Shin

Last time I did that I almost died. You want to kill me ?

Keep doing what ?

Yes I did Wanted to vote for the puppies but end up voting for climate guys. Kind of useless to save the puppies if the planet temperature kills all of the living beings on it.

I suffered enough

Anything I ever did including those moments was all about me feeling better. Even when I let go of people I care about for their sake, in truth it still because it feels better for me more than for their sake.

Give an example, cause I can't find one. Totally honest here

I'm making effort ! Don't yell on me

Thank you It wasn't junk food, but a Veggie pizza ! The real men will understand and appreciate

Why do you think you have to vow ?

You will be crazy TOGE... I mean by yourself (Need to watch out for the non-dual police )

How I imagine Leo everytime he logs on the forum

Or they all sleep with him when he do his gangbang bdsm sessions Who knows

Thinks he knows everything Not the same young devil

How do you know Devil ?

Yes do that

They all say the same thing, just with different words. If some teacher appears to not say anything about this, it doesn't really mean anything, they might just hold back and focus on the core principles that will get you there

@mandyjw What do you mean by Awakening Mandy ? How is your experience of life ? What happened/is happening ?

2 months is nothing, and you have to dig and feel the emotions that arise when you do it, without interfering, just observing.

It will feel like you are being more and more miserable/lonely when you start your spiritual journey. That's only because you are becoming aware of how much suffering you were unconsciously experiencing. In the end, when all that has been taking care of to a decent degree, you will feel more free and joyful than you could ever dream of Daily

Suffering 101 ?

Thank you ? YES YOU CAN !!! JUST DO IT !!!

Loving kindness is focusing on love, it's supposed to open your heart chakra at some point, but I must be emotionally retarded because it doesn't work Long meditation is just either focusing on the breath with listening to sounds, or that + feeling everything else in my field of awareness. I don't recommend the later for a beginner because it's not focused enough. Any technique works, because the point of meditation is not really about mastering a technique, it's about being familliar with being aware. So pick the one that suits you, even the watching your breath which is very simple is still very useful later on.

Currently 40 minutes.

Push through Transcending your sexual needs and your mind will make you literally unstoppable