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They are so alive they don't know why they get pissed and blame the first thing they see instead. So alive !

Leo is already turquoise. You don't need to be self-realized to be turquoise, just to devote all your life to "others" without expecting anything in return.

If you read this book thinking you'll learn something, you're doing it wrong. It's about what you realize in your own experience while reading it, and by doing the exercices he tells you to do that you actually learn anything. Understanding the absolute is by direct experience, not knowledge, not with your thoughts, that's not gonna happen, EVER.

You do something you like to do way more passionately. Like, life purpose, hobbies (you really like, not the neurotics ones), get to do the shit you know you have to do, get a sex life, etc ...

Welcome to reality.

When you've been "this" close to surrender ...

You won't give a shit very soon, then you'll have only compassion for them.

To study the universe you should be able to get outside of it, and this is impossible, it's a unity, a singularity, there is no "outside". The same way you can't go outside your own body studying it, chopping off some limbs and study it after, on your own.

When you stop seeking to be happy and just accept the present moment. Super counter-intuitive, and that's why 99.99% of people aren't happy.

I don't want to create a new thread for this, there is enough thread created every day as it goes. So I experienced again, for 20 times in a row, the astral projection (?) where you want to wake up, but can't. You know, where you wake up, can move a feet or two, then you're sucked into your original position. Obviously you're still dreaming, because if you could open your eyes, you could move for real. This thought can't shut up for now after this "You can't do shit bitch" Ok the bitch part has been added Anyone knows anything about this stuff ?

So non-dual ! Can I join your ashram ? Can you rape me saying that it is ok because I'm nothing ? How can I pay for more concepts from you ? @jse

Don't hesitate to add the post to your commonplace book (onenote), that's why I did it in the first place

The solar system is calling to you via ultrasonic energy. Can you hear it ?

When you watch the "40 Signs That You Are Neurotic - Understanding Neurosis" video from Leo And you have 0 symptom According to Leo, I'm enlightened

You mean it's possible to grasp it intellectually. There is no way you can think yourself in this stuff, it has to be experienced, what we understand or not means jackshit here. (I know you know, but for the newbies this has to be emphasized)

Do those until you have enough money for the Life Purpose Course (not the alternative methods though): https://www.wikihow.com/Make-Money-Fast And get a part-time job for like 6 hours and less.

Buy the life purpose course from Leo and do it seriously. There is no such feelings when you have a compelling and genuine purpose in your life. Ultimately there is no neediness too, because your purpose is way more important than any external source of "happiness" (which is just stimulation, real happiness comes from within). A girlfriend won't do it, I would seriously rethink this strategy if I were you, study this if you have too, because this is probably the best distraction the mind use (this and success/money) to stay asleep. It just doesn't work, can't work, and will never work. Not saying you shouldn't have one, but it's at best a nice bonus, at worst a HUGE distraction (as a men).

Subconsciously, you still do, otherwise you wouldn't feel empty, you would just stop playing and do something else.

You expect them to fulfill you, which they can't. Spend more time on your life purpose, then video games/movies will be fun again, as a hobby.

You will never be satisfied if your goal is ego driven.

The first few months are the hardest, because you're basically purging all your subconscious. After that, even though it can still be pretty crazy, it doesn't really matter, cause you don't identify that much to your thoughts and emotions anymore.