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I am also intrested where one can access/ find this where I live, not sure if its allowed to be discussed on the forum im pretty cluless on the subject

hehe what movie did you think, may i ask?

thank you for sharing, i was a little confused by googles definition.

On leos blog from a while ago 'Sherlock Holmes brain' video, he mentions around the one hour Mark 'Ive discovered an Orthogonal direction, & now i recognise that all these material & physical things were imagianed, but are actually figments if consciousness'.. Can anyone break down in simply terms what is exactly meant by this Word in this context? Non linear?

Hey all

How to be in a Conscious Relationships, being detached, avoiding conflict ect ffrom both perspectives

I feel this is kinda a pointless post, but everytime I have a drink i always have feelings of guilt/ conflict inside of me. As i identify with being a person who values health and well being, i eat mostly healthy/ clean but other side of me/ ego justifies it as being ok, as long as it is in moderation. I see it as a guilty pleasure to relax but I dont enjoy getting drunk. Im not a heavy drinker as i was in the past, but ill have maybe 1 or 2 drinks a week to relax, or less frequently. Im not looking for reasons to justify having the occasional drink, its more the feelings of guilt im having e.g ego backlash. Awareness is curative.

@Razard86 thank you, appreciate this comment. yes i aree with what u said, im here to experience life in its fullest. it made me feel a lil better. also not to feel guilty about anything in this dream.

I love this! yup sound advice 'Everything external is an illusion' need to constantly remind myself of this. beautiful words!

@Kksd74628 @zurew thanks guys, i appreciate the different points of views. I think its about finding a balance. intresting perspectives for sure. Even though health is important to me, i would resonate with being happy and fulfilled (like most) i liked the charity metaphor and giving back and yes that life is meaningless. i think its cos Leo demonises drinking so much that this belief kinda rubbed me off on me..

@Arcangelo as much as id be open to trying dmt, i am not able to/ dont know to access it so its not a possibility. @Flowerfaeiry yes i think that is a more realistic perspective, allowing myself to to induldge in the pleasure mindfully. I keep changing my mind on qutting to enjoying a drink or 2 from time to time. Dont know if i would call it healthy, as no amount of alcohol is good for your health. Doesnt make it easy that is so widely accessible.

yea i am, i dont drink in excess as i am very aware of its effects. yh ive let go now of the guilt, i just guess the feelings come from thinking that my ideal self wouldnt drink at all.

well its relative but yes i did use it as an escapism in the past, some days yes, some no. could say i had strong cravings before, whereas now i dont get those anymore, but yes i still enjoy the ocassional social drink.

Intresting perspective, when you say well being? You mean to enjoy now and then? How often do you drink?

Just drinking in general,but ive decided to not be so rigid about it, only when its done to excess becomes a problem.

maybe that if i feel guilty enough, i can persuade myself not to drink..i guess

yes thank you for your responses, I know i shouldnt feel guilty, its just that alcohol isnt considered spiritual. nope, i cant say its negatively affecting my life as i consume small amounts at a time and do have willpower not to drink too much/ to excess. However yes being mindful that its will have negative effects on my health over the long term.

ah yes what a great feeling! for some people can be rare so when it does happen, dopamine rush x10

not particularly for either, lower consciousness prehaps..

@Inliytened1need a drink? you mean. well my higher self would say no i dont, but my lower self enjoys the pleasure, instant gratification i get from a drink. not entiely sure if i want to stop drinking all together at this moment but idealy yes in the future. im conflicted as i dont want to become neurotic around this, as i allow myself to enjoy the moment when i drink, however at the same time knowing its not good for me.

this is spot on!! all comes down to being emotional, myself and most girls would agree with this

@Jannes a bit off topic, but how many grams was this? nice insights about the ego, can relate

what is the equivalent of 0.5g mushrooms (approximately) in truffles?

@DefinitelyNotARobot i dont get it?

wow great trip report, very intresting read. I like how many insights you had and how you will continue with the work. Truly mindblowing descriptions too of what youve discovered, nice! cool actualized vids as well that you mentioned too.