egoeimai

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  1. @Keyhole thank you very much! I really mean it, it makes me so happy hearing this and I want to try my best. It means so much to me ❤️I'm so excited to become better at this. @nistake thank uuu You can try! Start your journey! The only con is that it's time consuming but it's very worth the time and effort! Good luck!
  2. I disagree. That happened to me. As I see it, it's nice to communicate and don't lose contact with the person that interests u.
  3. I'm self taught. I searched this whole thread 10 minutes ago and realized I wasn't practicing enough.. Lol this year though with the covd situation I've been back at it. I'm watching drawing videos and they help me much that's what I'm doing. But I also don't dedicate much time for drawing because I'm practicing to be a nail technician and both need time ?
  4. Οfc 26 weeks ago 10 weeks ago 7 days ago
  5. Thank u preety. ❤️❤️❤️You guys make me wanna create more
  6. Omg thank u ❤️ For sure I'll try to improve ?
  7. I made this the other day. Trying to improve my skills slowly
  8. Dear preety, I'm sorry, those ppl were not nice, so try to not think twice when that happens. I don't think there's anything you can do, only speak to yourself with nice words reminding yourself that you are beautiful and don't let it affect you in a way that doesn't serve u. When you practice that everything's gonna feel nicer in your heart and nobody could hurt u. Your opinion is the most important for yourself and most needed. No one's else.
  9. Thank u for everything
  10. @Preety_India in fact I don't know anything about him. He claims he lives in my city but I can't prove anything. He only sends me d pics and when he opens the camera he shows only his d. I've made my account private but he saved my nudes from last summer. He is crazy and i don't know anything about him. Every account has a different name and he said he lives in my city but every time different area. He is creepy. I've blocked all his accounts and he makes more. He says he loves me and wants to f me and meet me irl and maybe get in a relationship with me if I like him irl. Lol He annoys the f out of me but it was fun to chat at the beginning. I kept asking him to reveal himself but he always asks for nudes in favor. Anyways. I don't think he can harm me. I always block him. I just think he's crazy. I hope he isn't someone I know at least, because this would freak me out the most.
  11. @Don Wei omg I'm so sorry that you've been through this. Currently there is a guy that is stalking me, he made a dozen os accounts since last summer and still stalking me and says he's gonna send the nudes to everyone and he's lunatic. Just don't date when it is online, try to schedule dates with people u meet in real life. Internet can be very dangerous sometimes.
  12. Omggg I'm so glad I found an Amorphis fan! ??????
  13. I'll reply with a song "I'd rather die, I'd rather be better unborn" ????
  14. This pos, my little brat cousin. (18)What a pain she is?! Wtf seriously. She's annoying af. Can't describe. I'm thinking of expressing all of my emotions to her and never talk to her again. Ever. I absolutely hate her. There's no way to fix this. She's bragging every minute of her pathetic little life. Since the day she was born. I never felt such emotions for a person out there. In my whole life. Everything she does annoys me, irritates me or makes me cringe. I cannot stand this anymore. 1.she is bragging all the time even for the smallest things in her life. 2. Turning failures into successes. (NOT IN THIS POSITIVE OUTLOOK) Pretending she's happy with her life. She failed at final exams and she was crying all day. Two months later not only she is liking her new uni-life but also she pretends she is in- studying and caring for her studies. Two months earlier? She was super angry/sad for the particular studies. She was crying and saying she failed and failed and that she feels useless. But now she seems so happy and on top of that pretending she has an amazing successful uni life. 3.bragging bragging bragging. Do you think that the smallest achievement in your life is worthy of bragging? No? Well she does. Pretending your life is amazing and on top of everyone's? That's my annoying cousin and i hate her. 4. She always seem to like arguing. She always wants to have the last word in a convo. That's super annoying. Always insists on having the right pov. She's giving u that bitch look. Hate her. 5.shes annoyingly competitive for the smallest non significant things 6.she screams insecurity by all the above but I insist on hating her. She's a pos. 7.she lways manages to be the center of attention even if we are a circle of 10+ people. Talking way too much about herself, sharing experiences, over exaggeration about things and drama is her best friend. Always catching attention and not failing at this. If 1% she doesn't get the attention, she is getting annoyed and leaves the room. I'm to the point everything she does annoys me. I try to be polite kind and a cool gal,but can't. All I want is to make her feel like she's nothing important than she thinks she is, make her feel like she's one of us. She thinks she is unique and I hate it. Hahaha on top of that she's making me and others feel bad about themselves in a way she only knows. So competitive. Omg. She wants to make you feel like trash about your life and own achievements. These are not in my imagination (other people have approved of that also) The thing is I want to speak up, talk about all that and tell her a final goodbye. I can't with her ego anymore. That's too much. And I can't let her live like she's everything and we all are trash. Either I let her know about all that and let her go or compete with the ego beast.
  15. @Keyhole thank u ❤️?yess @Someone here I can lol @Gesundheit could u? Well done then!
  16. @DIDego dude, this problem goes for yearssss now. It's not something new for me. I've thought about all that before.
  17. @Barbara thank u for your opinion. I absolutely agree there's a problem in me but too many on her side. I'm definitely out of her life! I've accepted she is how she is. But I don't want her in my life. I can't sit and wait for her to change. I'm almost 27 and I'm going to work on myself and her being in my life only triggers negative emotions and cycles. I'm not gonna be happy around her and evolve. There's no time to waste on her. I don't care what she is as she didn't even care about me ever and my triggers. Everytime it is about her and her life, she doesn't care about others. That's negative on its own. She doesn't have people to love and care for. Yes not only trying my patience. Trying my emotional response I'm far from that. This would be ideal but I'm too far. I already know this. And thought about solutions before. But this is going to be temporary only and bring up the problem later.
  18. Thank you very much! I'm so glad I let her go We talked on the phone, I was speaking normally without shouting without trying to insult her and she did the exact opposite to me. I was... Wtfff and then I told her who are you to talk to me like this? And she ended the call. Haha what a total b*tch omg. Couldn't believe in what happened. She then texted my sister and said what's up with her? (me) "what's the problem with your sister? (me) and my sister said" your attitude " and she said" if she doesn't like my attitude then she shall not talk to me ever again " looool what a b*tch omgggg haha what a childish brat! She's trying to justify her attitude to my sister and be okay with what she does, she tries to find someone (my sis) to comfort her with her b*tchy actions. But guess what! My sis believes exactly the same as I do! . . Exactly what I did! I let her go. I saw there was nothing to do to be at peace with her / be at the same level and understand each other. We are very different and there's no way we will vibe. I can see that every time I communicate with her. The situation was hopeless. There was nothing I could do, nothing to say to her. Glad I let her go. I was always hurt by her attitude. All this hurt my heart handled, so many years of hurt, for no reason!!!!just to have a shit*y person in your life just because she is your cousin!!! For what? I've put an end on this and I'm gonna live my life to the fullest now! I tried for so many years and failed miserably. She will live with her demons now. She just lost a person to whom she can project her insecurities lol Yaaas She does say a lot of shit. Me leaving is going to help me and only me. Lol she will continue living her way and projecting on to other victims. . Exactly. All that she does. A total b*tch
  19. If u feel unfulfilled is probably a better choice to leave a relationship or to not even start engaging in one. The lack is in you so you and only you can find what you can do. Being single gives you the opportunity to discover the lack, work on yourself and not project your insecurities to others.
  20. Absolutely agree. I see some guys are having such bad experience with women. They need to know that women are not like that.