. It happened when I totally let go, but of course I freaked out. Why does the brain is so stupid ? @ZX_man And arrogant

Who said an illusion can't make sense ? You, your ego assumes that because it needs an another argument, because HEY, I NEED PROBLEMS, I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT PROBLEMS HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BTW all your dreams makes perfect sense when you are in them, yet they are still illusions ...

Doing it with a goal Doing it when you're sleepy Doing it mechanically Thinking you're doing something

Eckhart Tolle, the enlightened troll

It's not what you have, it's what you don't. Anxiety, fear, possessivness, self-esteem issues etc ... If you don't have that, then either the relationship works because you're compatible mind and sexually wise, or it doesn't.

You could be dead tomorrow, so all those concerns of yours are just wasted time. Don't wait for meditation that's a trap, you'll use another excuse to start later again and again.

The problem is that you want proofs instead of actually do the work to see what he's talking about yourself. We tell you it's not something that can be think of, it's one of the few things that can only be known by first hand experience. You can't think of it and you can't have a perception of it, so you need to find an another way. @egoless The difference is there isn't dozens of mystics that talk about that. Study all mystics, gather informations, they all say the same thing, even some scientists and philosophers. They may use differents words, but they point to the same thing.

At first it's very neurotic and painful, then it will be easier and easier. At some point you don't even need to remember it, it's on auto-pilot, it's awareness doing you.

If you're not doing this 24/7, then you'll never make real progress. There are people who meditate for DECADES, and still get triggered by stupid things ...

Damn girl, you're ... horizontal. I like those hairs of yours, very stylish, very in the moment.

Do you ? If yes, tell me which videos you're doing. If no ones is doing it, can I have some feedback on my translations from someone who's pretty fluent in english ? Thank you Edit: Actually doing Mindfulness - How to actually practice mindfulness & conquer emotions

What you should really do, is stopping masturbation. @Santiago It's gonna be fine, just stop waiting and do it.

Then what about being honest and telling her that you're a virgin and that you need some friction with hands ? She can do that, then you can start to do it while it's hard. And maybe ask her if she likes anal, it's way more tight in there, it might work better than her vagina.

Just be closer to her, tell her you maybe need some help (if she's still seeing you she's not gonna freak out). Pills are for granpa or people who have serious issues down there (and you don't, you're just too stressed). I'll bet your penis will be pretty hard if she start to suck your dick ^^

If you wait too much (and that's already the case), she will get fucked by someone else pretty quick. That's not me being an asshole here, that's just reality, so stop being indecisive, fuck her. @Santiago I did, multiple times, she will go for an another guy. Stop being in your head and just do it.

Because thinking is as much an experience as seeing, touching, hearing, tasting and smelling. The only reason you might think it is not is because you identify too much to your stream of thinking.

Don't remember the video, but he definitely say something alongs those lines.