so here we are

say you dropped dead right now. but then suddenly woke up and you could see everything again. would you still feel the same. sentiment and gratitude

you can agree with your mind that you might have to much thought. but you cannot have to much noticing that you have thought. Tell yourself to do nothing. For the next 5 minutes write down anything that emerges. After 5 minutes try to make sense of anything that happened

everyone is enlightened they can only choose not to be.

the akashic field silence is the language god speaks

'see the content of your mind is not your choice' sadhguru

'instead of paying attention to the content that arises in the now. put your attention on the now itself.' eckhart tolle

of course the matrix trilogy is very relevant conceptually. some other good films though. downfall - 'there's time enough to die.' eternal sunshine for the spotless mind - jarhead, dear john not a movie but more visceral and vicarious https://m.youtube.com/user/FunForLouis a different perspective of perceptual life

what's happening. the human has evolved for survival. if you do not need to do anything to survive right now. then you do not need to use the human. everything the human can do is for its own personal experience. notice that it is instinctually selfish. change your reference point from a perspective to perspective. everything you say it is just that aswell. you will only experience intelect as a verb. truth cannot be defined by confirming assumptions. language gives the illusion of knowing. pace of language gives an illusion of time being confidence. continuation is perceived and mistaken as a personal life experience. how do you want this human to be right now. choice is how you are responding to life. what created free will had free will. just not operating through functionality of causal creation. acausal free will. your body and the external universe is experienced as a projection in the local mind. what is considered self is limited to the immediate body. the creator wasn't bounded to perception. no intelect articulates attention as it can only ever be part of it. before something exists it had to be possible. this possibility doesn't exist in a location in quantified physicality. everything exists here. so reality is everything. disregard is disowning part of yourself consciousness all, awareness everything, attention anything. just some brief notes