Shin

Literally me I'm so lazy

How is that mental masturbation ? From what she said so far, she looks like she has some serious self esteem issue, How could a Relationship will help with that ? There is like 99% chance it will destroy her.

I can't answer that without lying/pretending I know more that what I do

lol Imagine telling that to someone who didn't do some serious meditation/inquiry

That's what Preetom said several times now. I Am This (Body/Mind/Whatever we think we are) ---------->>> I Am (Witness of the witness without any other objects) ---------->>> I-I (Pure consciousness, total merging with/as God)

Do you really need to inquire ? In my experience I just need to let go of everything and stay still. Like just not trying to go anywhere or to do anything, just be. It can take a while but usually always happen.

Search how to get rid of your self esteem issues. All stem from this. As a man it doesn't really matter how you look as long as you take care of yourself and are confident/at peace within. Look at how many stars are still not happy with their life even after getting everything they wanted, even if they have godlike bodies. They still commit suicide ... Doesn't matter how good you look, if you have self esteem issue you will still find something to complain, you will always feel as "missing something". Read the six pillars of self esteem by Nathaniel Branden Watch videos about self esteem on youtube and take notes Start a daily meditation habit starting today.

Doesn't mean it is. That's a huge assumption, that you defended by even calling it stupid just after and by being annoying to someone who didn't do anything to you. I'm not lecturing you if that's what you think, just pointing out clear signs of egotic behaviors in you.

You seem to full of yourself to even start the race. Or was it supposed to be funny how you talked here ?

I'll do it in one then ?

What you experience is void in the sense there is absolutely nothing, not even darkness or light, no physical sensations or sound, but just your presence right ?

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Now I know why I have so much resistance to meditate more than 45 minutes in one go ? Tricky the mind is ?

Because a lot people who play it become addict, and rationalize like crazy that they aren't. It's also just a waste of time, cause it doesn't make you good at anything and doesn't make you move physically either. You're right, it's like a movie, except a movie doesn't last 15/20 hours +

I forgot to mention, I just meditate and it happens. Almost all the time I If meditate for more than 45 minutes. Yes probably, but it's your only choice, unless you get lucky and meet some other teacher along the way.

Rupert Spira lives near you, no excuses ? I wonder, can you still inquire when you're experiencing I am ? Didn't happen for a while to me, but I remember that time, space and mind wasn't there anymore. It didn't feel that experiencing something else than I Am was possible, because there was just I Am, there was nothing that could want something else/more when it happened.

That's already 300% more orgasm than most of her exs, so I think you're good ?

You should work on yourself. A relationship will only make things worse for you right now.

2 words: Suprise buttsex

No !!! My mental masturbation posts are importants !!! You don't get it, If I stopped to do them, I could actually get a breakthrough cause of all of the free time I would save !!! Isn't it smart to just spam the forum with my bullshit «knowledge» ? I'm teaching (deluding) people here, important stuff !!! ?