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From what I experienced, it's pretty rare to have crazy shit happening at all, and if it happens, it's not when I meditate. All the kundalini awakening (start of) happened when I was either trying to sleep, or after the meditation. The crazy oneness experience, when I was walking in the forest. The samadhis on days I wasn't even meditating. Maybe I'm just a noob though, that's like a good possibility You don't want to chase experiences anyway though, but clarity, lucidity and consciousness. Doesn't even really matter if you have a monkey mind if you are conscious and not get sucked by it, it still feels peaceful.

You got your answer on what to do next right here ...

Just took the first cold shower ever. Not that hard honestly (15°, can't go lower). Just wet your feet and your neck, then go all-in, head first. Feels way better than warm shower imo.

Personal effect on NoFap that I've noticed: I objectify women a lot less. Don't really care if a woman is hot if she has a potatoe mind. I have WAY more energy. Feels more joyful throughout the day. More masculine. More loving. More confident. More intuitive. Stronger erection. I have way more control on myself. Eyes contact are powerful, can look anyone in the eyes for as long as I want. I switched from wanting a decent gf to have nice sex and ok intimacy to wanting an amazing gf to have deep and super long tantra session and inimaginable deep intimacy (won't settle for less, doesn't matter how long it takes). Hard to know what is from NoFap or not, but even if just a third comes from it it's already pretty amazing, isn't it

Ok that's clear now thank you I'll just leave this here: https://www.lehmiller.com/blog/2018/3/9/what-the-most-sexually-satisfied-couples-are-doing-in-bed

Do you have the version where she moans and screams ?

It's not about getting rid of your mom, nor to supress anything. It's about you embracing life and doing something that has a deep meaning for you. Everything will start to fall into place when you start doing that.

How much time your relationship takes you, and how do you feel about it ?

They want you to be responsible for your emotions and happiness. If she feels that you need her to be happy, it may make her happy for a short time, but what she really wants is a guy that is totally independant and in «control» of his emotions. Of course she wants to help when you're feeling low, but she needs to feel that wether she's here or not you're gonna be ok no matter what. As a man you're the center of the relationship, everything depends on you. It depends on you if the intimacy is deep or not, if your life purpose/goals/habits are exciting to be around (she will take you as an example), if you're both secure emotionally and physically wise, etc ... How could she feel that you could deliver all that if she feels that you NEED her in your life to be happy ? That's the key distinction. It's not that she doesn't want you to share your emotions and your experiences (it actually deepens the intimacy quite a while, can even turn her on), it's WHY you do it that matters. It's always about INTENTIONS, about how you feel rather than what you say.

Workout, warm shower, then hardcore sex with the gf ?

They do want an emotional guy, in the sense that an emotionally closed guy can't connect deeply with her. The thing is, you need to be able to be totally vulnerable and be able to share everything, no lies or armor, but at the same time she needs a man that is secure and grounded, know what the fuck he's doing and can suck it up even in dire times (they need the latter more). The thing that is interesting here, is that if you don't have both, you have none. You can't be truly emotional if you don't have the balls to do great shit in life, cause you refuse to open up to life. And you can't truly be grounded unless you loose your armor and be honest with yourself and your girl about your issues. Read «The way of the superior man» from David Deida

Nofap. Work out in the morning (until you literally can't move). Cold shower. This alone should boost your productivity decently.

Don't know about that, last time I had sex, I was doing pmo twice a day, the difference in energy is so different now. Like now my penis burn so hard that I might become a fucking bonobo next time I am naked with a women. Living subject to know if pmo can really make you feminine or if it's just bullshit. Only need a girl I really connect to find out now

Does women also benefits in some way to not have sex at all ? There is probably no study for that, but does some old religious scriptures talk about this ?

The best one is when you sit your mind totally blank and look around and be like

Day 14 all over again

I like this dude, he can be serious as fuck or totally stupid and funny. I wonder why I like him so much @Epiphany_Inspired If I were really green I would be dead. YOU WANT ME TO BE DEAD ?!

You can still use them from time to time, like once a week.

Do you mean there is a vagina behind my penis like in Predestination ? ???

So you're insulting half the forum That's ballzy, me like it ???

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