Shin

I changed the previous post, but If I'm honest there is still a part of me that wants it to be a specific way.

Do you still have urges to fap or watch porn ? For how long did you try to stop pmo ?

I would accept whatever the truth is, that is what I try to do in everything I do. From all I read I'm supposed to be either everything or nothing or both, but even that I try to let go because that is still concepts.

The first few weeks or meditation:

What I really am existentially ? I know I'm not the body nor the brain, or even the mind, but I still think I'm somewhere between the eyes. Even though there is nothing to support that, it feels arbitrary.

I know that I don't know, because I know the only way to know is by knowing experientially, and I don't ? Yes lol, I just want to know ? I expect something to change, but not necessarily something big, just the truth. The Piccolo avatar is there to remember I have to meditate more, but I can put an uncool avatar if you want me to, daddy ?

I don't know, that's why I want to know ?

Why can't there be an on/off button ? Please just push my button ?

What do you think happens when you realize the self doesn't really exist ? ???

All -ism are fictional stories. Let's debunk the thing that thinks it debunks things !

The number 1 reason why people don't grow is because they let negative people to stay in their lives ...

Then cut contact with him, he's not your friend.

Does this friend usually give good advice ? When he give advices, is he always critizising you, or is he being supportive (negative or positive energy) ?

There is nothing more to understand than what you said. You just don't accept it. More videos won't change that ?

Your gf was a huge source of dopamine, you'll get used to be single again if you don't resist it. That's a good moment to meditate more and learn to embrace solitude

@lmfao I'll gut, grill and eat your dog. We'll see if there is nothing wrong then. ??

How good was the McDonald ? Did they serve blood and bones with the best of now ? ?

Well ... yeah it does ?

Whatever you can think of must exist. So yeah, this dude is fucked ?

Any idea from whom this quote is ?

You didn't look long enough.