Shin

Start to meditate if that's not already the case. A lot of it (if not all of it) has to do with identification to thoughts and mind.

Do you realize you're always blaming someone ?

The idea that your spiritual growth is linked to isolation and ashram stuff is a myth. If you're more uncomfortable continuing to live a western life, that is the best path, life is the path. It won't stop throwing at you challenges, and those are the real lessons, not to hide yourself in a cushy ashram doing nothing all day. Study the story of enlightened masters, they weren't avoiding life. Their students though ...

He isn't dead. ?

Do this with compassion

He uses my favorite word ? Thank you Also I ate fish at new years eve, I could just have ate rice and carrots, butI didn't.

I won't quote more, but he's talking about seeing through the beliefs that hurts us through life events. All beliefs are identifications, and therefore that is why we say that suffering and life is our greatest ally, because we can't escape its lessons, Whether we allow ourselves to learn the lessons or deny the lessons existence is up to us. I personally learned 2 lessons: No matter how good and amusing a hobby is, it can't be fulfilling in itself (Video game addiction). No matter how a relationship feels nice in the Inside, it can't replace true love, which can only be felt from Inside out without any specific reason. (Deep loneliness all my life until 27 years old). Decades of suffering with both combined, and I'm glad it happened. I'm glad of all the suffering that came, because now I can enjoy those things without thinking I need them to be complete. I one comes it's fine, if one goes it's fine too.

I wish you could know how fiercely and deeply you're loved right now You think you are alone, rejected and unworthy, but nothing else could be further from the truth You are beyond worth, you are everything that you will ever need There is only separation in confusion, for in reality you are everything you see The child in you that were amazed and in harmony with its surroundings is what you need to realize in you again Being in love with the moment you live is the love you forgot you are

Do you feel ok with doing nothing ? Do you judge yourself for not doing anything ?

You can always improve

https://www.trinfinityacademy.com/courses/enlightenment-1-part-2-person-wakes-up-to-presence/lesson-11-what-is-the-person/ ?

When you live in the now

So explain to me guys, How does it feels to know that the teacher you were a fanboy of is dead ? You thought you weren't identified to a teacher, but when he dies it's a whole different story right ? ?

Yes it does, How could my spiritual ego can feel better if it isn't the case ? Are you saying I'm equal to everyone else ? This is green propaganda, trying to put everyone on the same plate !

What do you guys don't understand in «Leo is dead» ? Accept it, allow it, feel it He's like the little jesus, he will still be alive in you ?

Please tell me when I delude myself. Don't be easy on me. Yes or no ? ?

I'm already bald, I was talking about doing something constructive with my life ?

I'm too lazy for that ?

Stop being attached, he is DEAD ?

A dildo will be fine, A dildo will be fine ... Yes or no ? ?

There are other teachers. Doesn't matter if he dies, Bentinho, Eckhart and Sadghuru are still alive. Yes or no ? ?