Shin

You seem to full of yourself to even start the race. Or was it supposed to be funny how you talked here ?

I'll do it in one then ?

What you experience is void in the sense there is absolutely nothing, not even darkness or light, no physical sensations or sound, but just your presence right ?

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Now I know why I have so much resistance to meditate more than 45 minutes in one go ? Tricky the mind is ?

Because a lot people who play it become addict, and rationalize like crazy that they aren't. It's also just a waste of time, cause it doesn't make you good at anything and doesn't make you move physically either. You're right, it's like a movie, except a movie doesn't last 15/20 hours +

I forgot to mention, I just meditate and it happens. Almost all the time I If meditate for more than 45 minutes. Yes probably, but it's your only choice, unless you get lucky and meet some other teacher along the way.

Rupert Spira lives near you, no excuses ? I wonder, can you still inquire when you're experiencing I am ? Didn't happen for a while to me, but I remember that time, space and mind wasn't there anymore. It didn't feel that experiencing something else than I Am was possible, because there was just I Am, there was nothing that could want something else/more when it happened.

That's already 300% more orgasm than most of her exs, so I think you're good ?

You should work on yourself. A relationship will only make things worse for you right now.

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No !!! My mental masturbation posts are importants !!! You don't get it, If I stopped to do them, I could actually get a breakthrough cause of all of the free time I would save !!! Isn't it smart to just spam the forum with my bullshit «knowledge» ? I'm teaching (deluding) people here, important stuff !!! ?

I watched all the good mindfuck movies, and the Truth seems quite good. Pretty sure I'm aromantic, and would like to know, even for aminute what is that thing called love. Everything else feels secondary.

No one. Infinity means that everything must be experienced. Which includes human evolution as you know it.

I am not wise enough to wear that avatar. Even if I was it would be quite arrogant ?

It's not a miracle if you grasp that you are everything that exist, has ever existed, and will ever exist. It couldn't be any other way ??

No it's your experience, not beliefs in your mind. Doesn't matter if you can articulate all this stuff easily, you won't be enlightened faster. If anything it will slow you down.

That's just more mental masturbation to distract yourself. You're lost in conceptsland, time to move out of it.

Send me 10 000, like that I won't have to work and study at the same time. Thank you very much !!!