I don't understand why, but sometimes I just send the most idiotic texts to my significant other and only afterwards realise how needy or how dramatic it sounds. I don't understand why I do this. I would like to come to the root of the problem and work on it.
It could be my fear of losing her, even after I watched the video on how to deal with breakups a few times I still feel the fear of losing this girl. She is just so perfect, everything that I am looking for in a woman. Sharp intellect, strong life purpose good direction. Our morals and values align.
I want to work hard on this relationship, I am making such horrible decisions. I went on about 50 dates before I found her, the one that I think is the most compatible.
