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I wish I could tell you how. I dropped it instantly, and only relapsed once for one day in 2 years (still think it's a miracle ). Masturbation is an another thing though, every 2 week if I'm sad/in a low energy phase I can give in for a day or two. I think the most importants parts are to read about how porn fuck with your mind with different studies And how much aware you are of your thoughts/compulsions and just let them be without acting on them.

Don't fool yourself, you're the definition of a girl You're totally right though, the need for the other sex almost vanish when you integrate your complimentary side. It's already in you, no need to get it from anywhere else !

Ads from videos + donations + courses/book list + the money he had saved in the years + probably some coaching. I think he earns something like at least 5 000 a months now, but ofc this is just speculations.

That's funny you said that. I just hung up someone who told me that there was no way to know what I was thinking about. Of course she couldn't, I didn't think the whole discussion

I don't know, it's not easy, and at the same time it's the easiest thing in the world I guess

Going to be harder than expected. Don't underestimate your ability to bullshit yourself

Dying.

This is god speaking Listen and listen well !

Language, you know what I meant ?

Tell us it's worth it instead of making fun of us ?

Fuck you youtube ?

You're a bit far for that ?

No respect for Hitler girl, sje said to leave her be GET OUT !!!!!

Don't watch that episode IT'S A TRAP !!!!!!

Or maybe just in love with my creation ?

Stop hating me and join yourself in our eternal embrace ?

Can only die into it ?

The only thing you can't buy ?

I can feel the panic night coming Let's pray really hard to be courageous enough I'm tired to run away ! WHY can't I just face it ? It's not like there was anything else I really wanted to do ! Shia bless me I'm tired to run away Yesterday I said TOMORROW THAT'S A LOT OF TOMORROW FOR FUCK SAKE !!!

There is no self image to have. Self image is just thoughts patterns you identify yourself with. You stop that you don't know what you are capable or not, what you will do or not, and in the end If you're even an human being or any kind of thing. Then in some months you will panic, cry and run in the other direction backsliding like a crazy person ?

Don't worry Amanda Everything is going to be ok. Look at the synchronicities, they can seem devastating and cruel But in the big picture it was always for your own good Trust that everything is going to be ok ?

It's basically what life is all about ?