Shin

You start your post by saying that you should not be able to get unconscious because you practice 2x45 minutes of meditation per day. Of course you will be unconscious most of the day if you only make the effort to practice 90 minutes per day. If you want to be conscious all day, then the logical thing to do is to practice being conscious all day right ? Meditation isn't sitting and doing a specific task with your mind, that's still trying to do escape life and that's still a resistance to the present moment. Meditation is being conscious, and that's it. This you can do everyday whatever you do.

Just play with her. That's all they want, you being playful and sometimes a bit serious. Like 90/10

Where do you think the "spin to win" meme comes from ?

It's both. You're never gonna make sense of it with your mind though, That's actually why you're suffering, you try to figure it out with your imagination and come to nasty conclusions that aren't true, And that's because they aren't true that they are scary/feels bad.

+ Matt Kahn + Byron Katie

When you want the next Pokemon, But you're poor

@Nahm Are you going to answer before someone else that has no clue how to help answer ? ?

It's the part itself that doesn't want to let itself go, not some part.

You're doing it to yourself. Stop believing in your crazy and silly thoughts.

No you don't, I have sunglasses

What is ?

No expection love everyone ☺ Even If I didn't, my heart is already taken ?

I don't think your face is the issue here ?????

Wth are you talking about ?

Stop fapping and stop watching porn.

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Maybe, but it's still enough for people to get attracted to you and worship you like a god. And I'm pretty sure most people stop there thinking they're done and think they know all there is to know. If knowledge about enlightenment can make you cocky enough to think you're there, what about a partial embodiment of the Truth. That surely would caughrt you thinking you're the shit ?

Did you read what I just wrote ? You can ! ?

According to Adyashanti, that's how most awakening process happens. Legit point to consider if we're developed enough to not be dicks if it happens.

If you only awaken the mind and not the heart, You see reality as a dream, but don't see that you are everything in it. That could create some nasty assholes behaviors if the dude who awaken isn't emotionally healthy, don't you think ?

If there is only illusions, Can you really call anything an illusion ? What would be the reference point to compare an illusion to something real, If nothing is real in the first place ?

Go skydiving for the first time. If you think you're gonna die, you're attached. If you think it's fun and safe, probably not. ?

This is so the real shit guys. You really feel that at any moment you could lose your mind and entire sense of reality. 10 minutes ago I was talking to my best friend on skype, And we talked about it, and she told me «what do you fear ? Face it now !» The fear intensified in a split second and I wanted to stop talking about it. Like it's that intense. She also told me she was sad about me going through this, and that wants me to get over this even more. It's ok If I suffer, I can take that no problem, but if other people suffers because of it, I really can't stall this any longer.