Shin

So it will work ? I really needed this right now, thank you

I did everything I could. I fear it's not enough though. I'm crying as of now and it just doesn't want to stop. I can't sleep either, how could I ? How can I live peacefully knowing that at any moment something horrible might happen, totally out of my control, I CAN'T DO SHIT !!!!!!!!!!! The only thing left is to pray, I have to rely on faith only this time. Probably one of the most difficult thing I'll have to endure in this life, and I'm totally POWERLESS !!!!!!!!!!! I would do anything for this to change ... If you hear me god, my true me, the one that I think I can't reach now, plz do something, Kill me if you must, I don't care at this point ... But don't let what I know is probably going to happen to actually come true ... I'll do whatever you tell me to do, I FUCKING BEG OF YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When the universe makes you understand that you need to a decision that might kill you:

Something only one person can understand but me.

It's 30 if you count the reading and the first phase ???

It's hard man. I really didn't want to be part of any of it, but how could I not act on this now that I know all of this ? It sucks, I hate that shit, but there is no viable alternative. Not gonna lie, this isn't exactly a selfless act, but it's just the right thing to do. No matter how the ego is in play or not, I won't close my eyes on this, even if it must break me. This story deserve a better ending, not for me, but for the main concerned ... Life has just so much to offer ... Much much more than that ...

Talk to her deeply about this and come back here.

Cold shower twice, even 3 times a day.

Stop fapping.

Also ...

How was she after that ? Did she reflect on what she has done ? Is she sorry because she could have cheated on you ?

Intj is a personality, they have hard time to be compassionate, so it should be easier for any other type.

Can you give more details plz, I'm having a hard time to understand the question personally.

By showing compassion. The more you show compassion to yourself, the more compassionate you will be to other. This is an intj who's talking, I can be EXTREMELY compassionate and caring (even physically) now, and it's one of our weakness, so it should be waaaaaapy easier for you (I hope) ? Yeah you also have to inquire why, but don't go too neurotic and hard on you about that, simply being conscious and accepting you can think something is already powerful in itself.

Where are the 72 virgins ? Are they gluten free ? I hope so

Go in a crowded park, meditate by focusing on sounds only, and just don't judge what you hear. Don't judge the judgment, or the judgment of the judment. Just be totally passive about what happens in your head. You can also do that in the metro or tramway or in a train. Obviously you can also do that in any crowded area, but you need the balls to close your eyes there it's just more effective, but you can do it without).

Ofc it's hard, everything that really matters is challenging. Just do it ???

Lol ! I actually might want to buy that hummm .... For educational purpose

I lost the self for 3 seconds. Gimme more time next time god. Thank you kindly

Hard to tell with just these infos. But it seems she doesn't really care, she just wanted to get high no matter what happens (as in cheating on you). If I were you I would already dumped her, I don't think you can trust people who absolutely wants to get high, regardless of the circumstances.

I'll save the link If I were you: https://medium.com/the-mission/supercharge-your-productivity-motivation-mood-and-happiness-right-now-by-hacking-your-feel-4e750b9d1c23

That's disgusting

Actualized.org right now:

It's because they appear highly confident in the first stage of the relationship, because they don't give a shit about anyone but themselves. When it's time to open up it's a ghost town, which is why they leave women as soon as they smell it's getting serious.