Shin

I have told the grill friend it's not gonna happen, I didn't want to make her sad but making her believe it could happen would be cruel. I hope I was just a crush, but even then, I can sense from her or even people in general that they need this condition of someone to love them to feel love. An unconscious, untold, conditioned belief that love is scarce and can only come from an another person. This is all just a shame, what happens when we feel love for someone else is just that we put down our shield, that we allowed us to be vulnerable, to let go of our sense of self for a moment. Love is not scarce, it's literally what we are, it is endless and eternal, You can't run out of it, You can't run from yourself

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Ego is believing you're a fragile limited entity when you are in truth infinite and eternal. Every fear stems from this misconception.

Would you become The everything Of my nothing ?

Actually, letting go is the easiest thing to do, Once you've suffered enough,

Couldn't you just say you don't believe me. So I could answer a sad meme about it not being true ? You're taking all my fun !

Maybe I'm enlightened but I never told anyone about it, because there is only me ? You thought about this ? ?

If that was true. Why brag about it, TO YOU ? ?

No video until Sunday I guess. After all, does someone remember Leo uploading a video an another day than sunday ?

That would be hilarious ? Please make it happen ??

Self-help junkie be like:

Maybe he's studying how cazy and fanatic we can become when the video isn't uploaded. ???

Almost none of us use traditional alarm clock nowadays. We all use our mobile phone. The thing is, it's not good for our brain (possibilities of cancer) to have one near us when we sleep (see studies if you don't believe me), But it's also a distraction which reduce sleep quality (unconsciously and consciously). There is a way force yourself to wake up and putting at bay those problems. Just put your mobile with an alarm somewhere you can't reach without getting out of bed and having to walk. Doesn't work to buy a traditional alarm clock and putting it near you, if you're lazy like me you would just setting it off and sleep again

That usually work for me, but there are days where I stay up late for social reasons, so that's still useful. I almost always wake up before the alarm kicks, but just in case I let it on, especially when I have something to do in the morning

Read the Untethered Soul and The Power Of Now. It's basically shadow work, releasing all the emotional blockages within you. It's mostly inconscious thinking patterns and beliefs, who have the power to close your heart and mind. That's why there is high and low in your life emotionally speaking, otherwise you would just be peaceful/happy all the time, As long as you keep releasing new emotional stuff that comes with new challenges of course.

Reading again the Untethered soul and looking at my personal experience of life, I'm making the connections between my childhood experience of life and unconditional love. If you can remember, when you were a child, you never were angry towards anything (not for more than a few seconds) you never were bored, and were always joyful and loving towards everyone, even people you didn't really like that much. It wasn't the kind of love that we experience between intimate partner right now, it was more intimate and more existential than that. I'm talking about when you were 2/3/4 years old, before we start having our first traumas and start to close our hearts. If you trace back your memories and genuinely wonder what you are and what love really is, you will have the genuine intuition that it is how life is actually experienced in its natural, unveiled way. Do you remember how time was always now, like always always now, no thoughts about tomorrow/yesterday or whatever other moment. There was this pure nowness, and you were able to perceive the world in such a way that everything was interesting and beautiful to watch. You didn't know what 99,99% of the things you were seeing was, and you didn't care to know. A deep intimate connection to everything you were interacting was there too, everything was loved and appreciated for what it was. You didn't want something in particular, you were just experiencing whatever was at the moment without any resistance, whether it was sad or not, painful or not. Life was magical, yet totally natural and simple.

Copy cat ?

Is that true or are you trolling ?